This year ..really can be a challenging year for me..
I have a few wishes for 2011 last year
Here it goes..
see how many of them had been fulfilled:
1. Found my interest and decide what to study in the future.
2. Bring at least one friends to church
3. Spread the Gospel of God.
4. My brother will be baptised
5. He will be fine and can find a new girlfriend.
IMPORTANT issues in 2011:
1.STILL SINGLE ( where is my Mr.right?)
2.A "beautiful" car crash( first time ever..great incident when i was 19.rmb for whole life)
3.First time admitted in hospital for one week...so long
4. First time having Nurse to bathe me..LOL
5. meet a friend who is very interesting.
6. Rejected a few boys who were going after me.
7. My parents pledged to join the church.
8.I was praying so hard for a person.because of Him.I learn to be patient.
9. Finally know how to skate on ice.
10. FINALLY..crying so much this year..FOR FRIENDS&;FAMILY&;STUDIES&CHURCH
Thank you my dear heavenly father.
For every everything
I hope 2012 will be a better year in which i can fulfill my dreams.
Get my scholarship and be a doctor.
Love family,love friends. and even love your enemies.
Regards
Wednesday, 28 December 2011
Daddy no matter how many guys I look at,
how many guys I date, how many guys I talk to,
no matter who I get married to, you'll always be my number one dad
You're the best dad ever.
thank you for always being there,
when i was sad you held me tight,
when i said i hated you you told me you loved me,
when i shouted you told me it was okay
when i was heart broken you told me he'll soon realise what he lost.
Dad thank you for being there all my life. i love you
how many guys I date, how many guys I talk to,
no matter who I get married to, you'll always be my number one dad
You're the best dad ever.
thank you for always being there,
when i was sad you held me tight,
when i said i hated you you told me you loved me,
when i shouted you told me it was okay
when i was heart broken you told me he'll soon realise what he lost.
Dad thank you for being there all my life. i love you
Tuesday, 20 December 2011
welll
okay...I don't really like what I felt now..
It;s really worst than ever..
Why? Lord....
Why this things happen??
I hope this is not the worst thing...
But what can I do??
Why when you are here, I do not cherish...??
but when you are leaving....I only know how care I am..
I do care okayyyyy..
do not think that i don't...
Just because I didnt show , doesnt mean i don't...
Tuesday, 13 December 2011
KL TRIPOOO..
昨天去吉隆坡。。以前每次要去吉隆坡的心情都很悲伤。。
因为想到要回去上课。。一大堆书等着我去处理。。
可是现在不同了。。。因为我不用回去那里了。。
终于毕业。。
Sunway Pyramid 是我太熟悉的地方。。
可是说真的。。一天真的逛不完。。
和表哥表妹一起去。。
父母不在。。只有我们几个小瓜。。哈哈。。
弟妹表妹表哥去溜冰。。我呢？兴趣比较在逛街。。
买了三件衣服。。。
（我还是会懂得省的）。。。
今天一早真的赶死人。。
因为弟弟一点要补习。
所以全部为了他就早回咯。。结果巴士还是让他迟到。。
一回到怡保就去Ipoh parade...很久没去吃火锅了。。。
所以就去。。。吃到都要呕了。。有点夸大其词啦。。哈哈。。
可是可能吃太辣了。。肚子有点不舒服。。
有时感觉怡保真的蛮小的。。很容易可以遇到熟人。
回到怡保真好。。可是很快又要离开。。我不舍得。。
今天终于买了“那些年，我们一起追的女孩”，之前只是听说很好看。。
朋友还说很感动。。
今晚，就和家人一起看吧。。
感谢主。。上个星期六。。我父母加入教会了。。
希望。。以后我们都能一起尽心尽力地为主工作。。
天父。。我也一直在为他祷告。。希望有一天你可以感动他。。
让他决心跟随你。。
我把他交在你手中。。
阿门。。
马太6：34 不要为明天忧虑，因为明天自有明天的忧虑，一天的难处一天当就够了！
Thursday, 8 December 2011
Unpredictable life
You know.
