Saturday 23 July 2011

五个人。。

1、世界上有一个人,
和你在一起的时候,总是千万次嘱咐要多穿件衣服,要注意安全,你觉得很烦人,却也觉得很温暖。
没钱的时候,他总会说些赚钱不易之类的话来训你,边教训,边塞钱给你。
这个人,叫做父母。
 
2、世界上有一个人,
和你在一起时候,偶尔会和你打架,偶尔会和你斗嘴。他坏道总是抢你点心,总是向父母打小报告,但也总是爱护你比谁都多,你们有最亲密,最亲密的关系。这个人,叫手足。
 
3、世界上有一个人,
不见面的时候会一直惦记着他,见面时却又脸红心跳,什么话都说不出口。他总是轻易地把你心揪住,让你无法忘怀,也能让你胡思乱想睡不好觉,但你仍然甘之如饴,因为你爱他。他是你最甜蜜,最甜蜜的负荷。
这个人,叫做恋人。
 
4、世界上有一个人,
知道你一些不为人知的小秘密,犯错的时候,他帮着你找理由;暗恋一个人的时候,他帮你传话;
和恋人吵架时候,你一定会哭着跑去找他。你很抱歉,你总是麻烦来到时才想到他,但你很庆幸生命中出现了这么好的一个人。也许你们在一起的日子,走得比恋人还要长久。
这个人,叫做朋友。
 
5、世界上有一个人,
总是在父母保护下成长,在手足关系中定位自己,在恋人呵护中找到真爱,在朋友关心中得到温暖。你知道这些人经过了你的生命,也丰富了你的一生。你谢谢他们带给你的一切,却又总是说不出口。
这个人,就是自己。
 
一直以为幸福在远方,在可以追逐的未来。我双眼保持着眺望,我双耳仔细地聆听,唯恐疏忽错过。
后来才发现,那些握过手,唱过歌,流过泪,爱过的人。所谓曾经,就是幸福......
这就是人一生中要珍惜的五个人。

Thursday 21 July 2011

TEST!!!

Finally i got the time to get back to my lovely blog
I am currently in skul library
Just finished my physics test..
Urghhh!!
It's been a busy week for me...
Last saturday went back to PJchinese church after 3 months plus...since my accident.
All of the church member concerned about my condition after the accident..
I miss the place there..and the people there...
And went  back to sunway Care group on friday nite..Joshua fetched me..he just came to fetch me without inform me
* An unfamiliar car appear in front of my house
Then received a call from unfamiliar number..Joshua said: i reached already!!I was like huh?i also dont know you come to fetch me...
hahhaa..then i quickly change my clothes and get up to his car..
Hope i wont look too messy..i hope so..=)
all the members  of care group...we cooked togther at uncle Foong's house
and share about God's words..
One sad news...Sharon is leaving us...
She is going to Russia to study medicine...
all the best in your future..
Dont forget that God is always there for you..

many things happen in the past few weeks..
hahaha...
and i deactivated my facebook for a few days last weekend..then really got some of my friends called me exactlty and asked me what happened..
LOL...it's good to iknow that you are not alone..people do care about your existence..thanks Lord..

After i activated back my fb.i worte a status there..
Goodbye to facebook...
I realise that i would be addicted to it if i continue like this..
hahaha..so i decided to self control...
Away from facebook for some time..
Only left one month to Trial of my CIE exam.Omg..why time passes so fast??
Just have to work harder..
I remember the pharse that i used to say when i was in secondary school..
everytime exam..i will say this: why should we suffer like this? The land is so rich!!!
hahaha...a phrase from the poem " A DEAD CROW"
now compare to last time...i become really very hardworking..
i never see myself like that..
A level ..you really give a lot of "MOTIVATION" to me..thanks to you..

