Thursday 30 June 2011

happy happy

Tomorrow going back to my home sweet home...
Everytime when I m on my journey going back..I felt very happy
And just now heard from my juniors...our tickets sold out.
...300tickets sold out in 6 days.
God please guide this concert..
Hope we cn gv our best to ourself and to the audience^^..

Wednesday 29 June 2011

A prayer

Dear Father
You are the one and only one Lord
honestly
I just cannot adapt to my new life now...
I have too much to absorb in the first week of school..
just like i am a new student..
indeed i was a new student for physics..
What is this??
Kerchoff's priciple...Faradays Law???????
Haiz..I never like physics in my LIFE...
Today I went into the A level department office ..
to Let the head of department to sign on my drop form..
I Decided to drop maths..then i met another friend who is dropping physics..lol..
I am taking physics..he is dropping physics...
ExCHanged For bad things...
I will break down if i still need to take care of so many things...
Thanks Lord..i Can communicate with my new classmates quite well...
I am very TERRIFICALLY freakly damn stress now
People using one and a half year to finish the syllabus
I finished it in half year time..OMG...
Somemore now i am sick..no one beside me taking care of me..
However Condition today feel better..no more cough.
Praise the LoRd.
Yvonne Foo.remember You got to  rejoy although in the tough situation
Lord.Your daughter need you to help her to accomplish this...
She is far more behind
If It's your will..and it shall be done...

please HELP ME Lord...
Remember Philipians 413..
I can do anything through Christ that strengtheneth me=)

Just now someone called me..
And i have been misunderstood by Him...
well...I dont like misunderstanding ..
But i really restless already..
no energy to explain anymore...
well...Dear Father u  know what is going on..
and you know how i feel now
and please help me to settle this..
i surender this in your hand..
I pray in Jesus name..
Amen

Monday 27 June 2011

This is cute..hahaha...


BOY: I need someone to talk tu ..
GiRL: Im always here for yu.
BOY: I know.
GiRL: Whats wrong?
BOY: I like her *so0oo* much..
...
GiRL: Talk to her..
BOY: I dont know.. she ll never like me.
GiRL: Dont say that. Yure amazing.
BOY: I just wanna tell her how I feel ..
GiRL: Then tell her.
BOY: She wont like me.
GiRL: How do you know that?
BOY: I can just tell.
GiRL: Well just tell her.
BOY: What should I say?
GiRL: Tell her how much you like her.
BOY: I tell her that daily.
GiRL: What you mean?
BOY: Im always with her. I love her.
GiRL: I know how you feel. I have the same
problem. But he ll never like me.
BOY: Wait. Who do you like?
GiRL: Ooh some Boy..
BOY: Ooh she wont like me either.
GiRL: She does.
BOY: How do you know.. ?
GiRL: Because who wouldnt like you?
BOY: You..
GiRL: You are wrong. I love you.
BOY: I love yu too.
GiRL: .. so are you going to talk to her?
BOY: I just did !♥

Random

Rain in the early morning..
ERoad kinda slippery
Thnaks God we reached KL safely...
another 12 minutes to enter class.
first lesson is Bio...haiz..
LOL...still want to blogging here..see ..i am very naughty..
Lecturers..later i might dreaming in class..
hahaha....
Hmm..later I am going to take the form and fill it up.
.to drop my maths subject...
A struggling decision for me ...I am not giving up..
Just I need more time for my Physics..
God will help those who help themselves...
Okay...going to class...
Bye..see ya...

Sunday 26 June 2011

Sleep✘✘✘Banana✘✘✘

This morning woke up..just doesnt feel right...headache..
I never tell my Mom..cause i know if i tell her ho..she will be really anxious and worry..
I sleep like piggy the whole day...
i think i am going to  sick already...perhaps not going to..is sick-ing ad
Never sick for quite a long period of time..
Dont like the feeling..sick will make ur mood even worst...zzz
Okay..actually tonight i am leaving ipoh ..but then change the plan to tomnoroow morning...
My Kai Xuan Gor.ღ san fu sai..have to drive in the morning..so early..start journey at 5am..LOL

and tell u guys..recently i really craving for banana..
hahaha...Lol...i can eat 6 bananas per day..OMG..
and that would be enough for breakfast ,lunch and dinner..
actually it really helps..banana contains glucose ,and some other nutrients..
and make you feel excited instead of feel like dying
Its very efficient for me..haha

tomorow..tomorow and tomorow..
my life will back to normal speed..my life slows down for three months..
well..now going back..everything is rushing..my friends..if sms me no reply please forgive me.
sometimes might busy until forget myself..haha..

Today..someone confessed..erhemn..*blushed*
Thou..i was surprise..
5 years friendship..and i cant feel it since when he...
Am i really so blunt??yes i am..

I heard people say this: Find a person that you love is not easy
                                      Find a person that love you is even harder
                                      Find a person that love you and u love is the hardest
These days my heart was easily affected by someone..trembled..
Since when my heart bcame so fragile??

specially thanks to JO here...you accompany me when i need you..
although we are far away from each other..u still concerned bout me..
thanks..God bless

Just now after dinner..
i guess i said something that hurt my daddy's heart...
I really dun mean to reproach you..
I m so bad..
sorry..a thousand sorry from  me..
I love you...and forgive me please

使人和睦的人有福了

哥林多后书13:11
还有末了的话,愿弟兄们都喜乐,要作完全人,要受安慰,要同心合意,要彼此和睦,
如此仁爱和平的上帝,比常与你们同在。
 ♥

Saturday 25 June 2011

(●*∩_∩*●)

Well..It's a saturday..afternoon..actually very sleepy usually.
hahaha..arghh ..nvm..sleep after finish writting...
It's  Sabbath..I like every Saturday..cause this is the day I can rest...rest my mind..
to draw myself closer to God..And also to meet my dear friends..Brothers n sisters..