If people ask me..why do I believe in God?
How do you know he is REAL??? I would answer because I can feel His LOVE..
God is Good...all the time
last week I went to Singapore...
This is really a nice place to travel... But i wont choose this place to stay..
I still remember the last time i travelled to SG is about 7 or 8 years ago..
Actually I am here to attend youth congress----A church camp..
Its is a camp which held once every 2 years.
. I have been very excited because in the camp..besides that we can learn about God's word..we also can meet friends from every state...
Some even long lost friends..the feeling is very good.
. The theme for the camp is better... our speaker --Pastor Wong...he illustrate a good point about a better kingdom..
I want to go to that place where God has provided for his children..
he love us so much..
My heart was so touched when the speaker did the calling....
I was crying...What God has done in my life is so obvious..
How he carry me through everything when i was growing up..the accident...
The incomplete organ in my body..everything...He has his will..
Everything he has his plan...
He loves everyone that he is willing to sacrifice on the cross...
God loves you and I...when he called your name...when he knocked the door of your heart..did u hear HIM??
are you willing to accept HIM?ask yourself this question....
Thanks Lord for everything....
for the family i have..
for the love I have...
for the friends i have
I know I am much more blessed than others..
For I know you Hold tomorrow...
How do you know he is REAL??? I would answer because I can feel His LOVE..
God is Good...all the time
last week I went to Singapore...
This is really a nice place to travel... But i wont choose this place to stay..
I still remember the last time i travelled to SG is about 7 or 8 years ago..
Actually I am here to attend youth congress----A church camp..
Its is a camp which held once every 2 years.
. I have been very excited because in the camp..besides that we can learn about God's word..we also can meet friends from every state...
Some even long lost friends..the feeling is very good.
. The theme for the camp is better... our speaker --Pastor Wong...he illustrate a good point about a better kingdom..
I want to go to that place where God has provided for his children..
he love us so much..
My heart was so touched when the speaker did the calling....
I was crying...What God has done in my life is so obvious..
How he carry me through everything when i was growing up..the accident...
The incomplete organ in my body..everything...He has his will..
Everything he has his plan...
He loves everyone that he is willing to sacrifice on the cross...
God loves you and I...when he called your name...when he knocked the door of your heart..did u hear HIM??
are you willing to accept HIM?ask yourself this question....
Thanks Lord for everything....
for the family i have..
for the love I have...
for the friends i have
I know I am much more blessed than others..
For I know you Hold tomorrow...
Friday, 25 November 2011
Hey....my bloggie..sorry for ignoring you recently..
I am back to you...
Wanna share with you...my exam has just over yesterday..and yet I already started to enjoy my life yesterday.
Yesterday got date with old friend..wai ting..oh..big sales now in sunway...should go shopping..
I became nerdy since exam started...this is the consequence of being last minute.
I just went to watch Puss in boots..seriously..nice movie...
Owhh..I miss the time laughing out loud in the class...
And teacher give me a name--大笑姑婆。。
Because beside me still got a partner..my darling..
When both of us laugh together.. our teacher..erhemn...whole class will stare at us..
Miss secondary time..few days ago..I went back to amc to get my certs..
Saw some familiar faces and met some of my teachers..a lot of flash back in my mind
I don't know how to describe my feeling...
After exam...feel reluctant to leave college..and everything here..
But indeed I am happy that I am going to pack all my things and go back to home sweet home..
Oh yes...I renew my passport finally...
Next week going to Singapore..now only renew...
And I don't like the picture quality...y I look so funny once they have processed it and stick in the passport?
Thank you Lord...you protected my family all the whiles...
That incident will always be a miracle in our heart..
Thank you ...
This is why I choose to follow you...Lord..
Never regret..
She finally has a boyfriend..
Who can care about her so much..
