Wednesday 28 December 2011

2011 going to end~

This year ..really can be a challenging year for me..
I have a few wishes for 2011 last year
Here it goes..
see how many of them had been fulfilled:
1. Found my interest and decide what to study in the future.
2. Bring at least one friends to church
3. Spread the Gospel of God.
4. My brother will be baptised
5. He will be fine and can find a new girlfriend.

IMPORTANT issues in 2011:
1.STILL SINGLE ( where is my Mr.right?)
2.A "beautiful" car crash( first time ever..great incident when i was 19.rmb for whole life)
3.First time admitted in hospital for one week...so long
4. First time having Nurse to bathe me..LOL
5. meet a friend who is very interesting.
6. Rejected a few boys who were going after me.
7. My parents pledged to join the church.
8.I was praying so hard for a person.because of Him.I learn to be patient.
9. Finally know how to skate on ice.
10. FINALLY..crying so much this year..FOR FRIENDS&;FAMILY&;STUDIES&CHURCH

Thank you my dear heavenly father.
For every everything


I hope 2012 will be a better year in which i can fulfill my dreams.
Get my scholarship and be a doctor.
Love family,love friends. and even love your enemies.
Regards






Daddy no matter how many guys I look at,


 how many guys I date, how many guys I talk to, 


no matter who I get married to, you'll always be my number one dad


You're the best dad ever.


thank you for always being there,


when i was sad you held me tight,


when i said i hated you you told me you loved me,


when i shouted you told me it was okay


when i was heart broken you told me he'll soon realise what he lost.



Dad thank you for being there all my life. i love you

Tuesday 20 December 2011

welll

okay...I don't really like what I felt now..
It;s really worst than ever..
Why? Lord....
Why this things happen??
I hope this is not the worst thing...
But what can I do??
Why when you are here, I do not cherish...??
but when you are leaving....I only know how care I am..
I do care okayyyyy..
do not think that i don't...
Just because I didnt show ,  doesnt mean i don't...


Tuesday 13 December 2011

KL TRIPOOO..

昨天去吉隆坡。。以前每次要去吉隆坡的心情都很悲伤。。
因为想到要回去上课。。一大堆书等着我去处理。。
可是现在不同了。。。因为我不用回去那里了。。
终于毕业。。
Sunway Pyramid 是我太熟悉的地方。。
可是说真的。。一天真的逛不完。。
和表哥表妹一起去。。
父母不在。。只有我们几个小瓜。。哈哈。。
弟妹表妹表哥去溜冰。。我呢?兴趣比较在逛街。。
买了三件衣服。。。
(我还是会懂得省的)。。。
今天一早真的赶死人。。
因为弟弟一点要补习。
所以全部为了他就早回咯。。结果巴士还是让他迟到。。
一回到怡保就去Ipoh parade...很久没去吃火锅了。。。
所以就去。。。吃到都要呕了。。有点夸大其词啦。。哈哈。。
可是可能吃太辣了。。肚子有点不舒服。。
有时感觉怡保真的蛮小的。。很容易可以遇到熟人。
回到怡保真好。。可是很快又要离开。。我不舍得。。



今天终于买了“那些年,我们一起追的女孩”,之前只是听说很好看。。
朋友还说很感动。。
今晚,就和家人一起看吧。。

感谢主。。上个星期六。。我父母加入教会了。。
希望。。以后我们都能一起尽心尽力地为主工作。。
天父。。我也一直在为他祷告。。希望有一天你可以感动他。。
让他决心跟随你。。
我把他交在你手中。。
阿门。。

马太6:34 不要为明天忧虑,因为明天自有明天的忧虑,一天的难处一天当就够了!

Thursday 8 December 2011

Unpredictable life

You know. If people ask me..why do I believe in God?
How do you know he is REAL??? I would answer because I can feel His LOVE..
God is Good...all the time
 last week I went to Singapore...
This is really a nice place to travel... But i wont choose this place to stay..
 I still remember the last time i travelled to SG is about 7 or 8 years ago..
 Actually I am here to attend youth congress----A church camp..
Its is a camp which held once every 2 years.
. I have been very excited because in the camp..besides that we can learn about God's word..we also can meet friends from every state...
Some even long lost friends..the feeling is very good.
. The theme for the camp is better... our speaker --Pastor Wong...he illustrate a good point about a better kingdom..
I want to go to that place where God has provided for his children..
he love us so much..
My heart was so touched when the speaker did the calling....
I was crying...What God has done in my life is so obvious..
How he carry me through everything when i was growing up..the accident...
The incomplete organ in my body..everything...He has his will..
Everything he has his plan...
He loves everyone that he is willing to sacrifice on the cross...
God loves you and I...when he called your name...when he knocked the door of your heart..did u hear HIM??
are you willing to accept HIM?ask yourself this question....

Thanks Lord for everything....
for the family i have..
for the love I have...
for the friends i have
I know I am much more blessed than others..
For I know you Hold tomorrow...



Friday 25 November 2011

Hey....my bloggie..sorry for ignoring you recently.. I am back to you... Wanna share with you...my exam has just over yesterday..and yet I already started to enjoy my life yesterday. Yesterday got date with old friend..wai ting..oh..big sales now in sunway...should go shopping.. I became nerdy since exam started...this is the consequence of being last minute. I just went to watch Puss in boots..seriously..nice movie... Owhh..I miss the time laughing out loud in the class... And teacher give me a name--大笑姑婆。。 Because beside me still got a partner..my darling.. When both of us laugh together.. our teacher..erhemn...whole class will stare at us.. Miss secondary time..few days ago..I went back to amc to get my certs.. Saw some familiar faces and met some of my teachers..a lot of flash back in my mind I don't know how to describe my feeling... After exam...feel reluctant to leave college..and everything here.. But indeed I am happy that I am going to pack all my things and go back to home sweet home.. Oh yes...I renew my passport finally... Next week going to Singapore..now only renew... And I don't like the picture quality...y I look so funny once they have processed it and stick in the passport? Thank you Lord...you protected my family all the whiles... That incident will always be a miracle in our heart.. Thank you ... This is why I choose to follow you...Lord.. Never regret.. She finally has a boyfriend.. Who can care about her so much.. It's good for her..because I have been watching her suffer for tat silly boy fot past few years.. Congratz...may God bless in this relationship.. Oh...u wanna know whether Someone is in my heart?? Hmm...this is ..p & c... Haha...XD...

Thursday 13 October 2011

Title--less

Once upon a time,
there was this girl...
and she was just 14 years old..
she met a boy in a church camp..
Somehow, they knew each other when the boy took initiative to come to her..
and introduce himself to her..
And they had exchanged phone number....
the camp 4 days  3 nights..passed very fast..like a rocket
They didnt reallly talk much to each other in camp..
because the girl didnt put much attention on the boy..
however she can hear some rumours...because some of her friends told her that this boy told his friends that she want to know this gurl..
And so his friends trying to help..
So,they are from diffrent states..
After the camp ended....Few days later...the girl had forget this boy...because she get to know many new friends in the camp..
However,one day..An unfamiliar number appear on her phone screen...
saying..Hi!!!can you guess who am I??
Lol..the girl think what a lame one..how to guess??
But then she has a strong feeling that ..IT's the boy!!
maybe this is the six sense in girls..kinda accurate..
oh yea..its him...he texted her...FINALLY...
so they sms each other...EVERYday...
ALMOST EVERYDAY..and the boy callled the girl often...
they can talk up to few hours....before they say goodnight..
They laugh together,pray together..share bible words with each other..
the girl thought he understand her better than those among her friends...
And one night ,because of something..she cried in the phone...the boy trying to comfort her...
the girl felt grateful to him so much
soon..they become closer..and the boy fall in love with the girl..
she confessed to her..at first..she is trying to give hints..
but the girl thought that he was just joking...
One night..when they were talk to each other,the boy suddenly silent...
the girl thought something had happened..
but the boy's voice appeared and say: " I have fall in love with you"..
The girl still laughing..then she said:"its not funny at all!!"
Boys said:"I am serious.."
The gal hang up....the night was the first night that she is having insomnia..
and her heart beating very fast..because he was the first boy who confessed to her in this serious manner...
She felt nervous and scared..
the next day..the boy sent a long with 100+ words of message to gal..
and the girl dont know what to do....how to decline..will our friendship gone like that if I rejected him?this is what in her thinking..
she feel scared to lost their friendship..yes..she is a coward...she dont know how to express her feelings..
especially to guys..Do she have feeling towards him??
finally she rejected him...and the guy act nothing...and respect her decision...their communication back t0 normal..
the guy didnt confessed to her anymore..but he felt heart tickling when he knew that the girl  talk to other boys...
actually the girl realised that she has this feeling too...when they boy chat with other girl.....she feel puzzled..
because the girl feel comfortable when talking to him...she can tell her everything..she can be herself when in front of him..
In her inbox...his messages occupied the largest space...still...but she still want him to be a listener...a friend..but not a boyfriend..