Last weekend 16th to 17th i went to Fraser Hill...for the very first time..
The scenary there is very very perfect and nice...
I can relax myself there..
enjoy with my companion...
getting closer to God...God's creation is really very beautiful...
the weather in Fraser Hill is very cold there..not like here in KL..
while sitting..i will be sweating..=.=
While cold weather you having steambot is the best..
talk to En Yi quite alot...i wish that he could have a bright future
and know Ewa..she is a nice girl...
summore on the way to highway..we met a cow cross the road..haha..
we have to stop our car and wait patiently for it to go over to the other side..

This weeks I didnt really answer someone's call...sorry coz being too busy..
however I know you are supporting me ..
In a mean while..you are going to china soon..take care..
Spent your one week happily there..u have too much burden..do God's work there..
I am glad to know that you went there for missionary work.
Even my parents..i didnt talk to them much in this week..however i will see them soon...fuyiwit..~
I miss them..especially the younger one...I never been seeing them for two weeks..
The girl ah..everytime i called my parents i sure can listen to her cute voice..
remember my dad said this: when i am tired of working..once i listen to her voice from the phone ..i feel really relieved!!
sometimes i can hear that he is playing piano..
I hope that he is okay...
However time makes things better ..
with love everything can be endure..

And one fact that cannot be deny forever ...
driving in KL is very scary....
wahahaha....

I wish everyone that i know can live happily and peacefully...
Oh yea..congratz to sienny...she got the medicine in UM!!
Poor girl...have so much decision to make...
which one u want to go..it's depends on yourself!!
Jia yOU

Tuesday 12 July 2011

Just the way you are


I like this edition ..however..AMCC not bad also la..just the feeling of this is better..
That concert is sucessful!!^^

sunday....monday..tuesday..

Sunday
I read newspaper about the bersih action
9th of July..
today the perak edition of sin chew show that the condition at medan gopeng..
Normally crowded with people..however yesterday really like a dead fish market..
Hope that tmr when I go back the condition will b better.
I have composed a song ..while I sing it i feel that God is with me..
I like the melody..where is the inspiration come from ..??It's from God perhaps..
 if it's the right time ..Lord ..i will use them to glorify you..
And evening I played badminton with my sister again..


See the girl sweating after we played badminton..do we look alike??hahaha..no..her face is broader than mine!!


 
hahaha...Ines FOO...u wear my specs..She is going to join the specs famil..cause on sunday she made a specs from optical gallery..she bcame short sightedness mui..

On sunday afternoon...I and my family went to Jusco..Then in the MPH..i saw these two books..and i bought it.
It's nice to read.can use as devotion..one of them is about Love or relationship in God's way.
Another one is testimony from individuals about God..I just read a few passages..I left them in Ipoh cause my bag is too HEAVY!!



Monday
Wow...really a tired day..i brought many things from IPoh..
I regretted..i shouldnt bring my Laptop to go back to ipoh..
And i boarded metro 13 bus to go to sunway pyramid from puduraya...
And the consequence is i was late for class...
Advice...dont ever take metro bus..cause they will just drag ur time..because they are waiting for more passengers only they will start the bus...I PREFER RAPID KL..
Luckily my lecturer didnt scold me ...
And my shoulder there seem to have pain .
i think its because i carried heavy things..
Doctor already advice not to take too heavy things which exceed 20kg..
but i think the things that i carried today is about that weight..haih
This week is the date for medication..
but i duno whether i m going back to Ipoh or not.
Fatimah Hospital..I scared of you already...haha.
and where is my "hak zai"?T.T..
However it might be my working place in the future..
I am so excited for it..
In the future...
many things can be happened
I can start praying for something from now..
and...hmmm
I found the feeling that i have lost for a long time....
I found it
I found it
I found it...FOUND IT!!!!
Thanks Lord.
OH yea..on monday's evening i went o watch transformer 3D..
wow..its a fantastic one..
I watched with Kai Xuan Gor..
hahaha..this is the third time i went to cinema in kl..
after so long i have studied here..zzz
watch until 9.45 pm..haha..when i reached home also no energy to study already
Then Jo called me..We prayed together in the phone..
I really love him...a good brother.
thanks for appearing in my life..