It's good for her..because I have been watching her suffer for tat silly boy fot past few years..
Congratz...may God bless in this relationship..
Oh...u wanna know whether Someone is in my heart??
Hmm...this is ..p & c...
Haha...XD...
Thursday, 13 October 2011
Title--less
Once upon a time,
there was this girl...
and she was just 14 years old..
she met a boy in a church camp..
Somehow, they knew each other when the boy took initiative to come to her..
and introduce himself to her..
And they had exchanged phone number....
the camp 4 days 3 nights..passed very fast..like a rocket
They didnt reallly talk much to each other in camp..
because the girl didnt put much attention on the boy..
however she can hear some rumours...because some of her friends told her that this boy told his friends that she want to know this gurl..
And so his friends trying to help..
So,they are from diffrent states..
After the camp ended....Few days later...the girl had forget this boy...because she get to know many new friends in the camp..
However,one day..An unfamiliar number appear on her phone screen...
saying..Hi!!!can you guess who am I??
Lol..the girl think what a lame one..how to guess??
But then she has a strong feeling that ..IT's the boy!!
maybe this is the six sense in girls..kinda accurate..
oh yea..its him...he texted her...FINALLY...
so they sms each other...EVERYday...
ALMOST EVERYDAY..and the boy callled the girl often...
they can talk up to few hours....before they say goodnight..
They laugh together,pray together..share bible words with each other..
the girl thought he understand her better than those among her friends...
And one night ,because of something..she cried in the phone...the boy trying to comfort her...
the girl felt grateful to him so much
soon..they become closer..and the boy fall in love with the girl..
she confessed to her..at first..she is trying to give hints..
but the girl thought that he was just joking...
One night..when they were talk to each other,the boy suddenly silent...
the girl thought something had happened..
but the boy's voice appeared and say: " I have fall in love with you"..
The girl still laughing..then she said:"its not funny at all!!"
Boys said:"I am serious.."
The gal hang up....the night was the first night that she is having insomnia..
and her heart beating very fast..because he was the first boy who confessed to her in this serious manner...
She felt nervous and scared..
the next day..the boy sent a long with 100+ words of message to gal..
and the girl dont know what to do....how to decline..will our friendship gone like that if I rejected him?this is what in her thinking..
she feel scared to lost their friendship..yes..she is a coward...she dont know how to express her feelings..
especially to guys..Do she have feeling towards him??
finally she rejected him...and the guy act nothing...and respect her decision...their communication back t0 normal..
the guy didnt confessed to her anymore..but he felt heart tickling when he knew that the girl talk to other boys...
actually the girl realised that she has this feeling too...when they boy chat with other girl.....she feel puzzled..
because the girl feel comfortable when talking to him...she can tell her everything..she can be herself when in front of him..
In her inbox...his messages occupied the largest space...still...but she still want him to be a listener...a friend..but not a boyfriend..
ONE YEAR LATER.
boy confessed again.and he became more mature....the girl takes 2 days to think about it..
and she prayed for it ..whether he is the right one for her...she was 16 at that time..
does she really understand about love??
and long distance relationship can really work??
The boy said: " Trust me....I will try my best..no mateer how harsh is the road that we have gone through.i will never let you go.."
he made that promise..
Finally the girl replied him: my heart is not steel...I think <3...
but...they never get together....because girl thinks that better to be friends than couple..sometimes.things changes when you get along with that person..
few years back..they have gone through alot of things together..they understand each other's personalities so well...
this is called soulmate...... the boy shows that Loving a person is not necessarily must own him/her...
P.S## I just wanna say thank you...for now and always...thanks for standing by my side..
Rumours for years about both of us...but we knew that..we just want the outcome which is best for each other.
there was this girl...
and she was just 14 years old..
she met a boy in a church camp..
Somehow, they knew each other when the boy took initiative to come to her..
and introduce himself to her..