ONE YEAR LATER.
boy confessed again.and he became more mature....the girl takes 2 days to think about it..
and she prayed for it ..whether he is the right one for her...she was 16 at that time..
does she really understand about love??
and long distance relationship can really work??
The boy said: " Trust me....I will try my best..no mateer how harsh is the road that we have gone through.i will never let you go.."
he made that promise..
Finally the girl replied him: my heart is not steel...I think <3...

but...they never get together....because girl thinks that better to be friends than couple..sometimes.things changes when you get along with that person..
few years back..they have gone through alot of things together..they understand each other's personalities so well...
this is called soulmate...... the boy shows that Loving a person is not necessarily must own him/her...

P.S## I just wanna say thank you...for now and always...thanks for standing by my side..
Rumours for years about both of us...but we knew that..we just want the outcome which is best for each other.

Monday 3 October 2011

Life is a JOKE??

Life is really a joke ??
my answer is NO...Life can never be a joke..
although u may feel God is making fun of You..But NO..he wont do that..
The things you have gone thru now is actually to make you stronger and stronger
Yesterday night something had happened...
I Only slept at around 2 am..
I feel so sad for the incident...
The person that  I loved had gone through tough time..
I feel so scared when i see this things happened in front of me..
She is yelling and crying...
I dont know what to do...how to help her..??
This scene was familiar that few years ago had this things happened too..
She just keep calling my name.and holding my hands....
So pain for her.......I CRIED..all these times...i not dare to cry in front of her..because i dont want to let her feel that I am actually sad for her...but yesterday when i see her innocent face...I CRIED..really cried..
I wanna to ask: " Why cant she have normal life like others?"
However God has his plan...i always trust in that.....
You may think that he never listen to your prayers...
But he know how to use his solution to help you..
I pray for the best thing which have done on you...


This makes me miss home reallly...
HOMESICK GONNA START>>>
OH NO..
must bear with it..for two more weeks..
I will be back..okay..emo finished...

Yesterday went to CARREFOUR..
Then when lining up to pay money...
A little gurl in front of me asked her mommy:" Can I have a lollipop??"
THen before the mom answered,the dad said :" u can have that if u start to brush ur teeth now"
LOL...then the girl say..okay..lets go buy  KODOMO LION ...
HAHA..lol...so funny ..and cute..
Dont know whether is coincidence..
Lolipop is in KL ..
when in physics class ...suddenly received a messge
LOL..i tot he sms-ing wrong person..cause i dont know he is here...thats why i so stupid go and sms :"are you looking for me?"..haha...lol..i think eat too much banana will become " BEN NANA "
Suppose to have lunch together...but then due to some reasons..
Our plan cancelled...so i ate lunch with Immanuel lo..
Still got chance before I left..take care..
P.S...hahaha...Imma say I have slim down this week...OH really??/haha...shock sendiri...


I am counting down..51 days left to the graduation day
WOOHOO>.very fast....very fast
But sad thing is I might not be able to be in Ipoh during CNY
Haiz..maybe just cmae back for 1 or 2 days ..then back to my work...
Oh just in case you dont know...I will be doing my voluntary work at PENANG ADVENTIST HOSPTAL next year for 3 months...
Life is getting so interesting you know.??
I cant wait for it..
But still praying for the place that i can stay
I think i Like penang..because it has oceans...
NICE PLACE..XD

Thats all...dont know when is the next time to write at here again..perhaps..after exams..


"I have loved thee with an everlasting love,therefore with loving kindness i have drawn thee,said the Lord"
(Jeremiah 31:3)




Tuesday 20 September 2011

A FULL WEEK

Few days ago.....I saw someone status said that she almost lost her life....because her car skidded...
Thanks God she is okay....
Hmmm...this let me recall of my accident few months ago..
You know what...You wouldnt know how different i felt after my head turn 180 DEGREES in the car..
Like my life is totally.....uhmmm..upside down.....
Life is very Fragile......
So cherish and appreciate everything while you are still holding the breathe that given by God..

Today is my daddy's birthday...I am not around in Ipoh..
however last weekend i had the celebration with him and my family..
Just wanna wish him happy birthday..
and hope God's blessings with him whenever he is..
This morning..
I sent a message to him...hahaha...
I seldom say I love You to my dad..kinda shy..
hahhaa..this morning..intend to type that in my message...
But then i type and deleted..
At last..change to  <3...i am not sure whether he know this symbol..hahaha..
anyway...he is My Daddy..the best MAN in this world...haha..XD

This week really a very busy one.....
This morning while doing my morning devotion...
I seriously feel that God is reminding me not to forget HIM no matter how busy I am...
Lord..I am praying that i have more time to spend with you..
rather than my studies.....
I took back my mock exam papers...
kinda dissapointed with myself...
haiz.....why i Cant do well...??
I hope my real exam wont get results as "shit" as this....


Looking forward and getting excited about my future....


And last weekend...My cousin sister got married....
wow....she is the first cousin of mine getting married..Finally..
so happy fo her..however the sad thing is she will be living in US...
she and her husband has been together for more than 6 years...
i wish they live happily and ever after....
another thing is ...haha...i get some " gaji " for being the bridesmaid....
hahaha...this is the third time for me to be bridesmaid..
I heard somebody said that if a girl had been the bridesmaid up to 3 times..the girl very hard to get married..
LOL....This is not real gua???
hahahaha......


"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear ... "



1 John 4:18







Friday 16 September 2011

=))))


“You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well.”


Friday 9 September 2011

BUSIEST LIFE

Finally Finally..Finally...
I am free ...
The paper today is the most toughest subject...
Bacause...I didnt start studied earlier for the subject...
I only Started yesterday!!!...
I regret why i didnt concentrate on this subject yet...then balance up my work....In stead of physics..i studied other subject first because Physics is the last day of exam..
But then yesterday I regretted..sooo soo sooo regreettttt!!!
because i realised I have 10++ chapters to study and including the application booklet..
I study fromk 3 pm to 3 am in the morning..of cause got break to makan la..
but then this is really crazy!!
study so much makes my brain very tense...
however I am glad it is over!!!..
I can go and enjoy..
later go to KL sentral to find my dear----SHUEH CHENG!!
so long never see her round face already...
hahaa..she will pinch me when she see like this...
OUCH!!..i can already feel the pain..
XD

I still wonder whether going back to ipoh this weekend...
cause i have holiday until tuesday!!
hmm..should I??i think my mom will ask me the same questions:" do u want to come back this week?"....temptation...haha..

This week..although is a stressful week...
but i am very happy..
because last week...i attended youth congress In Taiping..the hotel very very nice...and comfortable..i wish i am still there...
meet new friends and old friends...
And i bcame the violinist in the camp!!and first time cooperate with my partner---ART!!A good partner..
Its fun ...to play in camp..haha..because we simply play...play randomly..
but of cause at the right key!!XD...
and we sang korean song...first time sing on stage with my brother!!actually his voice quite good..haha...
hahaha..of cause..because..he has a sister who has good voice too..
wakakkaa....stop perasan okay..back to the topic...
and we spent three days there...
Good speaker...Good memories...good food...Good message from God...
and most most excited is We had a skype conversation with our General Conference Director --Elder Ted C Wilson..
It's our honor to meet him online..and he gave a meesage to us and encouragement thru bible words...
We as a people at this end time..have the mission to pass this on...to more people...
Everyone is a missionary...we have the responsibility..
Thnaks Lord i have learned a lot in this camp...
and we did go for track distribution..to reach out to Taiping people..
The tracks we distributed is about health...
tell people and residents there about health ...
Although its hot to walk under the sun from one house to another...
but i felt so much satisfication....
bacause this is the work of missionary..
Yes..!!YOUTH EMPOWERED TO SERVE!!..
and I am praying for something after i went back from the camp..this is P&C
God will provide=)
let u guys see some photos...
we have Talent night!!culture is an amzing thing


We have our dinner on talent night!!

at the first night of the camp...the opening ceremony is start with the Flag bearer!!
Every reprsentative from each church from each state si holding the state flags!!



LOL.....I love my colour..oh yea,..did you realise dthat most of us wearing culturer costume?
this is the dress code for the opening cermony..somehow i dig this purple colour indian costume from my cupboard ...i bought it when i was 14..now still fir..but to b frank now bcum tighter..haha...XD


JJ and me...i like her clothes...