Tuesday
This is one of the day that I like in one week..
because it only had three hours lectures..
Today saw some of my friends did presentation..hahaha..
next mont is my turn..have to wear formal..I dont like formal attire..
Actually I do like my new classmates..
They are nice and friendly..
Lord..thanks once again..for listen to my prayer..
U never abandoned me...
And now there is another prayer request..
I dont know when is the right time..
I just know that you have your will to fulfill my request
Thanks for sending someone to talk to me...
And today Sieenny is going to have her job interview and uni interview...
Hope she is fine with it..jia you..
Praying for u already!!
At last,just want to share
The verse below is from one of my favourite chapter..Psalm 23:

我虽行过死荫的幽谷,也不怕遭害,因为你与我同在,你的杖你的竿,都安慰我。
(诗篇23:19)

Saturday 9 July 2011

A tiring journey

Today ...at first..i went to Kelana Jaya.. To find my cousin brother..then he fetch me to Puduraya bus station...
suprisingly..at 1 sumthing in the afternoon...the road no traffic jam at all..
Normally at this peak hour the road will jam like hell...hahaha..
then I summore so perasan say that i bring luck to my cousin..hahaha..
cause this is not the first time..last week..when he went back to ipoh with me..suppose the Damansara road to be very jam...however..because of my presence ..No jam at ALL!!
hehehe..dont bother me la..i perasan aje..
Talk back why the road so few cars..
mayb tomorow is the "yellow" event already...so no one dare to come out.
If i have not mistaken..start from tonite 12 am..eight main roads will be blocked..
People who go to KL at this time have to becareful...
U know what..when i reached ipoh..only i tell my aunty that i came back..hahaha
then she say saya tak tau mati wo..so brave...lol..
Hope that tmr will be peaceful..pray for it..
Heard that penang already started to have sum disturbance..
PEACE!!!
Then oh yea..The Puduraya became very new..i really rush inside and i dont know where to buy tickets...got nmany compartment..the counter for the tickets is at 1st floor...then when i found it.I went to the plusliner counter and ask..
That time already 1.45 pm..i asked what is the time for the bus??
The person said: 1.50 pm...that mean now..is it okay??
Walao..i straight away paid my money and runnnnn...
i also duno where is the direction..
just keep running..really very funny lo..then finally saw a double decker of plusliner..
My six sense told me that one is my bus..tired
And the fact was it is really my bus..just imagine if i board the wrong bus..hmm.then went to johor perhaps..
hahahaha..then can go and find my friends in Johor lo...
Hahaha..sit alone in the bus..
Think about lots of things...then finally fell asleep..
haha..Reached medan gopeng..
he was not free to fetch me..
and i saw chong yen yee.Omg...when she waved her hands to me..i still cnt recognise her..haha..XD

hmm
 I din expect to see him today..
who knows..he fetched my brother to go home..and i thought they not so early..
I played badminton with the cute girl...hahaha...her skills actually got improved a lot..
hahaha..Then suddenly i saw a familiar car..
hmm...

Today too bad i skipped my test..
I am a "naughty" student now...but actually i got my reasons..
Coz i didnt study last night..and my brain not really can absorb..
Luckily Lord at least you sent someone to accompany me...
yesterday..i really broken down..and i just put down the phone beside..
I cant bear it anymore at that moment
I hugged her...
And i dont know how to tell her also..
But that's enough ad..
at least i feel secure with her presence..
THanks....

However ,yesterday nite someone insult me again..
Haiz...Lord .. few more months in that house..
let me have the patience to go through it..and love him..
Like YOU have told us..Love the one who do not love you too.
Lord please be the head in the family and to guide them...
although he is hurting me each time..I prayed for him
As an adult..he need to think twice b4 he said something...

