Hmmmmm..=)

Haha..
I duno what title should i put for this post!!!so juz hmmmm,...speechless..XD
Today is thursday already!!!
Yesterday ..i think  was a bad day for me..
But good things did happened too!!
Yesterday was my chemistry paper..
ARGHH...the paper for me is so difficult...
Yess..indeed it was...
I already so panicked the night b4 the exam..
I worry this paper than any other paper..
The reason is ...although i hv studied..
But then after i did some of the past year paper..
I felt that i am a FAILURE
The more i do..the more i scared
because seem like i hv forgotten everything i studied
My exam start at 11.15am
I went to skul at 10.30...Meet my friends there.
LOook at their face..they are so serious..and seem like well prepared...
I prayed a lot yesterday..
He listened to me..i didnt leave blank in my paper!! Thanks..
I juz simply write anything i remember based on my knowledge..
So don know how ga the paper..HOpe not too bad la..^^
Finally at 1.30pm..exam over..

I CHECKED MY PHONE..
Got a few miss call
From my mommy..
I called back..thought of telling her i did badly for the paper..
Yes..she did listen to me and comfort me..
But then..
she brought me a bad news..
My Father Got injured on Tuesday
His fingers Gone into the machine at his working place.
( those machine are used to produce chemical products)
Then he summore can go to hospital alone..
How to drive with fingers bleeding?
and all the flesh already worn...??
He didnt called us ..not even my mom..
then after that he went home..
suddenly tell my mom tonight we go out ah..
MY mom didnt observe anything ..LOL..mayb he hide his fingers
Then my mom just said" oh ..okay!!"
Then after that only he told my mom he got his fingers cutted..
wah..then my mom so scared lol..quickly went to hospital with him..
I thk got stitches ah..10++ jahitan..I noe very pain one..cause i hv experienced
He got 2 fingers injured
and doctor say the flesh and all those nerves ah....haiyo..cnt see clearly which part ad...very messy
the doctor help him to "stick" back those flesh..
I didnt reali see how is the fingers.
bacause when i reached home last nite..the fingers balut very big lol..
Hmmm.....Then after i received the call..i was so so worried..that time i was with my friends..
They saw my expresson change lol.
and really wan to cry ad..
I duno how is the condition..furthermore..i m so far from him..
Actually yesterday afternoon I m goin to hv song practice for graduation night..
But at that moment i really feel like rushing home to see him..
But i feel guilty ma if i didnt attend the practice since i already promised..
Then on thursday got bio extra class wo..
AFTER THINK N THINK...
finally decided to go back...
the practice and the extra class ..dont care la..so thking of goin to explain to the incharged lecturer of the song practice..But then thanks GOd..I havent tell him my reason..then he announced the practice postponed to next week..YAY!!..what a Coincidence

THEN PROBLEMS COME!!
after the accident..i didnt drive anymore...
then suddenly need to go home n pack my things ma
CAnt find people to fetch me..
My relative they are not free..
Then feel like asking HIM to fetch me..but  dont want la..then i called Immanuel.
He was at mission office..so i dun wan to ma fan him lol
afte that My mom say straight away come back lol..no need to take things la..
I say cnt la..My books all at home..Go back to ipoh no need to study meh?
haiz..fell so helpless at that moment..
Then suddenly i THK of him...EDDY!!
Me: R U HAVING break time now?( i asked with hope)
Him: not really..why?
Me: IT's okay then..i juz wonder whther sumone cn fetch me coz got sum urgent things happened.(dissapointed tone)
Him: Oh then i can etch YOu..wait me at side gate
WOW..when i saw the message..i so happy lol
thanks to him alot...And i sked he hv to skip his class ma..luckily its a practical session..Not yet his turn to carry out the practical skills..So...God is good all the time..God sent him to me..!!