Tuesday 23 August 2011

patient....Fruit..


I think sometimes God take something from you...you will feel he treats you bad
but after that you will realised actually he will give you back a better thing...
Be patient okay...and faithful and truthful...
You dont need to smile to your teacher if u dont feel like doing so..
you dont need to say yes to every guy that go after you...
you dont need to study if YOU ARE A BRILLIANT

Wednesday 17 August 2011

假期。。。

今天是假期叻。。
很难得。。我最近都要忙死了。。。
连时常跟随着我的电话也就来被我抛弃了。。
因为我读书的时候就忘了它的存在。。
电话也调振动而已。。
所以很多时候朋友信息来,或打来给我,我都没接到。。
试过第二天看电话时有14个信息。。10 个miss call。。哈哈。。
真的感觉上如果自己消失了,至少还有人知道。。
被他们骂惨了。。说如果有急事找我,等我回复他们都死了。。
哈哈哈。。不好意思啦。。
我真的很忙。。包容一下。。
等我啦。。几个月就可以了。。
还好没有男朋友,不然更加压力。。没时间陪她。。

说起上个星期四,我的A Level 成绩终于出炉了。。
当天的Line真的很lag。。因为全世界的Alevel 学生都在登陆才check成绩。
我登陆了半天都还没看到我的成绩。。一直 server busy。。
最后,终于可以了。。可是我却紧张起来。。
而且我的朋友很多围在我后面叫我鼓起勇气看。。。
其实,我没有放太多的希望在这次的成绩。。
因为我知道自己不是准备很充足。。在五月的时候。。在家休养根本没有心去读书。。
全部last minute.
可是出乎意料之外,我拿到AAB。。Biology 还差一分就拿A了。。
我满足了。。我的朋友有些有A*。。他们真的很努力。。恭喜他们啦。。
我觉得真的是上帝的赐福。。他从来没有亏待我的。。
从我一出生。。从小就一直去医院。。
因为上帝从我身体里拿走一些东西。。我比别人少了一个东西。。
所以。。上帝在我生命中放了更加多美好的东西。。。
谢谢你。。让我体会到生命的意义。。

我想家了。。。。

最近我很喜欢读诗篇。让我感觉到大卫的诗是很美好的。。
其实这些都是很美好的歌词。。所以我打算接下来作的歌就用他们来做歌词。。

诗篇119:57 耶和华是我的福分,我曾说,我要遵守你的言语




Sunday 14 August 2011

A nice match=(

Indeed tonight is the final for world championship for badminton.....
The match between lee chong Wei vs Lin Dan is the second match tonite...
I really expect that lee chong wei can win...
Because since last few times he won Lin Dan and cn see that he boost up his confidence already..
bit this match really very sengit....
They can fight.....
It makes me scream and jump high and low it reach the peak of the competition..
I feel like crying when he hug his coach...
He very dissapointed...
He stand a good position to win since he won the first match...
However..the spell couldn't be broken yet..
I think lin Dan still bring some tension to him..
Hope for 2012........
Although my hand hold a physics books.....but I didn't study at all...
Haha..they distract my attention...
And now really got a bit down....
Cheer up...and continue to study....
Tomorow no holiday...
Accept the fact=((((((((
God .I pray that you comfort his heart....

Thursday 4 August 2011

you make my day

yes..I like to sing ...
Singing being the important thing in my life..
If I lost my voice one day..my life would be so dull.
I am looking forward to September...many things coming..good one

Jia you o..Yvonne foo....
U can be a successful one..
Listen to him..study hard...work hard as he is giving his best too...
Nothing else..just a few more months..
I will flyyy.....I believe...
Good night..tired=)

Wednesday 3 August 2011

God listen to my prayers...He will always be there

I have been such a wreck this past few days
throwing my temper everywhere like rubbish...
Lord please forgive me..
I was exhausted and whining about everything that i have to face now..
Lord..u know it's not easy for me...
I have many things to deal with...many diffrent people around me..
Lord to communicate with them sometimes just make me feel dissapointed...
The higher is ur expectation, the deeper u fell
But you remind me of you...
before i gone through al these..The humiliation gone through by Jesus is much more than me..so i have nothing to upset with..


Thanks for sending someone to talk to my through my heart..good friends is always the one who listen to you..its just like the phrase "A BOSSOM FRIEND AFAR BRINGS A DISTANT LAND NEARER"..
No man is an island..its no use that u have many friends around...
the terms " good friends" is only applicable if he/she stands besides you
when you are having tough moments...

so long didnt visit my own blog.
i was busy like ...I m not yvonne foo anymore..
everyday also vey tired..supplements doesnt works for me..
can fall asleep during driving..
This week Puasa month start already..
haiz...traffic jam everywhere..sien.

And PJCC have to start practice and go around Malaysia already..
need to practice song this week..
I am very excited..because we might go to penang,Kulai..and other place in Johor..
Can visit my dear friends at kulai also..
and my lover in Penang..Li Ting
Ai ren..I am coming..wait for me...

Oh yea..last weekend i attended the KVWO concert..
Its so amazing...and they put in a lot of hard work..
Congratz for the nice show..The guest performers are fantastics..
Support KVWO..
and the little girl 11 years old ONLY..she can play violin so well
She will have a bright future..
She doesnt looks like 11 years old..
Maybe she face more things than the ordinay kids..
so she looks mature=)
I wonder what was i doing when i was 11 years old..
lol..that tomato ah..keep on whispering beside me..: "when you are 11 years old doing what o??"
swt...i can tell u ..i enjoy my "tong nian" very muchhh....
LOL...

Today I stand on the weighing balance..
WOW..i realise that My weight going down by 2 KG..
wakakaka..continue continue...
I never worry because when my school reopen ..i know i will slim down..
Not too much..but at least a bit..
especially now so suffer..
I totally do not have time to eat my lunch..
everyday 30 minutes of break only..
what kind of life is this??
hahahaha...This is A level's life= not human life..

AND...another music box is coming to me
i said once only that i Like music box.then he bought music box for me..Thank you!!
actually this year during my birthday he already bought one for me..
now..another one again..haha...
Okay okay...Its true that i like music box..
dont say i am childish..
because whenever i feel unhappy..i can look at it ..listen to the music
the duck dancing with the music..
But really is enough ..no more the third one..unless both of them are broken
thanks for the souvenirs...
Good friend forever!!!...

Lord..help me..Exam in two weeks time!!
Bless me with wisdom..
And my results are realeasing soon..on 10 th of august..
nervous**..
however..i knew that i didnt do well.
two months ago..people ho accompany me to study knew that i dont have time to do my past year questions...
all subject is study last minutes.furthermore..my dad hurt his fingers that time..
overall..i know my results will be vey sucks!!!
hahaha..i tried my best..see how!!
Daddy Mommy..dont expect too high ya..
Oh ..but then..they never tell me their expectation
so my stress actually is just come from myself..


my weakness= 心太软..today you tell me : my heart stolen by someone!!
I said: congratz..because you have found the one that you want to own..
But then...the someone is **
i ask you not to FIL with me..I cannot cheat myself..i only treat you as friend..
sory.. I might be special to you at this moment..but perhaps not the next moment
You say i can make you laugh...make you happy..indeed..i like to make people happy...
but doesnt mean you will be happy when i am together with you..
I like the frienship..i dont want any changes now..
1 and a half year ago..because of me.i almost ruined someone's life..
Because of me..his studies affected.so much...however thanks Lord he is okay now..
the word that he told me..i still remember until now..said:" i would never step into another relationship because it hurts me too much"! .I still remember your expression when he say this...
and also because of the break up...both of us live a better life now..thanks Lord..means my decison is right..
I am single ..1 year ++ i never accept anyone that go behind me...although there are some bees
DHF  , through this you teach me a lesson..
If the person meant to be yours..it will be yours...
because you said: i will arrange for you!!thanks..