And recently i really very blur and forgetful..haiz..
Yesterday i ordered a cake from Secret Recipe..for my grandma bday tonight...
But then this morning i cant recall back whther i worte the date of collecting the cake is
on 25th or 26th..actually should be 25th...Then i start to worry..later i wrote the wrong date then mai sei lol
Then my mum called to them and asked..phew~luckily i wrote the correct date..
hahaha..my memory really become weaker and weaker..
I dont know..perhaps this is the effect of anesthetic..i really bcum more forgetful after the operation
Haiz..I just hope I remember things better...

Tomorrow will be the ending of my holiday..my honeymoon gone..
It's hard for me to accept the fact....
Well i have to...
Today I sang a song in church..i love that song very much...是爱
Since young..i heard this song from my dad...he will sing this song always...
recently I Just think of presenting this song..its very meaningful..^^

And something happen recently made me kinda ...urghh..duno which term should i use to describe
Why do i cared and think so much??
I just want to support him as a friend..I really so sad for him.. part of me angry of him and myself..
Kinda funny..But i understand this is not what he wants too...
God please Comfort him*****and at this time he need somebody to support him..
Arghh..many feelings mixed together..dilemma..
My DHF..i dont know what is Your  will in this incident..but please guide us .
and forgive us of what we did..
Thanks for the banana in church today brought by Lee Ying..
i feel happier to see the yellow thing..wakaka

Another friend of mine ..
Due to some reason...he is having insomnia everynight..yesterday he told me he didnt sleep For 36 hours...
Haiz..worry for him...Dont think too much..just sleep..u will exhausted soon.
Pray for him ppl....He might break down if this condition continuing..
YOU Have to help yourself before anyone can help you.....
Just be strong..KZ..

就是在患难中,也是欢欢喜喜的,因为知道患难生忍耐忍耐生老练老练生盼望
盼望不至于羞耻,因为所赐给我们的圣灵,将上帝的爱浇灌在我们心里。

Thursday 23 June 2011

不见面的情侣要做到的七件事 ♥

1.信任。(彼此要相互信任,不能相互猜疑。)

2.坦诚。(有一天你做了你认为他、她会生气的事的话诚实的告诉他、她)

3.宽容。(谁都可能犯错,当对方诚恳认错时就原谅对方,而不要死盯着不放)

4.理解。(他、她可能每天都会给你通次电话或发几个信息,但有一天或更长的时候却没有联系你时,请不要生气,要理解,因为每个人不可能整天为爱奔走也会有别的事情)

5.空间。(给对方留点空间,世界就两种人,男人和女人,所以一个人不可能只有一种朋友的)

6.珍惜。(要知道相遇是缘相爱就更不容易了,珍惜这份来之不易的感情,两个见面的时候不要只顾查看对方手机的通话纪录,要珍惜时间互相诉说思念,时间很快就会流失的)

7.想念。(要想着对方,天冷的时候告诉他多穿点,如果你看到这日志了就给你亲爱的他、她发个信息吧,告诉他、她你想他、她了)

Wednesday 22 June 2011

@_@

我觉得上帝把我的脸皮训练得还蛮厚的。。哈哈。。
他说让我看到原来防人之心不可无。。
是我太单纯了咩?。。。
很多时候,我以表面的方式去了解一件事情。。
并不是我肤浅,而是我想简简单单地去从一个角度看待。。
在待人处事方面,只要是我可以做的,我都会去做。。
只是我更加了解你了。。可是我了解的那一面,是我不想看到的
然而,我会为你祷告的。。。
多你这样的一个朋友也可以积蓄多一个经验咯。。
曾经想过不睬你了。。这也是lolipop想的。。
可是我心太软了,我不想成为那种记“仇”的人。。哈哈
我会尝试好好和你相处的。.
今天你主动找我,证明情况还好吧。。谢谢你给面子他啊。。哈哈

箴言19:11 人有见识,就不轻易发怒,宽恕人的过失,便是自己的荣耀^^

Perhaps ...perhaps..

Dont know why..since i have a blog..no matter how i feel i will write here now..
People said that gurls easier to have mood swing than boys..
And the fact is ...
Now...i felt very moody ....
maybe becoz i m going back soon..to KL..
i m counting down everyday..still left 5 days..
While i playing piano just now....my tears just lose control...
I admit that i became more independent now...but not independent enough..
Its had been almost 3 months i stayed at home.after accident,.
.just few days going back to kl for exam..and graduation night..
But then now i really going back to study..
Tell you..A level = no life...all people study only...not nerd olso bcum nerd jor lol..
Today i printed out my timetable..zzz..i dun even bother to look at it..
after i leave ipoh...And i will miss him..miss her..miss it...
5 more months to go....u just have to stay thr for another 5 months..tahannnn.
and u have u accomapny your sister thr..she needs you..=)so for her sake..yvonne foo.u can do it..

AMCC...is having a concert next week...please show me the ohmmm...
People are paying money for tickets...dun let them dissapointed
And u  actually are not that bad...
I dun wan to scold all of u at this critical moment...
because all of u already losing ur confidence..didnt enjoy the singing...try to ask urself why are you joining choir??
because singing is a happy thing for you..U LIKE TO SING!!
Pity for the comittee...no one listen to them...No discipline at all.....
each one sing their own parts...no one listen to each other...soprano always louder than others although they are not singing the melody...haiz..the whole group..like pasar..(sorry to describe like that)..48 different voices.can u imagine??
anyway....when i m standing in my group today..the feel is coming back...seem like i m still in secondary school...i m still in choir....hehees..i know that i still love AMCC

Errrr....Just now..i rejected him once again...and he always trying to avoid my answer...
I dont want to hurt u more ..thats why i being so honest to you...
But mayb my reply not cruel enough??yes....coz i duno how to reject ppl..
I appreciate everyone that love me..coz i think cannot take for granted having someone to love you..
So i really feel grateful to you..coz you being so determined...to going after me ...thanks
Yesterday night i told my friend:" being a boy got so many advantages!!"
Can chase a gurl if he has courage to do so..just do it..
Not like a gurl..having so much consideration...LOL.
and he kinda disagree lol.mayb..i duno...hahaha...but actually got Pros and Cons la..
So i thk this guy has the courage...very brave lol..thats why i appreciate you ..as a friend only..
Mayb because my heart alrdy hv space for another person...many perhaps now..XD

okay..well..blogging is a good medicine..not so moody.thanks Lord..i found another way to carry myself..