Then After i packed all my things.prepare to go home la..
The taxi only came to fetch me at 5pm wo..
Tell u guys..Only me on the car..with the taxi driver..he said other passanger duno why cancel their request to fetch them..so just leave me one customer lol..Actually i feel sked sked dei ha..hees~XD
Then he drive so slow lo..we leave subang tol at 5.30 pm..then only reached ipoh at 8 pm.
haiyo..ik already so sum gap want to go home to see my dad ge la..he still so slow..SWT..
almost slept on the car..but not dare to sleep..later he kidnapped me jau mm hou la..hahah...just joking de ahh
Finally reach home ler..cause afternoon didnt eat much..so very hungry lol.
i saw my dad..haha..He looked okay..
Haiyo...i saw his fingers
Me: daddy ..Y u so carelss one?pain or not?
Him.:yea lol...pain er..( summore show the pity face..wahaha..so cute la him)
i feel calmer after i saw him..
actually i felt guilty..bacause the night b4 my exam..
i did talk to my mom..just a few minutes..and she dun wan to kacau me bcoz she noe i m busy preparing for exam..Actualy that time my dad already in hospital..
But they didnt told me..Coz dun wan to affect my mood to sit for exam..
And i duno anything until the next day after i finsihed my exam..haiz..
That's at first i know this things happen i reali feel like slapping myself..hahaha..
But now not aymore la...they do that for my own good..so i just do my best in that paper for them..
Because they are supporting me
So the story is like that lol..such a tired day..^^

Please Pray for HIM!!
doctor said if
the flesh do not grow back within a week..then hv to chop off the fingers..MAYBE la..
So pray for him so that we cn have good news next week..
Thanks to all my friends who concerned and those who pray for him
Thanks BROTHERS AND SISTERS <3

p.S..My incident make A person feel emo yesterday..hahaha..LOL...sory la..
        dun worry too much..LolipopXD...

A CALL--

刚才接到一通电话。原本看号码。。一个陌生的号码。还是接了
听到了他的声音。。
我才发觉原来我们已经很久没有联络了。。
才知道原来他去了外国。。
最近才回来马来西亚。。
最令我惊讶的是他说他在念医科。。
哇。。。其实我真的很佩服可以从医学系毕业的人。。
因为不容易啊。。当一个医生。。工作是非常辛苦的
只是读书期间都读到半死了
我们聊聊。。。聊。。。
他突然问我：你的志愿是什么？
我说：医生阿！！
过后他就和我说了很多故事。。
关于这一个行业。。
他说其实你不只是有这个选择的
除了医生。。你还是可以做别的阿
想了想。。
当初我是为了什么而要选这个呢？？
起初，，因为亲戚的鼓励。。我向牙科迈进了。。
可是过后还是发觉没有兴趣。。
之后，妈妈生病了。。
病了很久。。
我看她很辛苦。。
整个人瘦了
医生竟然找不到原因。。
病越拖越久。。
身体差了。。后来才知道他这个病需要靠自己的免疫能力来抵抗
多么难啊！！她的免疫系统差到极点
家里人生病她一下子就被传染到了。。
我心疼她。。很想要帮她。。可是我什么都不能做
感谢主。。他现在好多了。。
我想要当医生。。
其实起初只是单纯地喜欢那件白色的医生袍。。很yeng 阿。。
后来。。很想要帮人了。。
病人需要安慰。。想尽力去做这一行。。
尤其我自己经历了在医院的生活。。（几天而已啦）。
可是我知道医生的一句话可以让病人很安心。。
所以就这样我决定啦。。
很多身边的人都说不要选这个啦。。
很辛苦。。而且你是女孩子。。青春很重要。。难道不要结婚吗？生孩子吗？？
我当然要结婚咯。。。上帝会安排的啦。。不用你们为我操心。。谢谢。。
哈哈哈。还好。。我的家人都支持我的。。
谢谢你们。
未来五年或更久。。需要你们和各位朋友的支持咯。

我会努力

！！！

上帝。。这是你要我选的路吗？我不晓得。。
不过还好。。
你应许了我你会与我同在。。
你的话是我脚前的灯，路上的光（诗篇119：105）
只有不停的祷告。。我才能解开谜底。。

哈哈哈。。一通电话让我联想了那么多。。都是多谢你啦。。GOR..