爱里没有惧怕,爱既完全,就把惧怕除去,因为惧怕里含着刑罚,惧怕的人在爱里未得完全。(约翰一书4:18)

Saturday 23 July 2011

五个人。。

1、世界上有一个人,
和你在一起的时候,总是千万次嘱咐要多穿件衣服,要注意安全,你觉得很烦人,却也觉得很温暖。
没钱的时候,他总会说些赚钱不易之类的话来训你,边教训,边塞钱给你。
这个人,叫做父母。
 
2、世界上有一个人,
和你在一起时候,偶尔会和你打架,偶尔会和你斗嘴。他坏道总是抢你点心,总是向父母打小报告,但也总是爱护你比谁都多,你们有最亲密,最亲密的关系。这个人,叫手足。
 
3、世界上有一个人,
不见面的时候会一直惦记着他,见面时却又脸红心跳,什么话都说不出口。他总是轻易地把你心揪住,让你无法忘怀,也能让你胡思乱想睡不好觉,但你仍然甘之如饴,因为你爱他。他是你最甜蜜,最甜蜜的负荷。
这个人,叫做恋人。
 
4、世界上有一个人,
知道你一些不为人知的小秘密,犯错的时候,他帮着你找理由;暗恋一个人的时候,他帮你传话;
和恋人吵架时候,你一定会哭着跑去找他。你很抱歉,你总是麻烦来到时才想到他,但你很庆幸生命中出现了这么好的一个人。也许你们在一起的日子,走得比恋人还要长久。
这个人,叫做朋友。
 
5、世界上有一个人,
总是在父母保护下成长,在手足关系中定位自己,在恋人呵护中找到真爱,在朋友关心中得到温暖。你知道这些人经过了你的生命,也丰富了你的一生。你谢谢他们带给你的一切,却又总是说不出口。
这个人,就是自己。
 
一直以为幸福在远方,在可以追逐的未来。我双眼保持着眺望,我双耳仔细地聆听,唯恐疏忽错过。
后来才发现,那些握过手,唱过歌,流过泪,爱过的人。所谓曾经,就是幸福......
这就是人一生中要珍惜的五个人。

Thursday 21 July 2011

TEST!!!

Finally i got the time to get back to my lovely blog
I am currently in skul library
Just finished my physics test..
Urghhh!!
It's been a busy week for me...
Last saturday went back to PJchinese church after 3 months plus...since my accident.
All of the church member concerned about my condition after the accident..
I miss the place there..and the people there...
And went  back to sunway Care group on friday nite..Joshua fetched me..he just came to fetch me without inform me
* An unfamiliar car appear in front of my house
Then received a call from unfamiliar number..Joshua said: i reached already!!I was like huh?i also dont know you come to fetch me...
hahhaa..then i quickly change my clothes and get up to his car..
Hope i wont look too messy..i hope so..=)
all the members  of care group...we cooked togther at uncle Foong's house
and share about God's words..
One sad news...Sharon is leaving us...
She is going to Russia to study medicine...
all the best in your future..
Dont forget that God is always there for you..

many things happen in the past few weeks..
hahaha...
and i deactivated my facebook for a few days last weekend..then really got some of my friends called me exactlty and asked me what happened..
LOL...it's good to iknow that you are not alone..people do care about your existence..thanks Lord..

After i activated back my fb.i worte a status there..
Goodbye to facebook...
I realise that i would be addicted to it if i continue like this..
hahaha..so i decided to self control...
Away from facebook for some time..
Only left one month to Trial of my CIE exam.Omg..why time passes so fast??
Just have to work harder..
I remember the pharse that i used to say when i was in secondary school..
everytime exam..i will say this: why should we suffer like this? The land is so rich!!!
hahaha...a phrase from the poem " A DEAD CROW"
now compare to last time...i become really very hardworking..
i never see myself like that..
A level ..you really give a lot of "MOTIVATION" to me..thanks to you..

Last weekend 16th to 17th i went to Fraser Hill...for the very first time..
The scenary there is very very perfect and nice...
I can relax myself there..
enjoy with my companion...
getting closer to God...God's creation is really very beautiful...
the weather in Fraser Hill is very cold there..not like here in KL..
while sitting..i will be sweating..=.=
While cold weather you having steambot is the best..
talk to En Yi quite alot...i wish that he could have a bright future
and know Ewa..she is a nice girl...
summore on the way to highway..we met a cow cross the road..haha..
we have to stop our car and wait patiently for it to go over to the other side..

This weeks I didnt really answer someone's call...sorry coz being too busy..
however I know you are supporting me ..
In a mean while..you are going to china soon..take care..
Spent your one week happily there..u have too much burden..do God's work there..
I am glad to know that you went there for missionary work.
Even my parents..i didnt talk to them much in this week..however i will see them soon...fuyiwit..~
I miss them..especially the younger one...I never been seeing them for two weeks..
The girl ah..everytime i called my parents i sure can listen to her cute voice..
remember my dad said this: when i am tired of working..once i listen to her voice from the phone ..i feel really relieved!!
sometimes i can hear that he is playing piano..
I hope that he is okay...
However time makes things better ..
with love everything can be endure..

And one fact that cannot be deny forever ...
driving in KL is very scary....
wahahaha....

I wish everyone that i know can live happily and peacefully...
Oh yea..congratz to sienny...she got the medicine in UM!!
Poor girl...have so much decision to make...
which one u want to go..it's depends on yourself!!
Jia yOU

Tuesday 12 July 2011

Just the way you are


I like this edition ..however..AMCC not bad also la..just the feeling of this is better..
That concert is sucessful!!^^

sunday....monday..tuesday..

Sunday
I read newspaper about the bersih action
9th of July..
today the perak edition of sin chew show that the condition at medan gopeng..
Normally crowded with people..however yesterday really like a dead fish market..
Hope that tmr when I go back the condition will b better.
I have composed a song ..while I sing it i feel that God is with me..
I like the melody..where is the inspiration come from ..??It's from God perhaps..
 if it's the right time ..Lord ..i will use them to glorify you..
And evening I played badminton with my sister again..


See the girl sweating after we played badminton..do we look alike??hahaha..no..her face is broader than mine!!


 
hahaha...Ines FOO...u wear my specs..She is going to join the specs famil..cause on sunday she made a specs from optical gallery..she bcame short sightedness mui..

On sunday afternoon...I and my family went to Jusco..Then in the MPH..i saw these two books..and i bought it.
It's nice to read.can use as devotion..one of them is about Love or relationship in God's way.
Another one is testimony from individuals about God..I just read a few passages..I left them in Ipoh cause my bag is too HEAVY!!



Monday
Wow...really a tired day..i brought many things from IPoh..
I regretted..i shouldnt bring my Laptop to go back to ipoh..
And i boarded metro 13 bus to go to sunway pyramid from puduraya...
And the consequence is i was late for class...
Advice...dont ever take metro bus..cause they will just drag ur time..because they are waiting for more passengers only they will start the bus...I PREFER RAPID KL..
Luckily my lecturer didnt scold me ...
And my shoulder there seem to have pain .
i think its because i carried heavy things..
Doctor already advice not to take too heavy things which exceed 20kg..
but i think the things that i carried today is about that weight..haih
This week is the date for medication..
but i duno whether i m going back to Ipoh or not.
Fatimah Hospital..I scared of you already...haha.
and where is my "hak zai"?T.T..
However it might be my working place in the future..
I am so excited for it..
In the future...
many things can be happened
I can start praying for something from now..
and...hmmm
I found the feeling that i have lost for a long time....
I found it
I found it
I found it...FOUND IT!!!!
Thanks Lord.
OH yea..on monday's evening i went o watch transformer 3D..
wow..its a fantastic one..
I watched with Kai Xuan Gor..
hahaha..this is the third time i went to cinema in kl..
after so long i have studied here..zzz
watch until 9.45 pm..haha..when i reached home also no energy to study already
Then Jo called me..We prayed together in the phone..
I really love him...a good brother.
thanks for appearing in my life..


Tuesday
This is one of the day that I like in one week..
because it only had three hours lectures..
Today saw some of my friends did presentation..hahaha..
next mont is my turn..have to wear formal..I dont like formal attire..
Actually I do like my new classmates..
They are nice and friendly..
Lord..thanks once again..for listen to my prayer..
U never abandoned me...
And now there is another prayer request..
I dont know when is the right time..
I just know that you have your will to fulfill my request
Thanks for sending someone to talk to me...
And today Sieenny is going to have her job interview and uni interview...
Hope she is fine with it..jia you..
Praying for u already!!
At last,just want to share
The verse below is from one of my favourite chapter..Psalm 23:

我虽行过死荫的幽谷,也不怕遭害,因为你与我同在,你的杖你的竿,都安慰我。
(诗篇23:19)