你要专心仰赖耶和华,不可依靠自己的聪明,在你一切所行的事上,都要认定他,他必指引你的路(箴言3:5-6)

Tuesday 21 June 2011

时间对了、再爱你

Perhaps  I will regret...But I wont Be AFRAID...
 this passage brings a lot of thoughts linger around my mind..
Time is not a challenge for true love....
Sometimes you may afraid of losing someone..so u rather wait ..until the right timing..^^


喜欢上一个人的时候
就一直在思考 这个阶段谈恋爱合不合时宜
总觉得 这个年龄 一个人怎么能承受起另外一个人的重量呢

所以只选择喜欢 却不要求一定要有什么结果
朋友说我内心过于强大太冷静太能忍受煎熬
其实不是 只是经历过一些东西 人就变成熟些了吧
考虑的东西也就不仅仅局限于眼前了
而且对于我来说并不煎熬
我享受这种夹杂着甜蜜与苦涩的过程

如果你现在拥有了心中那么好的他
那将来会不会失去呢
可能因为彼此不懂珍惜不懂宽容
或者 因为你们的人生轨迹没有了交集
有许多事情 现在都无法确定

我所能想到的最好的结果是
等到彼此已经能够掌控自己的人生时
如果还那么喜欢他
就一定会毫不犹豫地告诉他
只是想在自己最好的状态 也在他最好的状态时 在一起

当然 不能排除错过的可能
而且这个可能性非常大
有人问我:你不怕你会后悔吗?
我说:可能我会后悔,但是我不怕。
我想 当我会后悔的那个时候
虽然遗憾 但是却已经有足够的勇气承受这个结果
我会微笑地面对
有过这种喜欢的感觉 就已经足够

只不过做了一个选择
和两种可以预见的结果
是前者 当然幸福
是后者 也欣然接受
所以 我才发现
当你想通一些事情时
一切就变得很简单

喜欢也变得很简单
既然不打算说
那你就一直对他笑就好了
呵呵 对喜欢的人笑有时候也需要鼓起勇气
所以常常会笑得很傻
可是 不管笑得好不好看
这都是最温暖的一种方式
不会给人压力

我一直觉得
要温柔地对待别人和自己
这样 你会过得很坦然很幸福
虽然有时候很想知道一个结果
虽然有时候会哭
虽然有时候会彻夜不眠
可是 笑一笑
一切都过去了

就这样喜欢你
时间对了 再爱你

Monday 20 June 2011

Study!!!

I have to switch myself into study mode already...enough of playing since I finished my exam on 1st of june..

When I thk of next week i have to go back to that deadly place...feel so...dilemma

Last night my pappa mentioned it in front of me..i just beg him: dont remind me plz!!

I feel lonely there!!since all my friends are leaving...IMMA...you faster come back to KL..

why my holiday is shorter than urs?=(

Physics Physics..i want to be good friend of yours? CAN I??I thk YES..if i m hardworking ...

Today during my morning devotion time..i read DESIRE OF AGES..its a great book..i used to read it every morning...i read a chapter..then saw this:

基督并不拣选一些未曾堕落的天使做他在人间的代表,他所拣选的是人。这些人与他们所要拯救的人具有同样的性情。基督自己取了人的样式,以便接近世人。神性需要人性。因为拯救世界,神性和人性都是不可少的。。。。。他们自己曾陷在危难当中,就熟悉一路之上的危险和艰难。因这缘故,上帝便召他们去拯救那些处在同样危难之中的人。。

I think no matter how bad you are now..once God has changed u..u can be a great influence to other people!!!To tell the people how bad u r last time..U can affect them..because u gone through all the bad things..
God needs you =)You are his tools to make more people to come to him..

Recently our church has two new member..they are very very young..
I m very happy to see them in church..everyweek sure play with them..
First...introduce to u...His name is LAM LAM..
.he must b a handsome boy when grown up..THis baby book jo ga..gurls..dun rampas him..XD

He noe how to look at the camera..


 Second  Boy...Alfred Soon..just three months boy..but very tall..hehe

LOL..my mum say his sleeping style just like me..last time i used to sleep like this too...duno true or not lea?
BABies..hope u grow up  healthy..and May God lead your path while you are learning new things..
You are our next generation to serve Lord in church..haha
Wonder how is my baby in the future,...LOL.....*shhh*...dun say i think too far ah..
Ok..end here..back to studies..

Sunday 19 June 2011

我。。

我想你了。。。
我告诉自己,原来只不过如此。。

Starwalk

This morning woke up so early..went to starwalk...
Lol...then...i duno what happen to the digi line this few days..
this morning people so gan jiong want to look for friends de ma...then digi cant call out..sms also cannot receive wo..Ishhhh!!!...DIGI..i dun like u jo..

