Thursday 13 October 2011

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Once upon a time,
there was this girl...
and she was just 14 years old..
she met a boy in a church camp..
Somehow, they knew each other when the boy took initiative to come to her..
and introduce himself to her..
And they had exchanged phone number....
the camp 4 days  3 nights..passed very fast..like a rocket
They didnt reallly talk much to each other in camp..
because the girl didnt put much attention on the boy..
however she can hear some rumours...because some of her friends told her that this boy told his friends that she want to know this gurl..
And so his friends trying to help..
So,they are from diffrent states..
After the camp ended....Few days later...the girl had forget this boy...because she get to know many new friends in the camp..
However,one day..An unfamiliar number appear on her phone screen...
saying..Hi!!!can you guess who am I??
Lol..the girl think what a lame one..how to guess??
But then she has a strong feeling that ..IT's the boy!!
maybe this is the six sense in girls..kinda accurate..
oh yea..its him...he texted her...FINALLY...
so they sms each other...EVERYday...
ALMOST EVERYDAY..and the boy callled the girl often...
they can talk up to few hours....before they say goodnight..
They laugh together,pray together..share bible words with each other..
the girl thought he understand her better than those among her friends...
And one night ,because of something..she cried in the phone...the boy trying to comfort her...
the girl felt grateful to him so much
soon..they become closer..and the boy fall in love with the girl..
she confessed to her..at first..she is trying to give hints..
but the girl thought that he was just joking...
One night..when they were talk to each other,the boy suddenly silent...
the girl thought something had happened..
but the boy's voice appeared and say: " I have fall in love with you"..
The girl still laughing..then she said:"its not funny at all!!"
Boys said:"I am serious.."
The gal hang up....the night was the first night that she is having insomnia..
and her heart beating very fast..because he was the first boy who confessed to her in this serious manner...
She felt nervous and scared..
the next day..the boy sent a long with 100+ words of message to gal..
and the girl dont know what to do....how to decline..will our friendship gone like that if I rejected him?this is what in her thinking..
she feel scared to lost their friendship..yes..she is a coward...she dont know how to express her feelings..
especially to guys..Do she have feeling towards him??
finally she rejected him...and the guy act nothing...and respect her decision...their communication back t0 normal..
the guy didnt confessed to her anymore..but he felt heart tickling when he knew that the girl  talk to other boys...
actually the girl realised that she has this feeling too...when they boy chat with other girl.....she feel puzzled..
because the girl feel comfortable when talking to him...she can tell her everything..she can be herself when in front of him..
In her inbox...his messages occupied the largest space...still...but she still want him to be a listener...a friend..but not a boyfriend..

ONE YEAR LATER.
boy confessed again.and he became more mature....the girl takes 2 days to think about it..
and she prayed for it ..whether he is the right one for her...she was 16 at that time..
does she really understand about love??
and long distance relationship can really work??
The boy said: " Trust me....I will try my best..no mateer how harsh is the road that we have gone through.i will never let you go.."
he made that promise..
Finally the girl replied him: my heart is not steel...I think <3...

but...they never get together....because girl thinks that better to be friends than couple..sometimes.things changes when you get along with that person..
few years back..they have gone through alot of things together..they understand each other's personalities so well...
this is called soulmate...... the boy shows that Loving a person is not necessarily must own him/her...

P.S## I just wanna say thank you...for now and always...thanks for standing by my side..
Rumours for years about both of us...but we knew that..we just want the outcome which is best for each other.

Monday 3 October 2011

Life is a JOKE??

Life is really a joke ??
my answer is NO...Life can never be a joke..
although u may feel God is making fun of You..But NO..he wont do that..
The things you have gone thru now is actually to make you stronger and stronger
Yesterday night something had happened...
I Only slept at around 2 am..
I feel so sad for the incident...
The person that  I loved had gone through tough time..
I feel so scared when i see this things happened in front of me..
She is yelling and crying...
I dont know what to do...how to help her..??
This scene was familiar that few years ago had this things happened too..
She just keep calling my name.and holding my hands....
So pain for her.......I CRIED..all these times...i not dare to cry in front of her..because i dont want to let her feel that I am actually sad for her...but yesterday when i see her innocent face...I CRIED..really cried..
I wanna to ask: " Why cant she have normal life like others?"
However God has his plan...i always trust in that.....
You may think that he never listen to your prayers...
But he know how to use his solution to help you..
I pray for the best thing which have done on you...


This makes me miss home reallly...
HOMESICK GONNA START>>>
OH NO..
must bear with it..for two more weeks..
I will be back..okay..emo finished...

Yesterday went to CARREFOUR..
Then when lining up to pay money...
A little gurl in front of me asked her mommy:" Can I have a lollipop??"
THen before the mom answered,the dad said :" u can have that if u start to brush ur teeth now"
LOL...then the girl say..okay..lets go buy  KODOMO LION ...
HAHA..lol...so funny ..and cute..
Dont know whether is coincidence..
Lolipop is in KL ..
when in physics class ...suddenly received a messge
LOL..i tot he sms-ing wrong person..cause i dont know he is here...thats why i so stupid go and sms :"are you looking for me?"..haha...lol..i think eat too much banana will become " BEN NANA "
Suppose to have lunch together...but then due to some reasons..
Our plan cancelled...so i ate lunch with Immanuel lo..
Still got chance before I left..take care..
P.S...hahaha...Imma say I have slim down this week...OH really??/haha...shock sendiri...


I am counting down..51 days left to the graduation day
WOOHOO>.very fast....very fast
But sad thing is I might not be able to be in Ipoh during CNY
Haiz..maybe just cmae back for 1 or 2 days ..then back to my work...
Oh just in case you dont know...I will be doing my voluntary work at PENANG ADVENTIST HOSPTAL next year for 3 months...
Life is getting so interesting you know.??
I cant wait for it..
But still praying for the place that i can stay
I think i Like penang..because it has oceans...
NICE PLACE..XD

Thats all...dont know when is the next time to write at here again..perhaps..after exams..


"I have loved thee with an everlasting love,therefore with loving kindness i have drawn thee,said the Lord"
(Jeremiah 31:3)