Saturday 9 July 2011

A tiring journey

Today ...at first..i went to Kelana Jaya.. To find my cousin brother..then he fetch me to Puduraya bus station...
suprisingly..at 1 sumthing in the afternoon...the road no traffic jam at all..
Normally at this peak hour the road will jam like hell...hahaha..
then I summore so perasan say that i bring luck to my cousin..hahaha..
cause this is not the first time..last week..when he went back to ipoh with me..suppose the Damansara road to be very jam...however..because of my presence ..No jam at ALL!!
hehehe..dont bother me la..i perasan aje..
Talk back why the road so few cars..
mayb tomorow is the "yellow" event already...so no one dare to come out.
If i have not mistaken..start from tonite 12 am..eight main roads will be blocked..
People who go to KL at this time have to becareful...
U know what..when i reached ipoh..only i tell my aunty that i came back..hahaha
then she say saya tak tau mati wo..so brave...lol..
Hope that tmr will be peaceful..pray for it..
Heard that penang already started to have sum disturbance..
PEACE!!!
Then oh yea..The Puduraya became very new..i really rush inside and i dont know where to buy tickets...got nmany compartment..the counter for the tickets is at 1st floor...then when i found it.I went to the plusliner counter and ask..
That time already 1.45 pm..i asked what is the time for the bus??
The person said: 1.50 pm...that mean now..is it okay??
Walao..i straight away paid my money and runnnnn...
i also duno where is the direction..
just keep running..really very funny lo..then finally saw a double decker of plusliner..
My six sense told me that one is my bus..tired
And the fact was it is really my bus..just imagine if i board the wrong bus..hmm.then went to johor perhaps..
hahahaha..then can go and find my friends in Johor lo...
Hahaha..sit alone in the bus..
Think about lots of things...then finally fell asleep..
haha..Reached medan gopeng..
he was not free to fetch me..
and i saw chong yen yee.Omg...when she waved her hands to me..i still cnt recognise her..haha..XD

hmm
 I din expect to see him today..
who knows..he fetched my brother to go home..and i thought they not so early..
I played badminton with the cute girl...hahaha...her skills actually got improved a lot..
hahaha..Then suddenly i saw a familiar car..
hmm...

Today too bad i skipped my test..
I am a "naughty" student now...but actually i got my reasons..
Coz i didnt study last night..and my brain not really can absorb..
Luckily Lord at least you sent someone to accompany me...
yesterday..i really broken down..and i just put down the phone beside..
I cant bear it anymore at that moment
I hugged her...
And i dont know how to tell her also..
But that's enough ad..
at least i feel secure with her presence..
THanks....

However ,yesterday nite someone insult me again..
Haiz...Lord .. few more months in that house..
let me have the patience to go through it..and love him..
Like YOU have told us..Love the one who do not love you too.
Lord please be the head in the family and to guide them...
although he is hurting me each time..I prayed for him
As an adult..he need to think twice b4 he said something...

I am quite happy today...cause just now had a joined conversation btw me him and my sister...
hahaha...so funny listen to their conversation..haha..
Tonight is Sabbath..Lord..It's the time for me to rest....
Yay...=D But my eyes swollen..=(..
should wear spects tmr...
ok..should sleep now...tonight the little gurl sleep with me..everytime sleep with her..my sleeping quality sure not good one..
Because ho...she very geng one..when u sleep ..halfway..she will cross her legs or hands on your body..
LOL..or even getting closer until u almost fall from the bed..haha...
Hahaha..one of the patung from my room...i dont know where i get it from..but just now stare at it..i feel happy..so cute^^

约翰二书 1:6  我们若照他的命令行,这就是爱。你们从起初所听见当行的,就是这命令。

Thursday 7 July 2011

*_*

男孩与女孩自小一块儿长大,亦可谓发小,更甚至可谓青梅竹马、两小无猜。
很多年以前,男孩与女孩各奔前程,至此他俩失去了联系。
一天,一次偶然的机会,老天让男孩联系上了那位女孩,这让男孩激动不已,令他欣慰的是,女孩也时刻惦记着昔日的他。久别重逢是喜,但他俩已没有了昔日的欢声笑语。一阵寒暄过后,男孩得知女孩与自己是天各一方,于是在男孩的追问下,女孩将自己的手机号码留给了男孩,但女孩却冷冷的丢下话来:“留了也是白留,你不会打的”。男孩当时也给女孩留下了自己的号码。
自从男孩联系上了那位女孩以后,男孩每天就多了份思念与牵挂。当男孩思念起那位女孩的时候,就每天都为女孩“煲电话粥”,这“粥”正好反驳了女孩当时话语,这“粥”也熬出了他俩昔日的欢声笑语。就这样,男孩与女孩渐渐地又回到了两小无猜的阶段了。
一天傍晚,天空依稀的下着小雨,男孩下班回到宿舍,只身一人,望着窗外飘落的小雨,脑海中不断闪烁着那女孩的身影。这雨景,男孩已期待了许久,因为他认为,下雨的时候一定是那位女孩在想念自己的时候。于是男孩急忙打开电脑,看看思念的她是否在线,看着那个熟悉的头像成灰色,男孩有些失落,便独自抽起了闷烟。他没有理会其他的网友,只是一直盯着那女孩的头像发愣。
不知过了多久,男孩被QQ消息声吵醒了,他激动不已地打开对话框,果然是他刚才一直盯着的那个头像在不停的闪动着,终于等到了女孩的上线,他俩开始了拉拉家常、叙叙旧情。
一阵嘘寒问暖过后,男孩按耐不住内心的那份暧昧,向女孩诉说了自己的思念与牵挂,女孩听后有些沉默。男孩接着又追问女孩的内心:“你有没有想我?”女孩更是有些羞涩了,只是说了:“这是一个秘密”。男孩有些失落,但这并没有影响他俩聊天的心情。一阵寒暄之后,女孩突然对男孩说:“我要戒网半年”。男孩有些急了:“要是我想你了,怎么找你呀?”女孩的言词有些闪烁,似乎是有什么话想说却唵了回去。男孩更是急了,但在男孩的再三追问下,女孩说:“有个网友最近老找我聊天,害得我空闲了就会想起他,我很烦!他已经严重影响到我的生活了,所以我要用半年的时间来忘记他”。男孩听了,明知女孩说的就是自己,有些暗自窃喜,因为他知道自己已经在女孩心目中占有一定的分量了,但他并没有说穿女孩的话语,男孩说:“那个人不会是我吧?一定不是!我才没那么幸运的被你所思念呢”。女孩羞涩地有些急了,冷冷地说到“我永远都不想见到你!”。男孩见势不对,即说:“你让我是悲是喜好啊?”。女孩沉默片刻后说:“我像是被别人卡死在摇篮里了”。男孩有些顿悟,他当时并没有领会到女孩此刻的心情,他只是说:“不太懂,我只是觉得有些恐怖!”。女孩更是急了:“不懂算了,你太让我伤心了!”。男孩此时才感觉到真的惹女孩生气了、让她伤心了。女孩淡淡地说了晚安就下线了。
此刻,夜已深了,男孩躺在床上,辗转反侧、难以入眠,他有些内疚,能够被女孩所思念和牵挂是他梦寐以求的事啊,一个女孩能够对你诉说思念与牵挂,你怎么能够泼她冷水、让她伤心呢,男孩自责着,那一夜,他失眠了……
第二天,男孩早早地就上线了,期待女孩也能够出现,他想给女孩真诚地说声道歉,可是等了很久都不见女孩到来,于是男孩就用手机给女孩发了一条短信:“你生气了吗?难道真的要戒网半年?你在逃避现实!”。片刻后女孩回信:“尊敬的用户你好!13xxxxxxxxx用户已经停机,你所发的短信对方暂时无法接收”。男孩一见短信,心生一笑,她还有心情与自己说笑,顿时觉得此女孩亦彼女孩,于是回信到:“你还调戏我!”……
又是一个傍晚时分,夜幕降临,男孩下班孤寂的回到宿舍,他打开电脑,依然那么熟悉地盯着女孩那灰色头像,等待着女孩出现。片刻后,女孩QQ上线,女孩对男孩说:“我告诉他了,我只是想让他知道,在远方还有一个人在牵挂着他而已,可他的回答却……,我想他是误会了我会把他怎样……”,男孩见此,觉得有些内疚,他回信到:“他知道你的心思后,不知道多兴奋呢,几天都失眠了”。 女孩说:“你说,他知道此事后,他会不会笑话我?”。男孩:“我高兴还来不及呢”。女孩:“我又没说你”,男孩有些尴尬,绕开了这个话题,男孩说:“想我没有嘛?”,女孩:“没有”,男孩:“那昨晚梦见我没有呢?”,女孩:“没有”,男孩有些失落:“不耿直,亏得我还那么地想你呢”,女孩说:“我不想说假话”……
他俩不知聊了多久,夜已深了,女孩伸了一个懒腰后对男孩说:“时候不早了,那你早点睡嘛”。男孩说:“那好吧,我会想你的,希望你今晚做个美梦,梦中一定要有我,还要有你那才叫完美!”。两人在恋恋不舍中挥手告别了。
一天,女孩对男孩说:“你会念咒语呀,你叫我梦见你,我昨晚真的梦见你了,你开了一家店,我来时只有服务员和qing-q在,你回来了一见到我,你就想拥抱我。”男孩追问到:“那我抱到你了吗?”女孩说:“当时你看到qing-q在那里,你就说算了,等你d-n-y好了再说吧,后来你还带我去买药了呢,我的朋友还说你人可真好呀!”。当时男孩那股开心劲哟,可把他乐坏了,但遗憾的是他当时没有抱住那位女孩……
初夏的一天,男孩出差去了外地。凌晨,他思念着女孩,于是他上网在网上看到了女孩为他的祈祷“平安归来”,这字语虽然简单,但却让男孩感动了一夜,那一夜,他失眠了。这只有他俩才能深刻体会到的那种思念与牵挂是多么地令人羡慕呀!下午时分,女孩忧郁地给男孩发了一条短信:“我昨晚梦见你给我发了一条很奇怪的短信,这可能是日有所思、夜有所梦造成的吧”。男孩追问着短信内容,但女孩当时并没有告诉他,女孩只是说:“我会把它记录在我的秘密日志里”。男孩愣住了,不知啥事又让女孩如此地忧郁。第二天,男孩出差归来,在男孩的再三追问下,女孩说出了自己的忧郁:“你说叫我不要老是缠着你聊天,你是无聊才找我聊天的,叫我别妄想以后你会和我怎么样……”,男孩终于明白女孩所担心的原因了,他安慰着女孩:“我怎么会忍心丢下你呢,这不等于是在割我身上的肉么”。这样才让女孩放下了顾虑。
日子就这样在思念和牵挂中慢慢煎熬着,一天,两天,都不记得到底过了多少个这样的日日夜夜……
这是一个阴雨连绵的季节,一天,男孩突然出现在女孩的面前,他手里捧着一束玫瑰花,女孩见此情景,当时就感动得流下了眼泪。雨越下越大,此时已经听不清他们的对话,只是看见他俩紧紧的拥抱在一起……