And they had exchanged phone number....
the camp 4 days 3 nights..passed very fast..like a rocket
They didnt reallly talk much to each other in camp..
because the girl didnt put much attention on the boy..
however she can hear some rumours...because some of her friends told her that this boy told his friends that she want to know this gurl..
And so his friends trying to help..
So,they are from diffrent states..
After the camp ended....Few days later...the girl had forget this boy...because she get to know many new friends in the camp..
However,one day..An unfamiliar number appear on her phone screen...
saying..Hi!!!can you guess who am I??
Lol..the girl think what a lame one..how to guess??
But then she has a strong feeling that ..IT's the boy!!
maybe this is the six sense in girls..kinda accurate..
oh yea..its him...he texted her...FINALLY...
so they sms each other...EVERYday...
ALMOST EVERYDAY..and the boy callled the girl often...
they can talk up to few hours....before they say goodnight..
They laugh together,pray together..share bible words with each other..
the girl thought he understand her better than those among her friends...
And one night ,because of something..she cried in the phone...the boy trying to comfort her...
the girl felt grateful to him so much
soon..they become closer..and the boy fall in love with the girl..
she confessed to her..at first..she is trying to give hints..
but the girl thought that he was just joking...
One night..when they were talk to each other,the boy suddenly silent...
the girl thought something had happened..
but the boy's voice appeared and say: " I have fall in love with you"..
The girl still laughing..then she said:"its not funny at all!!"
Boys said:"I am serious.."
The gal hang up....the night was the first night that she is having insomnia..
and her heart beating very fast..because he was the first boy who confessed to her in this serious manner...
She felt nervous and scared..
the next day..the boy sent a long with 100+ words of message to gal..
and the girl dont know what to do....how to decline..will our friendship gone like that if I rejected him?this is what in her thinking..
she feel scared to lost their friendship..yes..she is a coward...she dont know how to express her feelings..
especially to guys..Do she have feeling towards him??
finally she rejected him...and the guy act nothing...and respect her decision...their communication back t0 normal..
the guy didnt confessed to her anymore..but he felt heart tickling when he knew that the girl talk to other boys...
actually the girl realised that she has this feeling too...when they boy chat with other girl.....she feel puzzled..
because the girl feel comfortable when talking to him...she can tell her everything..she can be herself when in front of him..
In her inbox...his messages occupied the largest space...still...but she still want him to be a listener...a friend..but not a boyfriend..
ONE YEAR LATER.
boy confessed again.and he became more mature....the girl takes 2 days to think about it..
and she prayed for it ..whether he is the right one for her...she was 16 at that time..
does she really understand about love??
and long distance relationship can really work??
The boy said: " Trust me....I will try my best..no mateer how harsh is the road that we have gone through.i will never let you go.."
he made that promise..
Finally the girl replied him: my heart is not steel...I think <3...
few years back..they have gone through alot of things together..they understand each other's personalities so well...
this is called soulmate...... the boy shows that Loving a person is not necessarily must own him/her...
P.S## I just wanna say thank you...for now and always...thanks for standing by my side..
Rumours for years about both of us...but we knew that..we just want the outcome which is best for each other.
Monday, 3 October 2011
Life is a JOKE??
Life is really a joke ??
my answer is NO...Life can never be a joke..
although u may feel God is making fun of You..But NO..he wont do that..
The things you have gone thru now is actually to make you stronger and stronger
Yesterday night something had happened...
I Only slept at around 2 am..
I feel so sad for the incident...
The person that I loved had gone through tough time..
I feel so scared when i see this things happened in front of me..
She is yelling and crying...
I dont know what to do...how to help her..??
This scene was familiar that few years ago had this things happened too..
She just keep calling my name.and holding my hands....
So pain for her.......I CRIED..all these times...i not dare to cry in front of her..because i dont want to let her feel that I am actually sad for her...but yesterday when i see her innocent face...I CRIED..really cried..
I wanna to ask: " Why cant she have normal life like others?"
However God has his plan...i always trust in that.....