I am quite happy today...cause just now had a joined conversation btw me him and my sister...
hahaha...so funny listen to their conversation..haha..
Tonight is Sabbath..Lord..It's the time for me to rest....
Yay...=D But my eyes swollen..=(..
should wear spects tmr...
ok..should sleep now...tonight the little gurl sleep with me..everytime sleep with her..my sleeping quality sure not good one..
Because ho...she very geng one..when u sleep ..halfway..she will cross her legs or hands on your body..
LOL..or even getting closer until u almost fall from the bed..haha...
Hahaha..one of the patung from my room...i dont know where i get it from..but just now stare at it..i feel happy..so cute^^

约翰二书 1:6  我们若照他的命令行,这就是爱。你们从起初所听见当行的,就是这命令。

Thursday 7 July 2011

*_*

男孩与女孩自小一块儿长大,亦可谓发小,更甚至可谓青梅竹马、两小无猜。
很多年以前,男孩与女孩各奔前程,至此他俩失去了联系。
一天,一次偶然的机会,老天让男孩联系上了那位女孩,这让男孩激动不已,令他欣慰的是,女孩也时刻惦记着昔日的他。久别重逢是喜,但他俩已没有了昔日的欢声笑语。一阵寒暄过后,男孩得知女孩与自己是天各一方,于是在男孩的追问下,女孩将自己的手机号码留给了男孩,但女孩却冷冷的丢下话来:“留了也是白留,你不会打的”。男孩当时也给女孩留下了自己的号码。
自从男孩联系上了那位女孩以后,男孩每天就多了份思念与牵挂。当男孩思念起那位女孩的时候,就每天都为女孩“煲电话粥”,这“粥”正好反驳了女孩当时话语,这“粥”也熬出了他俩昔日的欢声笑语。就这样,男孩与女孩渐渐地又回到了两小无猜的阶段了。
一天傍晚,天空依稀的下着小雨,男孩下班回到宿舍,只身一人,望着窗外飘落的小雨,脑海中不断闪烁着那女孩的身影。这雨景,男孩已期待了许久,因为他认为,下雨的时候一定是那位女孩在想念自己的时候。于是男孩急忙打开电脑,看看思念的她是否在线,看着那个熟悉的头像成灰色,男孩有些失落,便独自抽起了闷烟。他没有理会其他的网友,只是一直盯着那女孩的头像发愣。
不知过了多久,男孩被QQ消息声吵醒了,他激动不已地打开对话框,果然是他刚才一直盯着的那个头像在不停的闪动着,终于等到了女孩的上线,他俩开始了拉拉家常、叙叙旧情。
一阵嘘寒问暖过后,男孩按耐不住内心的那份暧昧,向女孩诉说了自己的思念与牵挂,女孩听后有些沉默。男孩接着又追问女孩的内心:“你有没有想我?”女孩更是有些羞涩了,只是说了:“这是一个秘密”。男孩有些失落,但这并没有影响他俩聊天的心情。一阵寒暄之后,女孩突然对男孩说:“我要戒网半年”。男孩有些急了:“要是我想你了,怎么找你呀?”女孩的言词有些闪烁,似乎是有什么话想说却唵了回去。男孩更是急了,但在男孩的再三追问下,女孩说:“有个网友最近老找我聊天,害得我空闲了就会想起他,我很烦!他已经严重影响到我的生活了,所以我要用半年的时间来忘记他”。男孩听了,明知女孩说的就是自己,有些暗自窃喜,因为他知道自己已经在女孩心目中占有一定的分量了,但他并没有说穿女孩的话语,男孩说:“那个人不会是我吧?一定不是!我才没那么幸运的被你所思念呢”。女孩羞涩地有些急了,冷冷地说到“我永远都不想见到你!”。男孩见势不对,即说:“你让我是悲是喜好啊?”。女孩沉默片刻后说:“我像是被别人卡死在摇篮里了”。男孩有些顿悟,他当时并没有领会到女孩此刻的心情,他只是说:“不太懂,我只是觉得有些恐怖!”。女孩更是急了:“不懂算了,你太让我伤心了!”。男孩此时才感觉到真的惹女孩生气了、让她伤心了。女孩淡淡地说了晚安就下线了。