At the starting point..still cant find my friends wo..i cant contact them..thy cant contact me!!
Lol...luckily met sum old friends there ah...Hahaha...
Then someone said: Those couple ah...walking also must hold their hands tgther..not ma fan meh??
Hahaha..what i can imagine is the hands sweating lol...XD

super duper tired ah....EXHAUSTED...dont feel like driving home...
Looking at my brother sleeping while i drive is the most frustrated things today..Hahaha..
Thanks God..I didnt faint..And this morning..actually i woke up at 4am..because of the period pain..
Totally not enough sleep..
Thanks Lord..listen to my prayer..when i reached the stadium..the pain gone..
And i can walk so fast with my friends...And finally Got a CERT....haha...
I think i hve used 90 minutes for 10 Km lol..die ga..My face pucat pucat lo...
Anyway ..it is a good experience..this is the 5th time i joined this event ler...I duno next few years got chance to take part or not..so this year must go..b4 I go into University
Stay Tune=)

Love

Tomorrow will be Fathers Day..
Today our church got some program for them..
And we prepared a small gift for each dad..
It is very simple but nice...
Tonight we celebrated with him at D 'garden..damn expensive wey..
No choice ler...we always last minute..those restaurant all also full already!!
haha..three of us ,as the children we share share belanja them lo..XD
Happy fathers day to u DADDY..
i seldom say the three words to you.
But now i wan to say..
DADDY>>I L Y
take care of yourself..and dont let people always worry bout you!!
He is the first man who teach me about love in my life..kekez..
First Love from Father



celebrating at strawberry moment..



Second Love
I met HIM first..actually.because He is the one who created me..
But i only knew about him when i was at 10 year old..
He had been protected me since i was borned!!
thank you...For giving me such a lot of things and gift..uncountable!!
Thank you Lord..I Love YOU..!!..you are always the first place in my heart!!
This is a different love..Love that is free of charge..ready to sacrifice for us on the cross!!
Love from God

Third LOve
My family.. I love them so much...
We have been living together for so long...
i hope i cn attached to them throughout my life..BUT THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE!!
we shall meet again in heaven=)



the small little cute gurl <3



Fourth LOve..
hmm..actually in a BG relationship..He is my first love..
But ends up very short....also taught me a lesson.
Hope that we are still friends..
hv to say TQ to u..
u make me grown up a little...haha..XD..
wish u all the best...and xing fu

Fifth Love...
Love for friends...
I really dont like to see my friends hurt themselves..
Hope that they cn  cherish everything in their life..especially gals...
Appreciate ur life..ur body and ur soul...
<3

The Sixth Love
My future boyfriend...haha..
Dont know who is the one..perhaps already appeared..or perhaps not yet!!
Today saw a friend's status..想拥有的,都很难接近。。
I think if u really want to own it.,..try to get it first..at least u worked hard for it!!
I trust that God will arrange for me..Mayb is HIM...lol..xD..haha\

The Seventh Love
LOVE LIFE ^^

Wednesday 15 June 2011

In my mind now..

I wrote a song !! Because inspiration from some case happened around me..
Just to encourage myself and my family and friends...


小时候,可以无忧无虑
长大后,烦恼日月增加
开始迷失,不知所措
好像断了线的风筝

你曾说,心总会累的,
世界上,剩下的只有冷漠
人生道路崎岖如山坡
就如折断了的芦苇

主却说,我的孩子
我以永远的爱爱你
因此吸引你归向我,
使你不再流浪,不再徘徊

主应许,患难绝不撇下你
你在患难呼求我,我必应允,
忍耐生盼望,仰望耶和华,
你必得着,那创始成终的。

Today is my first day working..
After went home...i saw his face..i noe sumthing was wrong with him..
After that exactly..my six sense not bad..he really hurt himself..
And today is my first time i trying so hard to control myself..but actually lose control..
I dont want to cry in front of HIM..will feel so embarass.
and I want to tell someone..although U reject me..i still wan to approach you..
because God place us in your life!! no matter how..u need family..
NO MAN is an Island...I WILL GO IF YOU WANT..but not now
and i will come back one day...and i hope u will say to me:" welcome back" and give me a hug...
God please...help me to b patient..
u noe how i feel now...heart numb alrdy....but i know U have ur plan..and timing!!
I laid myself to u ..and i also put him in ur hand...
TQ so much for bringing up my life..to make me stronger & tougher..
And thank you too..through my senior...I found another alternative in my studies.!! i will try..=)
Foo..cheer up..u r OLD enough to carry yourself...Just pray with Faith!!
^^ going to sleep soon..good nite...

Tuesday 14 June 2011

My Hair...

Today I plan to cut  my fringe...
Then she helps me to cut..and cut and cut...
Then bcum very short..
and summore i cant figure what kind of  fringe style that she hv cut...
OMG.....at first look still ok lol..but then just now after i bathed and wash my hair..
came out looked at the mirror..
wah....why my front part bcum so short one??lol..like "suk sui " jo..(read in cantonese)
really so so shock...then i scream in the house...
summore my brother and my dad laugh wo..
so evil la them ..XD..
now just hope my hair grow faster ....
i really look like a kid now..haiz...


What style is this ????
And tomorrow i m going to do part time.
to replace my friend in his music centre...
Kinda excited lol...haha.
First time experience ah..
My mum say : go experience how difficult to earn money...zzz
hahaha...God..please guide me ya!.I love u..and i noe that I should spend more time with u Lord..
Hold me closer to you each day..Amen!!

First time went to dental clinic today!!! I am glad that I didnt choose dentistry as my degree course..
at first still consider wether wan to choose medic or dentistry..
Hmmm..now i think dentistry not so suitable for me la^^
Good luck

Hotspring!!!

Hahaha..one day i got a friend came from johor.!!!
So Ipoh is my hometown ma..I must accompany my friend to go around ipoh lol.,.
So we decide to go hotspring in SUNWAY CITY!!
Lol....I have bad memories of that place..I twisted my legs For the very first time at there
Arghh!! Pain...
OKay..back to story...Me,Paisly ,Stanley,My brother and Ming Zai went there
And also my aunty and my cousin brother!!
We did enjoy a lot...and sumone massage for us too!!hahaha..
Actually hotspring bring lots of benefits to our body..Skin condition also improved..bcum smoother...
so poh...I love you..,

See!!his shirt got sad ,angry ,happy and tired face!!!hahaha..XD
                                       

Outings...