You may think that he never listen to your prayers...
But he know how to use his solution to help you..
I pray for the best thing which have done on you...
This makes me miss home reallly...
HOMESICK GONNA START>>>
OH NO..
must bear with it..for two more weeks..
I will be back..okay..emo finished...
Yesterday went to CARREFOUR..
Then when lining up to pay money...
A little gurl in front of me asked her mommy:" Can I have a lollipop??"
THen before the mom answered,the dad said :" u can have that if u start to brush ur teeth now"
LOL...then the girl say..okay..lets go buy KODOMO LION ...
HAHA..lol...so funny ..and cute..
Dont know whether is coincidence..
Lolipop is in KL ..
when in physics class ...suddenly received a messge
LOL..i tot he sms-ing wrong person..cause i dont know he is here...thats why i so stupid go and sms :"are you looking for me?"..haha...lol..i think eat too much banana will become " BEN NANA "
Suppose to have lunch together...but then due to some reasons..
Our plan cancelled...so i ate lunch with Immanuel lo..
Still got chance before I left..take care..
P.S...hahaha...Imma say I have slim down this week...OH really??/haha...shock sendiri...
I am counting down..51 days left to the graduation day
WOOHOO>.very fast....very fast
But sad thing is I might not be able to be in Ipoh during CNY
Haiz..maybe just cmae back for 1 or 2 days ..then back to my work...
Oh just in case you dont know...I will be doing my voluntary work at PENANG ADVENTIST HOSPTAL next year for 3 months...
Life is getting so interesting you know.??
I cant wait for it..
But still praying for the place that i can stay
I think i Like penang..because it has oceans...
NICE PLACE..XD
Thats all...dont know when is the next time to write at here again..perhaps..after exams..
"I have loved thee with an everlasting love,therefore with loving kindness i have drawn thee,said the Lord"
(Jeremiah 31:3)
my answer is NO...Life can never be a joke..
although u may feel God is making fun of You..But NO..he wont do that..
The things you have gone thru now is actually to make you stronger and stronger
Yesterday night something had happened...
I Only slept at around 2 am..
I feel so sad for the incident...
The person that I loved had gone through tough time..
I feel so scared when i see this things happened in front of me..
She is yelling and crying...
I dont know what to do...how to help her..??
This scene was familiar that few years ago had this things happened too..
She just keep calling my name.and holding my hands....
So pain for her.......I CRIED..all these times...i not dare to cry in front of her..because i dont want to let her feel that I am actually sad for her...but yesterday when i see her innocent face...I CRIED..really cried..
I wanna to ask: " Why cant she have normal life like others?"
However God has his plan...i always trust in that.....
You may think that he never listen to your prayers...
But he know how to use his solution to help you..
I pray for the best thing which have done on you...
This makes me miss home reallly...
HOMESICK GONNA START>>>
OH NO..
must bear with it..for two more weeks..
I will be back..okay..emo finished...
Yesterday went to CARREFOUR..
Then when lining up to pay money...
A little gurl in front of me asked her mommy:" Can I have a lollipop??"
THen before the mom answered,the dad said :" u can have that if u start to brush ur teeth now"
LOL...then the girl say..okay..lets go buy KODOMO LION ...
HAHA..lol...so funny ..and cute..
Dont know whether is coincidence..
Lolipop is in KL ..
when in physics class ...suddenly received a messge
LOL..i tot he sms-ing wrong person..cause i dont know he is here...thats why i so stupid go and sms :"are you looking for me?"..haha...lol..i think eat too much banana will become " BEN NANA "
Suppose to have lunch together...but then due to some reasons..
Our plan cancelled...so i ate lunch with Immanuel lo..
Still got chance before I left..take care..
P.S...hahaha...Imma say I have slim down this week...OH really??/haha...shock sendiri...
I am counting down..51 days left to the graduation day
WOOHOO>.very fast....very fast
But sad thing is I might not be able to be in Ipoh during CNY
Haiz..maybe just cmae back for 1 or 2 days ..then back to my work...