此刻,夜已深了,男孩躺在床上,辗转反侧、难以入眠,他有些内疚,能够被女孩所思念和牵挂是他梦寐以求的事啊,一个女孩能够对你诉说思念与牵挂,你怎么能够泼她冷水、让她伤心呢,男孩自责着,那一夜,他失眠了……
第二天,男孩早早地就上线了,期待女孩也能够出现,他想给女孩真诚地说声道歉,可是等了很久都不见女孩到来,于是男孩就用手机给女孩发了一条短信:“你生气了吗?难道真的要戒网半年?你在逃避现实!”。片刻后女孩回信:“尊敬的用户你好!13xxxxxxxxx用户已经停机,你所发的短信对方暂时无法接收”。男孩一见短信,心生一笑,她还有心情与自己说笑,顿时觉得此女孩亦彼女孩,于是回信到:“你还调戏我!”……
又是一个傍晚时分,夜幕降临,男孩下班孤寂的回到宿舍,他打开电脑,依然那么熟悉地盯着女孩那灰色头像,等待着女孩出现。片刻后,女孩QQ上线,女孩对男孩说:“我告诉他了,我只是想让他知道,在远方还有一个人在牵挂着他而已,可他的回答却……,我想他是误会了我会把他怎样……”,男孩见此,觉得有些内疚,他回信到:“他知道你的心思后,不知道多兴奋呢,几天都失眠了”。 女孩说:“你说,他知道此事后,他会不会笑话我?”。男孩:“我高兴还来不及呢”。女孩:“我又没说你”,男孩有些尴尬,绕开了这个话题,男孩说:“想我没有嘛?”,女孩:“没有”,男孩:“那昨晚梦见我没有呢?”,女孩:“没有”,男孩有些失落:“不耿直,亏得我还那么地想你呢”,女孩说:“我不想说假话”……
他俩不知聊了多久,夜已深了,女孩伸了一个懒腰后对男孩说:“时候不早了,那你早点睡嘛”。男孩说:“那好吧,我会想你的,希望你今晚做个美梦,梦中一定要有我,还要有你那才叫完美!”。两人在恋恋不舍中挥手告别了。
一天,女孩对男孩说:“你会念咒语呀,你叫我梦见你,我昨晚真的梦见你了,你开了一家店,我来时只有服务员和qing-q在,你回来了一见到我,你就想拥抱我。”男孩追问到:“那我抱到你了吗?”女孩说:“当时你看到qing-q在那里,你就说算了,等你d-n-y好了再说吧,后来你还带我去买药了呢,我的朋友还说你人可真好呀!”。当时男孩那股开心劲哟,可把他乐坏了,但遗憾的是他当时没有抱住那位女孩……
初夏的一天,男孩出差去了外地。凌晨,他思念着女孩,于是他上网在网上看到了女孩为他的祈祷“平安归来”,这字语虽然简单,但却让男孩感动了一夜,那一夜,他失眠了。这只有他俩才能深刻体会到的那种思念与牵挂是多么地令人羡慕呀!下午时分,女孩忧郁地给男孩发了一条短信:“我昨晚梦见你给我发了一条很奇怪的短信,这可能是日有所思、夜有所梦造成的吧”。男孩追问着短信内容,但女孩当时并没有告诉他,女孩只是说:“我会把它记录在我的秘密日志里”。男孩愣住了,不知啥事又让女孩如此地忧郁。第二天,男孩出差归来,在男孩的再三追问下,女孩说出了自己的忧郁:“你说叫我不要老是缠着你聊天,你是无聊才找我聊天的,叫我别妄想以后你会和我怎么样……”,男孩终于明白女孩所担心的原因了,他安慰着女孩:“我怎么会忍心丢下你呢,这不等于是在割我身上的肉么”。这样才让女孩放下了顾虑。
日子就这样在思念和牵挂中慢慢煎熬着,一天,两天,都不记得到底过了多少个这样的日日夜夜……
这是一个阴雨连绵的季节,一天,男孩突然出现在女孩的面前,他手里捧着一束玫瑰花,女孩见此情景,当时就感动得流下了眼泪。雨越下越大,此时已经听不清他们的对话,只是看见他俩紧紧的拥抱在一起……