On 9th , Thursday morning..
Actually i have two dates on that day...
At 10 am ..i went out with Pik Pik,Xiao Jun ,and Joey..
we meet at D garden..
Ate dim sum at Dragon..
I didnt eat much...hahhaha...XD..
jus order a mango 西米露,and dragon balls..egg tart..hahhaa
so we share share lo..hahaa..
have a nice chat with them..
Ah pik is going back soon to Miri..then mayb next year cny come back..
have to wait so long to see her again...arghh..will miss her..^^<3



See!!the dragon ball like bear  bear de head..got two small ears!!hahah









Then,at 11.30 ho...have to rush to Jusco...
to have my second date...
with my dear and darling.Ewe And Anjoe
heesss..it has been one month ++ i never meet them...
so happy lol....
WE are still so ubi...
Doing ubi things in the public..haha..because we are  UBI GANG!!hahaXD
take photo in food court..lol.one ogf my fren ask me :" food court also need to take photo meh?"
lol...people too excited ma..hahaha...
Actually that day plan to celebrate bufday with anjoe geh..
then ho..she not free in the afternoon..
so me and kee yin bought her a present lol..
once we reached Jusco we go S & J to buy present first...
Then suddenly saw a thing very special..its a cup ..
Not normal cup ah..This cup together with a fluorescent pen..and a small torchlight,,
So we wrote our wishes on the cup....actually we cant see what we wrote if we didnt shine the torchlight on it....so just wrote the wishes base on our feeling  lol..after finsihed we shine the light lol then see what we wrote..lol..very messy..hope u dont mind ya Anjoe...^^
hahah..we took quite long to gao dim the present lol..then still have to wrap wo..
Then Anjoe sent msg to me: where are u??y so late ??"
LOL..i tell her we are at toilet..
hahhaa..then i ask kee yin wait thr to take the present..I go and find Anjoe..
When she saw me..She asked me where is Ewe..lol
i Say she is at toilet..
then she say"huh? she not just ngam ngam at toilet meh??yau go toiilet?"
hahaah..i speechless..then i just simply say "neh, she stomachache ma!!"
LOL..very funny...then when kee yin come anjoe ask her : "why stomachache geh?"
LOL..the condition jong sei...
kee yin just smile lol..hahaha....Finally the conclusion is :" I AM NOT A GOOD LIER"!!
Enjoy that day..after that watch super 8 with Kee Yin.,.this movie ah..reali many sudden shot..can make you heart attack lol...but the show is nice la..!!
Then came  back by tumpang his car..i was a lightbulb on that car..haiz...
but thank you for fetching me home....XD..
Happy Birthday Anjoe!!alhough still early a bit to say that!!hehe
                                             
the present!!!

Monday 13 June 2011

紧张。。

明天可能要很孤单自己一个人回去kl了
百万个不愿意。。
很希望我爸爸陪我回去。。可是。我也不想他太累。。
唉。
很多东西想啊。。
阿。。那我的头发叻?不用set ?我又不是很会化妆。。去到kl 又不知道哪一间头发店好!!
死咯。。。就让我成为明天全场最难看那个吧。。。哈哈
我有打算弄好我的造型了才搭巴士上去。。
可是又有朋友说你不怕你来到的时候,你的头发散完阿??无言。。不晓得明天会变什么样子。。。
其实还蛮期待弄新的发型的。。XD
其实明天晚上是我人生第一次Graduation Night!!
中学时中五原本有dinner night 的。。可是校方又说没钱。。。就取消了。。那时失望极了。。
这次很想好好去享受。。可是又不知道为什么很紧张。。。
A 先生说叫我穿黑色去配合他,B 先生又说很期待明天见到我。。
啊。。我去是要享受这个毕业晚会。不要把焦点放在我身上好吗?会有压力的。。

今天有个朋友问我:“ 女人喜欢坏男人还是好男人?”
哈哈。。就让我想起一句“男人不坏女人不爱?”真的吗??
我就回答:“可能起初坏男人会比较讨欢心,可是到女人认真想的时候就会选择好男人!!”因为我觉得没有一个女人想要和一个坏男人成立家庭吧?!!
哈哈。。不晓得。。身边最近很多人都分手了。。
感情是会变质的吗?不是每天越爱越深吗?
张某某和谢某某突然传离婚消息。。很难预测哦
上帝给予的婚姻原本是很美好的。。。是很难得两个人被安排一起组成一个家庭。。
可是有时人把婚姻看得太廉价了。。
今晚突然有这样的感触。。哈哈。。我想太多。。还有很长远的路呢。。。

今晚我和他谈了很多。。。他是很腼腆的男生。也很可爱。。从小看着他长大。。突然觉得我去kl 过后真的很久没有跟他谈那么多了。。如果我忽略了你。对不起。不过从今以后我希望可以让他觉得家人并不是多余的。。尤其是他可以跟这个姐姐商量。。我都很愿意聆听的。。把什么事收在心里对身体不好。。等到你要告诉我就说吧!!我在这里。。

刚才我们一家人一起跪下为妈妈的健康祷告。。她这几天很不舒服。。
很怕失去她!!上帝求你医治她,让她都能有体力,因为我需要她,这个家需要她!!

还有。。我给了他Lolipop..他竟然说不舍得吃,要等到2012年要过期前才吃。。哈哈哈。。
笑死我了。。佩服你。。看你可以忍吗。。每天放在裤袋。。哈哈哈

我期待明天的到来!!!

阿摩司书3:3 “ 二人不同心,岂能同行呢?”

Friday 10 June 2011

FRUIT SALAD!!