❤ 有姐姐的人很幸福

你的姐姐是上天赐给你的礼物,千万不可漠视了你的姐姐。

不管你的姐姐她优不优秀,漂不漂亮,

你一定要尊重她。你都要对她好——不管她对你好不 好。

你的姐姐很在乎你,你没发现吗?

在姐姐的眼里,弟弟妹妹是最该受保护的。

姐姐是你一个可依赖的人,有什么烦心事都可以向她诉说,无论哪遇到了问题,她都会尽力帮助你。

你感觉到了吗?姐姐看你的眼神,会有暖意——不管她们会不会对别人呈现这一点。


姐姐会尽全力帮助你解决问题。

姐姐很怕你受伤。你注意到了吗?

你受伤的时候,姐姐是心里最难过的。



可是----

扪心自问,你对姐姐好么?姐姐向你诉说之时,你是否专心听她讲话,你的眼睛是否看着她.

 姐姐给你用心发的短信,你用心回了吗?

你是否关心过你的姐姐?你是否在她难过时像她关心你一般的关心她?


每个姐姐都是上天赐给的礼物!

可以叫“姐姐”的孩子,是幸福的。

如果你有亲姐姐,那你真的很幸福。

你可以整天看到姐姐,有充足的时间,去好好爱惜她。

永远都不要做让姐姐伤心的事情!!!

虽然我没有姐姐,

我希望有姐姐的人都好好爱护自己的姐姐

因为有姐姐真的很幸福…………

Wednesday 6 July 2011

Heartbeat increasing...

Today...I cant find any parking slot in the area i usually parked my car..
Then I just park it near the industrial area behind the Rock cafe..usually there is very sunyi one..
If i have choice i wont park there...
Just now after i finished my class...
I walk to take my car..
Then sudenly i saw a few indians in front of the car shop..
I already feel something not good will happen..
Then the few indians really tease me..
They say eih..leng lui...leng lui...................
then keep calling like that..i dont even dare to look at them..and I walk very fast...
almost like ready to run..Then..who knows got one of them tends to follow me..
walao....i really very afraid...
Then i pray to God..keep on praying..This is not the first time..i rmb last year i parked my car there same things happen..and during that time God protected me and his voice linger around me to calm me down..
This time i decided to do the same things..Pray as i walked..
Luckily..the indian guy returned when halfway..
So i quickly run to my car...
Thanks Lord..U sent ur angels to protect me..
I will not be afraid..cause whenever i go ..u will guide me..
=)..
Shh..those who read this post dont tell this to my parents..they will worried....
I will not park there anymore..this is the second time in sunway areas..
Both time also very exciting..my heartbeat trembled up and down..
LOL>..however not good experience..

today sienny took some physics books for me..
THanks to her...LOve ya^^...
Then after having lunch..i have three hours of physics class..
the first half still can absorb..
But the second one and a half hour really memancing ikan already...
Hmm...motivation please....





when looking back my old photos..Sudenlly miss my QQ family..now each one of us is in different place ad...
Paisly ,Pik hwa...tow of my lao ge..Joel and Jvin...MIISSS so much




Tuesday 5 July 2011

The CONCERT........=D

On 3rd of July..
have a concert in AMC..
BY AMCC...
Before that we r so exciting for the day to come..
and on that day went back to school at 9am..
really very busy..tickets sold out before saturday
however sudenlly got extra ticket..
Then I asked xu yu..whether he want to come..
Coz i sked tomato too boring being alone..
Both of them cannot be separated one..haha..
THanks to all people who are supporting..
and that day quite dissapointed coz lolipop din really appear..
That night we have quite a lot of songs...
And i like the phantom of the opera,...
is like every member of choir were reaching the peak when we sing that song..
We ourself get exciting..and the final partr..the soprano fella from sam tet..he sang the high pitch part..wow..
Cause he is standing beside me..i heard he is singing the same pitch as me..
OMG..first time i heard his voice..my jaw dropped...
and his voice so near to my ears..lol..
hahaha..a bit scary...hahaha...but thanks to him..and SAM TET CHOIR..
BORG..u are very famous now..hahaha...
Thanks Lord..the concert is well done..
one week b4 the concert we were worried cause we didnt sing well..
however..they improved ...
Proud of them..
and most of my juiniors cried after the concert ends..especially form 5..because they are leaving soon..I understand how they feel..
Cause last time i felt that also..
Thanks gals..for giving us the opportunity to sing in amc choir again..
although we are not there.however the spirit is still existed


THis one ho..i received once i saw tomato in that concert..he just say pass u this..take it..lol
who knows is a watch..first time i have white watch...coz normally i wont buy white one coz is easily
dirty..but anyway thanks to him..really a surprise..I said i have no watch.( coz my watches no battery.)..he really bought it..

Vivien and Janice...so long never see them..And vivi came back from taiwan..
She is studying music right now..might be more famous in the future..so take picture with her first.
LOL..just joking la VIVI
Friends..take care!!
Nah..this guy lo..high pitch one..Borg!!

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haha...we are so serious in singing..

A surprise

Today i met a long lost friend in sunway...
It have been few years i lost contact with her..
Very happy to see her again..
she changed a lot...
changed to much more prettier..and now taller than me..
WHY??
why.??it's like last time i m consider tall in primary..but after went into secondary school and college...
i feel They are all taller than me already/..
Arghh..time passes so fast..
in this year..
i have learned a lot of things...
Become more matured..
and deal with diffrent kind of people..
Hmmm..
Still thinking of whether going back to ipoh this week or not..
Actually i have said that i wont go back..
But then i can stand strong in this case..when sumthing related to IPoh..hahaha
Especially to gv her surprise on her bday!!
I hope I can go back..
But deal with many things..super busy!!
arghh.
go to class...bye.

٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶

Today..
at first my mom suppose to accompany me overnight at my aunty hse..
BUt at last she didnt..I was quite disapointed ..
because i just hope to spent more time with them...
And in the afternoon..
I found out that one of my close relative blocked me in facebook...
Why this things happened???
I really dont know...
..
My heart really having a deep cut...

Then finally i paid my fees today..woohoo...
And the next is my exam fees...
realy feel sorry..because of my studies..my parents spent a lot for me.
I am sorry..i will study hard..
and get what I want!!!

And today..He asked me to be his *erhemn*
He told me good gurls usually will taken by jerks..
hahaha..so he rather to be jerks..
LOL...u cannot be a jerk ..do u know that??panda..haha
Duno why..when i dun feel like to have a relationship..God will given me few choices..

And Him..i dont know what is he thinking...
He can suddenly like dissapear since yesterday..
Why he want to treat me like that??
At least he should tell me the reason..no one want to be misunderstood without knowing the reason..
haih..
God..please guide me in these relationship..
I put this into your hands...
If he want to stop contact...please comfort me Lord..
I never want to be the middle person between he and him..
I never tell him that i actually have thought of stop contact with him..
To be frank..i really think of that...because I dont want to spoil their friendship..
BUT then I dont have the courage...
Because i really dun wan to lose both of them..