Updated news...

Just now my mom called me...
She told me:" hey i Heard news from radio today!!"
The Acid Man has came around subang area..
i was like..OMG..WHAT??so scared la..
u noe..recently this two months..
we have a man attack gurls and women all around kl area..
so far he already attacked 20++ victims..
so sad for those victims..
they are so innocent..
all of them spoilt their pretty face..some of them even blind..
How could he do this to them??
so Gurls..try not to walk beside the road..
I juz pray that to God..hope the acid man cn be arrested very soon..


申命记31：8 耶和华必在你前面行，他必与你同在，必不撇下你，也不丢弃你，不要惧怕，
也不要惊惶。。。

HI I AM BACK

wow....how many days i didnt update my blog...
Coz busy with exam...
today cannot tahan already
just now did some past year questions for chemistry^^
Actually i have finish studied all the syllabus..
BUT..
The weird thing is like i forgot everything when i did the
paper..OMG>>
PANIC @_@
what happened??
I DON"T KNOW
Tomoroow is exam lo
now still 半桶水 here..
arghhhh
dun care la...
rest now..
Blog First!!.
hahha...a lot of things to tell u guys..
hmmm...first...
last week i have decided to go for a camp in Pulau Pangkor.
It's a revival camp organised by my church..
So happy and excited..
since many years our church didnt organise camp dy!!!
hmm..
at first i was struggling whether wan to go or not
because exam period..
i havent finish my exam..the camp is on 27th to 29th..
and i have my BIO paper on 1st of june
To be frank with all of u..my bio havent touch much yet...
so see how m i going to die soon...hahha
So just hope i m lucky enough to sit for the paper..muahahaha...
EMMANUEL..=)do u noe what EMMANUEL means??google it

And yes..last week back to school since exam started..so met lots of friends..
and i was surprised that many people in school knew that i met accident..
even the head of the A level department..LOL
But i reali wants to thank Lord because the accident came in the right time..not in btw my exams...err..should i say so??people sure say touch wood la.but we should give thanks for everything we have now..isn't it?.but what i think is God has his plan..and we r hard to predict..
So LOVELIFE ^^

HMM..and recently i met a BOY..He is my brother's friend(actually is senior la)...the process we knew each other is very funny..
he heard a lot of things about me from other people..and I also heard some about him from my brother..Cause he " friend" with my brother..so my brother sure got mention him in front of me lol...
He met many people around me before except me..i also duno why..
for example..
last year my church was having this christmas carrolling..
and i got take part in it..and my friend..he is the pianist of ours
so he invited this guy to play flute..
we had carolling at 4 diffrent places if not mistaken..
SO i attend twice of it..but he didnt play flute for the twice
Then another two times...i didnt join..BUT he joined and play the flute..
lol..so officially we didnt meet before..
and everytime he fetch my bro come back i just saw his car.( not face )LOL
finally we met in caregroup..haha..so happy that he attended..
and we have the first time to meet..
and then last nite my mom invited him to hv dinner at my hse
So tat's it..I m happy to know a new friend..
and he can play FLUTE and piano..and saxophone..
TALENTED..May God bless you!!

OK....so last last saturday..14th of may..was my brother birthday..so we went to celebrate wit him at pizza hut Jusco
(according to his request)...So fast my brother already 15 years old..i rmb last time we still fighting ..haha..when i was young I reali got a
bit ganas lol..but now not anymore.XD
he grew taller than me (see the photo)..huhu..dont know got girlfriend or not leh..
wahahhaa..
I hope he is happy everyday..and grow up spiritually..^^I<3 you

ok.i shall end here..will be update soon...back to studies..haha
XD...

ONE WORD...