My mood now is like salad...all kinds of flavour mix together....sweet sour bitter spicy...LOL
i experienced all these in one day....haiz...
I hate driving...just now when i drive,..many memories flashed back in my mind....
The things he told me yesterday....pop up..suddenly..
i was shock enough last nite...
Then I think about her...i scare one day i will lose her..
then think of my future.
The 25 minutes driving really very long for me...frustrated...
Today went hiking....very tired now..last night slept for few hours only..now totally exhausted...
Then afternoon I went to help in a fair in jusco...but i duno i consider got help or not la...
4 hours sit there....then he dun talk wo sudenly...haiz..duno la....
I noe i was scared of sumthing...but i not sure what is it...

Then after fetch Paisly we went for song practice.....
haiz...i duno...i think i was affected by sumthing during practice..
I become very impatient...
But i hope tomorow i cn really sing with my heart!! I hate my attitude just now!!
So sorry..My mood is like the roller coaster ..flicking..up and down...
I am just a gurl!! Today Pastor say :wow...congratz..u success to drive..!!
Actually i duno what to answer..because i noe when i was driving..my hands shaking..hearbeat very fast..
I only pretend to be brave..especially just now at night drive..very scare..thanks God i reach home safely!!
My dear Heavenly father..please comfort my heart now!!!...
I NEED YOU!!

Happy sabbath!!!

Wednesday 8 June 2011

I miss AMCC

what is AMCC leh??AMC is my secondary school..Ave Maria Convent
Amcc is Ave maria convent Choir...hahaha..
I joined choir since form 1..
i like to sing..whenever in the toilet i sing..in public sumtimes i sing too..take bath also sing!!
eat sleep also SING!!(lol..this one got abit exagerate la)


hahaha..few days ago...Miss Yau Yoke Kuan..she told us that there is a concert in school in july!!
So mayb need the help from seniors...we can took part in that...
They are going to sing the songs which we had learned last time....Thank you for the music...etc...
Recall my memories in choir this few years...
I was in soprano group--the highest pitch group..wahahha.lol...
but actually i cn ding base too..but just duno why they put me there
I remember when up to form 3...we have to gone through audition again to see whether u can join choir...
although form 1 also need audition la..but only sing for teacher ...so not so scared
BUT NOW..... audition moment...see those seniors face...all like very fierce...so scared..
They ask us to sing one song..any song we like...
Then ask us to stand in the middle of the hall..have to project your voice to in front of the hall...
Lol..i very panicked ..and duno hv to choose which song..so i decided to sing....our school song
Beloved school and mentor,we hold you very near...(the lyrics is like that)..
I just know that my voice shaking...your voice linger around the hall...everyone is silent listening to you..
heartbeat very fast...super fastttttttt...
then finished already,then the seniors told me..okay..u can leave..we will put the list on the papan kenyataan two days later..u can go there and see whether your name is there...

Then,after two days i go n hv a look...wow..got my name Foo Ee Onn there..wahahaa..lol
then since that time i m the member of choir  officially
Then first time perform in school...i enjoy the feeling three groups of us --soprano,mezzo and base combine together  in a song..sound like many voice  bcum one voice..
Then form 3 have the kelayakan to join competion already..
so have to audition again....same lol..many seniors and teachers sit in front...
i rmb this time i sang 我可以。。by cai ming you..LOL...hahaha..
very gan jiong...total 60 ++ of us..only 31 cn go into the competition only..so have to eliminate at least half.,..
haiz..many ppl cry when they are not chosen...sure dissapointed...
I remember one of the competition song is Gemilang!! omg..i like this song..we sing diffrrent feeling..the song parts rearranged by our pianist Alexis Choo..then our conductor is Jo yee...This conductor ah..very famous in our school one..many ppl admirer her...
However 2007,we didnt do well..so only win in zon competition..


2008, our school hired a vocal teacher to teach us..
wow..first day he came,..many girls ah..stare very long at him..
Mr.Lee..he is the conductor of the Klang Chamber Choir..then he conduct some of the Orchestra too...
Really fel diffrent when there is a teacher to teach you..
Our voice changed..because he teach us the new way of singing!!His voice very fantastic
When he play piano..He always close his eyes!!LOL..then every gurl in our choir will say ..wah..he is very handsome...hahaha..but actually he is quite handsome la..
after that i m excited for every sessions of practice..not because can see his handsome face..but is to learn new things..
He gave us score for a few songs.such as you raise me up...i Think i got cry b4 when sing that song...
Our voice is so "solid" that year....then we went for competition..
We won and we represent perak to go for the national level...hmm..got 13 choir from diffrent states..
each of them ais the best among their place..
however Mr.Lee told us,not to be panic..just do our best!!
we really have another experience...coz met many geng de choir..they sang very well..
we didnt get the first three places..got a bit dissapointed la...but also remind us that we still have lots of things to improve!!!



                             This is him la....Mr .Lee !!
2009...its my last year in this school...also last year in choir...!!
hahaha...that year we bcame the seniors...so while audition is our turn to sit in front...hahha。。XD.lol..so evil lo me...
however we ourself alos have to audition to get in the competion...the few form 5 batch b4 us also no need to audition..straight away all form5 seniors cn in competition team..
Lol..we are always so unlucky...hahhaa...
However i really miss the time spent in choir..
I would like to join the concert in July...lol..need to audition agin..urghhhhh!!!
I love you always AMC CHOIR!!
Remember i'll be with you and you 'll be with me!!

Pulau Pangkor Pulau Pangkor!!!!