However tmr might be a happy day..coz going to meet up with Sienny..
hehehe....never meet her since graduation night...
Hope tmr can have a nice hang out session with her...
^^

Ajah...Back to studies...or rather sleep ..
because my aunty said heard from my voice ..like i m going to sick..
hahaha...XD...actually mayb due to scream too loud last nite..
i dun want to be sick..i want to show them i can take care of myself very well..
Same for now...
IN THE FUTURE TOO!!!

箴言17:22 喜乐的心乃是良药,忧伤的灵使骨枯干。。

Thursday 30 June 2011

happy happy

Tomorrow going back to my home sweet home...
Everytime when I m on my journey going back..I felt very happy
And just now heard from my juniors...our tickets sold out.
...300tickets sold out in 6 days.
God please guide this concert..
Hope we cn gv our best to ourself and to the audience^^..

Wednesday 29 June 2011

A prayer

Dear Father
You are the one and only one Lord
honestly
I just cannot adapt to my new life now...
I have too much to absorb in the first week of school..
just like i am a new student..
indeed i was a new student for physics..
What is this??
Kerchoff's priciple...Faradays Law???????
Haiz..I never like physics in my LIFE...
Today I went into the A level department office ..
to Let the head of department to sign on my drop form..
I Decided to drop maths..then i met another friend who is dropping physics..lol..
I am taking physics..he is dropping physics...
ExCHanged For bad things...
I will break down if i still need to take care of so many things...
Thanks Lord..i Can communicate with my new classmates quite well...
I am very TERRIFICALLY freakly damn stress now
People using one and a half year to finish the syllabus
I finished it in half year time..OMG...
Somemore now i am sick..no one beside me taking care of me..
However Condition today feel better..no more cough.
Praise the LoRd.
Yvonne Foo.remember You got to  rejoy although in the tough situation
Lord.Your daughter need you to help her to accomplish this...
She is far more behind
If It's your will..and it shall be done...

please HELP ME Lord...
Remember Philipians 413..
I can do anything through Christ that strengtheneth me=)

Just now someone called me..
And i have been misunderstood by Him...
well...I dont like misunderstanding ..
But i really restless already..
no energy to explain anymore...
well...Dear Father u  know what is going on..
and you know how i feel now
and please help me to settle this..
i surender this in your hand..
I pray in Jesus name..
Amen

Monday 27 June 2011

This is cute..hahaha...


BOY: I need someone to talk tu ..
GiRL: Im always here for yu.
BOY: I know.
GiRL: Whats wrong?
BOY: I like her *so0oo* much..
...
GiRL: Talk to her..
BOY: I dont know.. she ll never like me.
GiRL: Dont say that. Yure amazing.
BOY: I just wanna tell her how I feel ..
GiRL: Then tell her.
BOY: She wont like me.
GiRL: How do you know that?
BOY: I can just tell.
GiRL: Well just tell her.
BOY: What should I say?
GiRL: Tell her how much you like her.
BOY: I tell her that daily.
GiRL: What you mean?
BOY: Im always with her. I love her.
GiRL: I know how you feel. I have the same
problem. But he ll never like me.
BOY: Wait. Who do you like?
GiRL: Ooh some Boy..
BOY: Ooh she wont like me either.
GiRL: She does.
BOY: How do you know.. ?
GiRL: Because who wouldnt like you?
BOY: You..
GiRL: You are wrong. I love you.
BOY: I love yu too.
GiRL: .. so are you going to talk to her?
BOY: I just did !♥

Random

Rain in the early morning..
ERoad kinda slippery
Thnaks God we reached KL safely...
another 12 minutes to enter class.
first lesson is Bio...haiz..
LOL...still want to blogging here..see ..i am very naughty..
Lecturers..later i might dreaming in class..
hahaha....
Hmm..later I am going to take the form and fill it up.
.to drop my maths subject...
A struggling decision for me ...I am not giving up..
Just I need more time for my Physics..
God will help those who help themselves...
Okay...going to class...
Bye..see ya...

Sunday 26 June 2011

Sleep✘✘✘Banana✘✘✘

This morning woke up..just doesnt feel right...headache..
I never tell my Mom..cause i know if i tell her ho..she will be really anxious and worry..
I sleep like piggy the whole day...
i think i am going to  sick already...perhaps not going to..is sick-ing ad
Never sick for quite a long period of time..
Dont like the feeling..sick will make ur mood even worst...zzz
Okay..actually tonight i am leaving ipoh ..but then change the plan to tomnoroow morning...
My Kai Xuan Gor.ღ san fu sai..have to drive in the morning..so early..start journey at 5am..LOL

and tell u guys..recently i really craving for banana..
hahaha...Lol...i can eat 6 bananas per day..OMG..
and that would be enough for breakfast ,lunch and dinner..
actually it really helps..banana contains glucose ,and some other nutrients..
and make you feel excited instead of feel like dying
Its very efficient for me..haha

tomorow..tomorow and tomorow..
my life will back to normal speed..my life slows down for three months..
well..now going back..everything is rushing..my friends..if sms me no reply please forgive me.
sometimes might busy until forget myself..haha..

Today..someone confessed..erhemn..*blushed*
Thou..i was surprise..
5 years friendship..and i cant feel it since when he...
Am i really so blunt??yes i am..

I heard people say this: Find a person that you love is not easy
                                      Find a person that love you is even harder
                                      Find a person that love you and u love is the hardest
These days my heart was easily affected by someone..trembled..
Since when my heart bcame so fragile??

specially thanks to JO here...you accompany me when i need you..
although we are far away from each other..u still concerned bout me..
thanks..God bless

Just now after dinner..
i guess i said something that hurt my daddy's heart...
I really dun mean to reproach you..
I m so bad..
sorry..a thousand sorry from  me..
I love you...and forgive me please

使人和睦的人有福了

哥林多后书13:11
还有末了的话,愿弟兄们都喜乐,要作完全人,要受安慰,要同心合意,要彼此和睦,
如此仁爱和平的上帝,比常与你们同在。
 ♥

Saturday 25 June 2011

(●*∩_∩*●)

Well..It's a saturday..afternoon..actually very sleepy usually.
hahaha..arghh ..nvm..sleep after finish writting...
It's  Sabbath..I like every Saturday..cause this is the day I can rest...rest my mind..
to draw myself closer to God..And also to meet my dear friends..Brothers n sisters..

And recently i really very blur and forgetful..haiz..
Yesterday i ordered a cake from Secret Recipe..for my grandma bday tonight...
But then this morning i cant recall back whther i worte the date of collecting the cake is
on 25th or 26th..actually should be 25th...Then i start to worry..later i wrote the wrong date then mai sei lol
Then my mum called to them and asked..phew~luckily i wrote the correct date..
hahaha..my memory really become weaker and weaker..
I dont know..perhaps this is the effect of anesthetic..i really bcum more forgetful after the operation
Haiz..I just hope I remember things better...

Tomorrow will be the ending of my holiday..my honeymoon gone..
It's hard for me to accept the fact....
Well i have to...
Today I sang a song in church..i love that song very much...是爱
Since young..i heard this song from my dad...he will sing this song always...
recently I Just think of presenting this song..its very meaningful..^^

And something happen recently made me kinda ...urghh..duno which term should i use to describe
Why do i cared and think so much??
I just want to support him as a friend..I really so sad for him.. part of me angry of him and myself..
Kinda funny..But i understand this is not what he wants too...
God please Comfort him*****and at this time he need somebody to support him..
Arghh..many feelings mixed together..dilemma..
My DHF..i dont know what is Your  will in this incident..but please guide us .
and forgive us of what we did..
Thanks for the banana in church today brought by Lee Ying..
i feel happier to see the yellow thing..wakaka

Another friend of mine ..
Due to some reason...he is having insomnia everynight..yesterday he told me he didnt sleep For 36 hours...
Haiz..worry for him...Dont think too much..just sleep..u will exhausted soon.
Pray for him ppl....He might break down if this condition continuing..
YOU Have to help yourself before anyone can help you.....
Just be strong..KZ..