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

A Song To share----- WHAT ARE WORDS

This song is very meaningful.I knew this song from one of my friend..
Thanks for sharing Gibson..This is kinda touching and sad..
A story about his girlfriend.Now she suffers from brain injury due to car accident.What are WORDS From Chris Medina is for his girlfriend.
Hope miracles can happen!!

Chris Medina - What Are Words.mp3
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

EXAM IN 6 days??

it's time to blog and relax!!!
i seriously....obviously very stress now.
time is very very LIMITED
Exam is around the corner..
i think i have two personalities now..
physcho say we have 24 diffrent personalities hiding in ourself..
IS THAT TRUE?
hmm...whateva..
I just know that now..
part of me want to study so eagerly and worried no time..
another part is i feel lazy...zzz
Okay..
My plan is like this:
sleep early at 10 pm..then wake up at 6am..
Alarm rang at 6am..i press
6.15 press again..since it is snoozing..
6.30 ..press for the second time
6.45am...urghh!! behtahan..Switch it off..
then sleep until 9am..zzz
feel like slapping myself..
Why ?can't u b more determined??YVONNE FOO..XD
I feel so unsecure..haha...
but very playful
cannot dy..must change ah..or else i duno how is my result going to be?
I need strength right now..
Philipians4:13..
This is the bible verse that encourage me all the time..
This is why i put my blog address is 413
It said : "I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me."
I need wisdom and patient..

LAST DAY OF LESSON FOR A LEVEL!!!

MARCH INTAKE S2 2010..that's my class..
first ,i got a lot of things to talk about this class
last year,21st of march..we entered into the same class
all are strangers...feel so ecxited going into college..
wonder how my classmates look like..and how is their character..
Now i know..all of them are nice..although we are from different state
or country..we can still b united..S2 ROCKZZ
This class..i think we have lots of memories..
when i wrote this,i FEEL like crying..OMG..shh ...
Remember first day of college..our maths lecturer came in..
and suddenly she said: I got two kids..
then whole class"whoah....
because she looked so young and still very slim summore..make many
people envy u know??haha..

We gone through one year and three months (roughly) together
laughing(kin yoong said my laughing voice is v high pitch..LOL)...talk a lot..
during exam times study together..
we even have study group..Jia sheen promote it like HARRY POTTER lol..haha..
I think our lecturers like our class a lot..TO BE FRANK..haha..and they are
reali GOOD lecturers..
AN INCIDENT happened recently.......
One day, a lot of us didnt do our homework given by her..
of coz we have reason also..
but on that day..she scolded us and cried..
First time we saw her like that..
makes our heart melted..
she care for us..and she said:A2 is coming soon..i dont know y are u all
still having honeymoon?.
but then the next day she can smile and come into the class
hahaha..EQ quite high right?
A lot of things to tell..but will make it simple
:
:
:
:
My dear s2 classmates..i m proud of all of you..
and although because of the accident ..hardly cn meet all of u..
anyway..exam is coming..good luck..work hard..
.I MISS U..
around one month i m not around..
dont forget me ya..
will see u guys during exams..
KEep in touch..we will say Goodbye one day
anyway i hope all of us can find the right path in our future..
TAKE CARE!!

♥

A FUNERAL

Last Saturday, an Old uncle,MR.Lai from our church has passed away..88 years old.WOW!!.I went to the funeral on Sunday nite..I look at his face thru the small "window" of the coffin...I am glad that his face is peaceful for me..i Remembered when i was young..whenever my parents ask me to go n have a look..I not dare at all.haha!!(sked at night will have nightmare)

However..Grown up now..does noe scare anymore..because i noe from the bible..DEath is like sleeping...have a long rest..If we believe in God..death is nothing we can afraid of..
Pastor sharing last night brought a message to me..If we have FAITH we do not have FEAR.
When Jesus is coming back,Those who believe in Him shall wake up.
and bring us back to heaven!!A BEAUTIFUL PLACE!!Uncle Lai..REST IN PEACE
MAY GOD BLESS UR FAMILY..and let them b stronger.^^