我终于有时间写关于这个了。。

上个月27号---29号,我去了一个奋兴营。。
这个营他们筹备了很久。。每次从kl 回去。。他们都有开会。。
离这个营会的日子越来越近。。
当所有的东西都一步步在策划与进行当中。。
我看到我们年轻人有互相合作团结的精神。。
起初很多人都觉得这个营会太贵了。。包括我自己。。
他们就犹豫到底去不去呢?
当这些意见传到教会干事部那里时,教会领袖就开始想办法。。
怎样鼓励教友参加呢?
最后,结论出来了。。
他们决定sponsor那些觉得负担很重的家庭或学生,让他们写下自己所付得起的营费。。
藉着我们的祷告,渐渐的说去的人数越来越多。。。感谢主。。
如果没有人去。。那这个营会搞来也没有意思啦。。
最后有三十二个人报名了。。
这是感谢那些comitee。。他们实在是辛苦了。
做一切都是荣耀上帝。。。赏赐在天上呢!!!
每个人奉献自己的一份力。。就完成一件大事啦。。不是吗?
就算是小小的事情,你做了。就算没有人知道。不要说没有人珍惜。。不要说没有人称赞你
因为你现在所付出的上帝都看在眼里,谦卑的人有福了。。
记得你在累积你在天上的分数哦!!哈哈

申命记16:17各人要按自己的力量,照耶和华你神所赐的福分,奉献“礼物”。。。

当天终于来临了。。。前一天开始收拾行李
起初我是把放进用手拿的行李。。
结果我妈说我不可以拿重的东西,就叫我换去用拉的行李。。
ok 咯。。我乖乖听话。。
结果到教堂集合。。我看整个营会的人的行李。。我的算是最大了。=.=
人家问我是不是带石头来。。
在车上一直拍照,到哪里就拍。。哈哈哈。。
江文的车被我们几个傻婆吵死了。。和他们在一起,我根本读不到书,书在手上拿来翻而已!!
我们当到Lumut码头,买了船票。。就等着上船
上船前,还不忘看一下海。。享受一下海风。。
也不忘拍照

                                       这个就是我们的船
                       美丽的大海,上帝的创造真是奇妙

上了船,发现只剩下很少位子,前面的都有人坐了
只好去到后面咯。。最后一排。。
坐下,还以为很快就到了。。
哪里知道那个船摇啊摇。。就摇到外婆家了。。我睡着了!!
应该是有四十五分钟“海程”
终于到了。。很多pink panther 迎接我们啊



到了我们的营地。。第一眼看到就很兴奋了。。
因为很靠近海,resort 后面就是海了。。。
还有一进去就有一个大大的游泳池。。爽。。
我们的房间也不错哦。。
总之整个环境就很好咯。。。到的时候已经很疲倦了。。

然后又要计划音乐的东西。。晚上我和三位弟兄姐妹领唱。。
然后开幕咯。。重要的仪式。。
还有要介绍我们的主题曲。。
这首歌原本前面是我solo 的。。最后我就变成guitarist...哈哈
由于我们的keyboard 在路途奔波。。从kl 运回怡保,再从怡保运去pulau pangkor
可能太" 累”。。电子琴先生不要做工阿。。
弹不到。。这下惨了。。我们所有的音乐大部分都需要用到钢琴。。
然后原本弹钢琴的就对我说:
不如你来弹吉它咯。。
可能上帝觉得我太久没有练吉他了。。给个机会我。。哈哈哈。。(想太多)
就这样每首歌去找chord..很多人都不知道琴不可以用了。。
还以为干嘛全部歌都用吉它。。。很“新鲜”一下咯。。
就连崇拜时间也是吉它。。
真的。。连我自己都没有看过用吉它来伴奏那些歌。。
当然临时表现不是很好啦。又紧张。因为整个音乐部分就我负责弹了。
手指虽然很痛了,还是坚持。。过后我就和Gibson说:教会的吉它是时候换弦了。。哈哈”
上帝会预备的。。果然从营会回来不久。。就有一个很久没来教会的弟兄说要报销吉他弦
还是将荣耀归给他——我在天上的父。。没有他。。就没有我。。开幕过后就是终于见到主讲人了——我们亲爱的梁建成牧师。。

                  就是他啦。。他是个大忙人。。还好上帝听我们的祈祷。他没有生病。。健康地来到我们当中!!

我们camp 的主题是---所以你们要去(英文是GO YE THEREFORE)

为什么选这个主题呢?因为在马太福音28:19说:“所以你们要去,使万民做我的门徒,奉父子圣灵的名,给他们施洗。凡我所吩咐你们的,都教训他们遵守,我就常与你们同在,直到世界的末了。
要提醒我们,耶稣在等着我们去为他的工作出一份力。。
主讲人说了一句话,,深深烙印在我内心。。
他说:‘不要说等到教会兴旺了,每个人的属灵都很好了,你才说去传福音!!那个时候都不需要你了!!你现在不去做还等什么时候呢?你不做教会哪来的兴旺?’
敲醒我啦。。对啊。。我现在不去做还等什么时候。。
你身边还有很多朋友和亲戚还没信主的吗?肯定有,去把上帝的爱介绍给他们吧。。
传福音不容易啊。。很多人把心关起来。。拒绝福音。。传福音的当儿你会遇到各种各样的人。。
或许是一种挑战吧。。
所以,各位弟兄姐妹。。加油。
很开心在这个营,有一个姐妹受洗了。。接受主耶稣基督。。
回想起当初她刚来教会的时候都不跟我们年轻人说话。。
后来上帝一步步在改变她。。
真的。。只要你愿意让上帝改变你,没有事是不可以的。。
她在海边洗礼哦。。这是我第一次亲眼看到。。
林丽莹。。欢迎你来到我们的大家庭。。


  下水了。。上来时不晓得你有没有听见上帝对你说:这是我的爱女,我喜悦你呢?呵呵

时间过得很快的。。一下子就说要回家了。。
有点不舍得。。我的大海。。。还有在营中的点点滴滴。。
谢谢大家。。记得我们的约定!!
Sayonara!!