就是在患难中,也是欢欢喜喜的,因为知道患难生忍耐忍耐生老练老练生盼望
盼望不至于羞耻,因为所赐给我们的圣灵,将上帝的爱浇灌在我们心里。

Thursday 23 June 2011

不见面的情侣要做到的七件事 ♥

1.信任。(彼此要相互信任,不能相互猜疑。)

2.坦诚。(有一天你做了你认为他、她会生气的事的话诚实的告诉他、她)

3.宽容。(谁都可能犯错,当对方诚恳认错时就原谅对方,而不要死盯着不放)

4.理解。(他、她可能每天都会给你通次电话或发几个信息,但有一天或更长的时候却没有联系你时,请不要生气,要理解,因为每个人不可能整天为爱奔走也会有别的事情)

5.空间。(给对方留点空间,世界就两种人,男人和女人,所以一个人不可能只有一种朋友的)

6.珍惜。(要知道相遇是缘相爱就更不容易了,珍惜这份来之不易的感情,两个见面的时候不要只顾查看对方手机的通话纪录,要珍惜时间互相诉说思念,时间很快就会流失的)

7.想念。(要想着对方,天冷的时候告诉他多穿点,如果你看到这日志了就给你亲爱的他、她发个信息吧,告诉他、她你想他、她了)

Wednesday 22 June 2011

@_@

我觉得上帝把我的脸皮训练得还蛮厚的。。哈哈。。
他说让我看到原来防人之心不可无。。
是我太单纯了咩?。。。
很多时候,我以表面的方式去了解一件事情。。
并不是我肤浅,而是我想简简单单地去从一个角度看待。。
在待人处事方面,只要是我可以做的,我都会去做。。
只是我更加了解你了。。可是我了解的那一面,是我不想看到的
然而,我会为你祷告的。。。
多你这样的一个朋友也可以积蓄多一个经验咯。。
曾经想过不睬你了。。这也是lolipop想的。。
可是我心太软了,我不想成为那种记“仇”的人。。哈哈
我会尝试好好和你相处的。.
今天你主动找我,证明情况还好吧。。谢谢你给面子他啊。。哈哈

箴言19:11 人有见识,就不轻易发怒,宽恕人的过失,便是自己的荣耀^^

Perhaps ...perhaps..

Dont know why..since i have a blog..no matter how i feel i will write here now..
People said that gurls easier to have mood swing than boys..
And the fact is ...
Now...i felt very moody ....
maybe becoz i m going back soon..to KL..
i m counting down everyday..still left 5 days..
While i playing piano just now....my tears just lose control...
I admit that i became more independent now...but not independent enough..
Its had been almost 3 months i stayed at home.after accident,.
.just few days going back to kl for exam..and graduation night..
But then now i really going back to study..
Tell you..A level = no life...all people study only...not nerd olso bcum nerd jor lol..
Today i printed out my timetable..zzz..i dun even bother to look at it..
after i leave ipoh...And i will miss him..miss her..miss it...
5 more months to go....u just have to stay thr for another 5 months..tahannnn.
and u have u accomapny your sister thr..she needs you..=)so for her sake..yvonne foo.u can do it..

AMCC...is having a concert next week...please show me the ohmmm...
People are paying money for tickets...dun let them dissapointed
And u  actually are not that bad...
I dun wan to scold all of u at this critical moment...
because all of u already losing ur confidence..didnt enjoy the singing...try to ask urself why are you joining choir??
because singing is a happy thing for you..U LIKE TO SING!!
Pity for the comittee...no one listen to them...No discipline at all.....
each one sing their own parts...no one listen to each other...soprano always louder than others although they are not singing the melody...haiz..the whole group..like pasar..(sorry to describe like that)..48 different voices.can u imagine??
anyway....when i m standing in my group today..the feel is coming back...seem like i m still in secondary school...i m still in choir....hehees..i know that i still love AMCC

Errrr....Just now..i rejected him once again...and he always trying to avoid my answer...
I dont want to hurt u more ..thats why i being so honest to you...
But mayb my reply not cruel enough??yes....coz i duno how to reject ppl..
I appreciate everyone that love me..coz i think cannot take for granted having someone to love you..
So i really feel grateful to you..coz you being so determined...to going after me ...thanks
Yesterday night i told my friend:" being a boy got so many advantages!!"
Can chase a gurl if he has courage to do so..just do it..
Not like a gurl..having so much consideration...LOL.
and he kinda disagree lol.mayb..i duno...hahaha...but actually got Pros and Cons la..
So i thk this guy has the courage...very brave lol..thats why i appreciate you ..as a friend only..
Mayb because my heart alrdy hv space for another person...many perhaps now..XD

okay..well..blogging is a good medicine..not so moody.thanks Lord..i found another way to carry myself..


你要专心仰赖耶和华,不可依靠自己的聪明,在你一切所行的事上,都要认定他,他必指引你的路(箴言3:5-6)

Tuesday 21 June 2011

时间对了、再爱你

Perhaps  I will regret...But I wont Be AFRAID...
 this passage brings a lot of thoughts linger around my mind..
Time is not a challenge for true love....
Sometimes you may afraid of losing someone..so u rather wait ..until the right timing..^^


喜欢上一个人的时候
就一直在思考 这个阶段谈恋爱合不合时宜
总觉得 这个年龄 一个人怎么能承受起另外一个人的重量呢

所以只选择喜欢 却不要求一定要有什么结果
朋友说我内心过于强大太冷静太能忍受煎熬
其实不是 只是经历过一些东西 人就变成熟些了吧
考虑的东西也就不仅仅局限于眼前了
而且对于我来说并不煎熬
我享受这种夹杂着甜蜜与苦涩的过程

如果你现在拥有了心中那么好的他
那将来会不会失去呢
可能因为彼此不懂珍惜不懂宽容
或者 因为你们的人生轨迹没有了交集
有许多事情 现在都无法确定

我所能想到的最好的结果是
等到彼此已经能够掌控自己的人生时
如果还那么喜欢他
就一定会毫不犹豫地告诉他
只是想在自己最好的状态 也在他最好的状态时 在一起

当然 不能排除错过的可能
而且这个可能性非常大
有人问我:你不怕你会后悔吗?
我说:可能我会后悔,但是我不怕。
我想 当我会后悔的那个时候
虽然遗憾 但是却已经有足够的勇气承受这个结果
我会微笑地面对
有过这种喜欢的感觉 就已经足够

只不过做了一个选择
和两种可以预见的结果
是前者 当然幸福
是后者 也欣然接受
所以 我才发现
当你想通一些事情时
一切就变得很简单

喜欢也变得很简单
既然不打算说
那你就一直对他笑就好了
呵呵 对喜欢的人笑有时候也需要鼓起勇气
所以常常会笑得很傻
可是 不管笑得好不好看
这都是最温暖的一种方式
不会给人压力

我一直觉得
要温柔地对待别人和自己
这样 你会过得很坦然很幸福
虽然有时候很想知道一个结果
虽然有时候会哭
虽然有时候会彻夜不眠
可是 笑一笑
一切都过去了

就这样喜欢你
时间对了 再爱你

Monday 20 June 2011

Study!!!

I have to switch myself into study mode already...enough of playing since I finished my exam on 1st of june..

When I thk of next week i have to go back to that deadly place...feel so...dilemma

Last night my pappa mentioned it in front of me..i just beg him: dont remind me plz!!

I feel lonely there!!since all my friends are leaving...IMMA...you faster come back to KL..

why my holiday is shorter than urs?=(

Physics Physics..i want to be good friend of yours? CAN I??I thk YES..if i m hardworking ...

Today during my morning devotion time..i read DESIRE OF AGES..its a great book..i used to read it every morning...i read a chapter..then saw this:

基督并不拣选一些未曾堕落的天使做他在人间的代表,他所拣选的是人。这些人与他们所要拯救的人具有同样的性情。基督自己取了人的样式,以便接近世人。神性需要人性。因为拯救世界,神性和人性都是不可少的。。。。。他们自己曾陷在危难当中,就熟悉一路之上的危险和艰难。因这缘故,上帝便召他们去拯救那些处在同样危难之中的人。。

I think no matter how bad you are now..once God has changed u..u can be a great influence to other people!!!To tell the people how bad u r last time..U can affect them..because u gone through all the bad things..
God needs you =)You are his tools to make more people to come to him..

Recently our church has two new member..they are very very young..
I m very happy to see them in church..everyweek sure play with them..
First...introduce to u...His name is LAM LAM..
.he must b a handsome boy when grown up..THis baby book jo ga..gurls..dun rampas him..XD

He noe how to look at the camera..


 Second  Boy...Alfred Soon..just three months boy..but very tall..hehe

LOL..my mum say his sleeping style just like me..last time i used to sleep like this too...duno true or not lea?
BABies..hope u grow up  healthy..and May God lead your path while you are learning new things..
You are our next generation to serve Lord in church..haha
Wonder how is my baby in the future,...LOL.....*shhh*...dun say i think too far ah..
Ok..end here..back to studies..