❤ 有姐姐的人很幸福

你的姐姐是上天赐给你的礼物,千万不可漠视了你的姐姐。

不管你的姐姐她优不优秀,漂不漂亮,

你一定要尊重她。你都要对她好——不管她对你好不 好。

你的姐姐很在乎你,你没发现吗?

在姐姐的眼里,弟弟妹妹是最该受保护的。

姐姐是你一个可依赖的人,有什么烦心事都可以向她诉说,无论哪遇到了问题,她都会尽力帮助你。

你感觉到了吗?姐姐看你的眼神,会有暖意——不管她们会不会对别人呈现这一点。


姐姐会尽全力帮助你解决问题。

姐姐很怕你受伤。你注意到了吗?

你受伤的时候,姐姐是心里最难过的。



可是----

扪心自问,你对姐姐好么?姐姐向你诉说之时,你是否专心听她讲话,你的眼睛是否看着她.

 姐姐给你用心发的短信,你用心回了吗?

你是否关心过你的姐姐?你是否在她难过时像她关心你一般的关心她?


每个姐姐都是上天赐给的礼物!

可以叫“姐姐”的孩子,是幸福的。

如果你有亲姐姐,那你真的很幸福。

你可以整天看到姐姐,有充足的时间,去好好爱惜她。

永远都不要做让姐姐伤心的事情!!!

虽然我没有姐姐,

我希望有姐姐的人都好好爱护自己的姐姐

因为有姐姐真的很幸福…………

Wednesday 6 July 2011

Heartbeat increasing...

Today...I cant find any parking slot in the area i usually parked my car..
Then I just park it near the industrial area behind the Rock cafe..usually there is very sunyi one..
If i have choice i wont park there...
Just now after i finished my class...
I walk to take my car..
Then sudenly i saw a few indians in front of the car shop..
I already feel something not good will happen..
Then the few indians really tease me..
They say eih..leng lui...leng lui...................
then keep calling like that..i dont even dare to look at them..and I walk very fast...
almost like ready to run..Then..who knows got one of them tends to follow me..
walao....i really very afraid...
Then i pray to God..keep on praying..This is not the first time..i rmb last year i parked my car there same things happen..and during that time God protected me and his voice linger around me to calm me down..
This time i decided to do the same things..Pray as i walked..
Luckily..the indian guy returned when halfway..
So i quickly run to my car...
Thanks Lord..U sent ur angels to protect me..
I will not be afraid..cause whenever i go ..u will guide me..
=)..
Shh..those who read this post dont tell this to my parents..they will worried....
I will not park there anymore..this is the second time in sunway areas..
Both time also very exciting..my heartbeat trembled up and down..
LOL>..however not good experience..

today sienny took some physics books for me..
THanks to her...LOve ya^^...
Then after having lunch..i have three hours of physics class..
the first half still can absorb..
But the second one and a half hour really memancing ikan already...
Hmm...motivation please....





when looking back my old photos..Sudenlly miss my QQ family..now each one of us is in different place ad...
Paisly ,Pik hwa...tow of my lao ge..Joel and Jvin...MIISSS so much