Sunday 5 June 2011

Lost And Found

Few days ago...I lost something..in hospital
I really feel so sad er..its a memory ....
i duno where it gone...
Found everywhere...every place that i have walked ...
Cant find also....
=(
I m so sorry to tell three of u...i lost it..sorry..i lost the thing that used to own by four of us
However, its okay..Lost can be found..the memory in my heart never lost..never deleted..
in future we might be in difrent places ad..dun forget each other ya^^

Recently i got a feel...Like very hard to understand what is a guy thinking...
they can emo at any time...
they say gurls change very fast..mood swing..
Actually boys also like that..
How to understand them better??
Dun keep urself in room...we need communication...
They dont like to explain much to you...haiz =(


Then last Friday ,3rd of june..Creative music centre had organised a musical program..
Thanks God it was succeeded...all the performers did their best although got abit nervous la..
My brother play saxophone....see them playing..i also feel like learn some woodwind instruments
My brother playing saxophone...an unknown song compose by LCC
LCC and my bro^^
They are practising....


going to penang ..YAY!!!!..enjoy and recharge my battery first
gone thru many things recently!!!
God bless our journey...Cn go on feri!!
Hope can bring u also..because u have too much burden in ur heart..
u said once u on feri u can forget everything ....juz enjoy the wind blowing on your face..
Dont emo =) please...to be frank ..i really scare!!


Last nite msn video call with my dear...LEE YAN!!!..
nah..i got mention u in my blog ga..dun say i didnt..hees...
we got thousand miles away from each other..but still can get connceted..thanks to the technology.
hahaha.she did many funny things..just want to show me a video..use mirror..create new account..only we can u nderstand la..
Anyway I miss you..take care over thr..<3!!..haha.

唉。。

人与人之间的相处,真的是无法预测。。。
好像你不知道暴风雨几时来临一样。。。
你与一个人的相遇可以很奇妙。。。。。
这一刻你们可以有说有笑。。。下一秒你就不知道发生什么事。。
那个人就可能不理睬你了。。。
可能有点莫名其妙。。
可是。。
人际关系就是这样。。
就算是在教会。。
也会有人际问题。。
不过还好。。
上帝教导我们以爱为本。。互相的忍让。。
并不是说上帝的教会没有问题,有!!因为教会是由人组成的。。
可是不要把目光放在人身上,应该放在上帝身上。。
因为只有上帝的话和应许永不落空!!


彼得前书1:7 “ 有了虔敬,又要加上爱弟兄的心,有了爱弟兄的心,又要加上爱众人的心。”

因为爱让我们彼此相爱,将我们联系在一起。。^^加油吧!!安。。

Thursday 2 June 2011

God is GOOD..All the time

Everything came to an endpoint temporary…
My exam finished
Yesterday was my last paper..Biology…actually I take risk to sit for this paper…
Actually I went to a camp organized by Ipoh Adventist Chinese Church
The camp is in Pulau Pangkor,
Will update about the camp in blog soon..
 The camp last for 3 days..hahaha..
3 days I never study..
Actually I did bring my biology books ..and PLAN to study there..
However,..the plan doesn’t work…
So ends up I DIDN’T STUDY..
Many chapters… I left ONLY  2 days to rush..
Really  cannot sleep well..
When I sleep My brain still thinking about what I had memorized before..
So when I woke up…my mind still tired..Just like I Didn’t sleep at all…
Until yesterday. I also  cannot finished all the chapters..the last chapter I just roughly flip through..Hahaha…Praying that No questions come out from this chapter…
Finally handed in  the paper..At 1.30 
The paper I think still okay for me ..Feel so grateful..at least I know how to do some of the questions..
At the moment I was so happy that the exam over..Felt relieved..
Then I have a friend came to KL from Johor..
After the exam I went to sunway pyramid to meet him..
Talk a lot…I think we had not been meeting each other  for 3 months( actually consider short..coz he live in johor.)
However. We never act like awkward and shy  because he called me always..can say everyday I got received his call or missed call lol...
Then after that at about 4.30 my dad come and fetch me..then fetch him to KL sentral too..Because he is going to go back ..T.T..
Fist time pass by puduraya..the New pudu..Big difference compared to last time..Now Is a nice and comfortable building
Another friend came to join us too..Long time never see her  too..,..miss her so much..miss Sunway Care Group  so much.<3
Happy to meet them ^^
So ya…exam finished..having holidays about one month..
So gonna recharge myself..I have a series of sports plan..EX。。。EXERCISE!!!hope can success..
Exam always sit..yesterday went back to college…my lecturer also say: Yvonne u gain weight ad!!!@_@
Haiz..
Today so happy la…sleep until 11 am..muahaha..(laughing evil)
No alarm clock..no feeling of guilty because didn’t study..
No more no more..!!!
Hahhaa…relax…hmm..i have promised  to cook spaghetti for family one day..duno when leh..
A GOOD NEWS now!!!My dad fingers no need to potong lar…
His flesh grown back..and today had removed the stitches!!
So happy..This morning worried and waiting for his phone call.because he went to hospital alone..
GIVE thanks with a grateful..God is good ..All the Time^^
Last night I can see my dad also worry about today decision..
Then before he left my room..I said:” papa…shall we pray together?”
Then we kneel down ..in my room..I prayed for him( normally if we pray together, my dad is the one who talk)
I trust that God has his will!!If God can protect his daughter from the accident..Then God will protect the father from this small case!!
Can celebrate…Thank you everyone who is praying for mY daddy..thanks..sincerely..
And 3rd is coming soon…actually is tomoroow..My friend has a program that night!!ENCHANTED MUSIC EVENING!!..
Start at 5.30 pm tomorrow..has a lot of music performance using different type Instruments..I think I would be interesting
Venue is at Creative music centre..near the 国泰restaurant!.Do come if u r free..God will bless this program ya..
Jia you>_<献上最真诚的祝福


我又告诉你们,你们祈求就给你们,寻找就寻见,叩门就给你们开门 路加福音11:9