Tuesday 5 July 2011

The CONCERT........=D

On 3rd of July..
have a concert in AMC..
BY AMCC...
Before that we r so exciting for the day to come..
and on that day went back to school at 9am..
really very busy..tickets sold out before saturday
however sudenlly got extra ticket..
Then I asked xu yu..whether he want to come..
Coz i sked tomato too boring being alone..
Both of them cannot be separated one..haha..
THanks to all people who are supporting..
and that day quite dissapointed coz lolipop din really appear..
That night we have quite a lot of songs...
And i like the phantom of the opera,...
is like every member of choir were reaching the peak when we sing that song..
We ourself get exciting..and the final partr..the soprano fella from sam tet..he sang the high pitch part..wow..
Cause he is standing beside me..i heard he is singing the same pitch as me..
OMG..first time i heard his voice..my jaw dropped...
and his voice so near to my ears..lol..
hahaha..a bit scary...hahaha...but thanks to him..and SAM TET CHOIR..
BORG..u are very famous now..hahaha...
Thanks Lord..the concert is well done..
one week b4 the concert we were worried cause we didnt sing well..
however..they improved ...
Proud of them..
and most of my juiniors cried after the concert ends..especially form 5..because they are leaving soon..I understand how they feel..
Cause last time i felt that also..
Thanks gals..for giving us the opportunity to sing in amc choir again..
although we are not there.however the spirit is still existed


THis one ho..i received once i saw tomato in that concert..he just say pass u this..take it..lol
who knows is a watch..first time i have white watch...coz normally i wont buy white one coz is easily
dirty..but anyway thanks to him..really a surprise..I said i have no watch.( coz my watches no battery.)..he really bought it..

Vivien and Janice...so long never see them..And vivi came back from taiwan..
She is studying music right now..might be more famous in the future..so take picture with her first.
LOL..just joking la VIVI
Friends..take care!!
Nah..this guy lo..high pitch one..Borg!!

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haha...we are so serious in singing..

A surprise

Today i met a long lost friend in sunway...
It have been few years i lost contact with her..
Very happy to see her again..
she changed a lot...
changed to much more prettier..and now taller than me..
WHY??
why.??it's like last time i m consider tall in primary..but after went into secondary school and college...
i feel They are all taller than me already/..
Arghh..time passes so fast..
in this year..
i have learned a lot of things...
Become more matured..
and deal with diffrent kind of people..
Hmmm..
Still thinking of whether going back to ipoh this week or not..
Actually i have said that i wont go back..
But then i can stand strong in this case..when sumthing related to IPoh..hahaha
Especially to gv her surprise on her bday!!
I hope I can go back..
But deal with many things..super busy!!
arghh.
go to class...bye.

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Today..
at first my mom suppose to accompany me overnight at my aunty hse..
BUt at last she didnt..I was quite disapointed ..
because i just hope to spent more time with them...
And in the afternoon..
I found out that one of my close relative blocked me in facebook...
Why this things happened???
I really dont know...
..
My heart really having a deep cut...

Then finally i paid my fees today..woohoo...
And the next is my exam fees...
realy feel sorry..because of my studies..my parents spent a lot for me.
I am sorry..i will study hard..
and get what I want!!!

And today..He asked me to be his *erhemn*
He told me good gurls usually will taken by jerks..
hahaha..so he rather to be jerks..
LOL...u cannot be a jerk ..do u know that??panda..haha
Duno why..when i dun feel like to have a relationship..God will given me few choices..

And Him..i dont know what is he thinking...
He can suddenly like dissapear since yesterday..
Why he want to treat me like that??
At least he should tell me the reason..no one want to be misunderstood without knowing the reason..
haih..
God..please guide me in these relationship..
I put this into your hands...
If he want to stop contact...please comfort me Lord..
I never want to be the middle person between he and him..
I never tell him that i actually have thought of stop contact with him..
To be frank..i really think of that...because I dont want to spoil their friendship..
BUT then I dont have the courage...
Because i really dun wan to lose both of them..

However tmr might be a happy day..coz going to meet up with Sienny..
hehehe....never meet her since graduation night...
Hope tmr can have a nice hang out session with her...
^^

Ajah...Back to studies...or rather sleep ..
because my aunty said heard from my voice ..like i m going to sick..
hahaha...XD...actually mayb due to scream too loud last nite..
i dun want to be sick..i want to show them i can take care of myself very well..
Same for now...
IN THE FUTURE TOO!!!

箴言17:22 喜乐的心乃是良药,忧伤的灵使骨枯干。。