Oh just in case you dont know...I will be doing my voluntary work at PENANG ADVENTIST HOSPTAL next year for 3 months...
Life is getting so interesting you know.??
I cant wait for it..
But still praying for the place that i can stay
I think i Like penang..because it has oceans...
NICE PLACE..XD
Thats all...dont know when is the next time to write at here again..perhaps..after exams..
"I have loved thee with an everlasting love,therefore with loving kindness i have drawn thee,said the Lord"
(Jeremiah 31:3)
Tuesday, 20 September 2011
A FULL WEEK
Few days ago.....I saw someone status said that she almost lost her life....because her car skidded...
Thanks God she is okay....
Hmmm...this let me recall of my accident few months ago..
You know what...You wouldnt know how different i felt after my head turn 180 DEGREES in the car..
Like my life is totally.....uhmmm..upside down.....
Life is very Fragile......
So cherish and appreciate everything while you are still holding the breathe that given by God..
Today is my daddy's birthday...I am not around in Ipoh..
however last weekend i had the celebration with him and my family..
Just wanna wish him happy birthday..
and hope God's blessings with him whenever he is..
This morning..
I sent a message to him...hahaha...
I seldom say I love You to my dad..kinda shy..
hahhaa..this morning..intend to type that in my message...
But then i type and deleted..
At last..change to <3...i am not sure whether he know this symbol..hahaha..
anyway...he is My Daddy..the best MAN in this world...haha..XD
This week really a very busy one.....
This morning while doing my morning devotion...
I seriously feel that God is reminding me not to forget HIM no matter how busy I am...
Lord..I am praying that i have more time to spend with you..
rather than my studies.....
I took back my mock exam papers...
kinda dissapointed with myself...
haiz.....why i Cant do well...??
I hope my real exam wont get results as "shit" as this....
Looking forward and getting excited about my future....
And last weekend...My cousin sister got married....
wow....she is the first cousin of mine getting married..Finally..
so happy fo her..however the sad thing is she will be living in US...
she and her husband has been together for more than 6 years...
i wish they live happily and ever after....
another thing is ...haha...i get some " gaji " for being the bridesmaid....
hahaha...this is the third time for me to be bridesmaid..
I heard somebody said that if a girl had been the bridesmaid up to 3 times..the girl very hard to get married..
LOL....This is not real gua???
hahahaha......
"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear ... "
1 John 4:18
Thanks God she is okay....
Hmmm...this let me recall of my accident few months ago..
You know what...You wouldnt know how different i felt after my head turn 180 DEGREES in the car..
Like my life is totally.....uhmmm..upside down.....
Life is very Fragile......
So cherish and appreciate everything while you are still holding the breathe that given by God..
Today is my daddy's birthday...I am not around in Ipoh..
however last weekend i had the celebration with him and my family..
Just wanna wish him happy birthday..
and hope God's blessings with him whenever he is..
This morning..
I sent a message to him...hahaha...
I seldom say I love You to my dad..kinda shy..
hahhaa..this morning..intend to type that in my message...
But then i type and deleted..
At last..change to <3...i am not sure whether he know this symbol..hahaha..
anyway...he is My Daddy..the best MAN in this world...haha..XD
This week really a very busy one.....
This morning while doing my morning devotion...
I seriously feel that God is reminding me not to forget HIM no matter how busy I am...
Lord..I am praying that i have more time to spend with you..
rather than my studies.....
I took back my mock exam papers...
kinda dissapointed with myself...
haiz.....why i Cant do well...??
I hope my real exam wont get results as "shit" as this....
Looking forward and getting excited about my future....
And last weekend...My cousin sister got married....
wow....she is the first cousin of mine getting married..Finally..
so happy fo her..however the sad thing is she will be living in US...
she and her husband has been together for more than 6 years...
i wish they live happily and ever after....
another thing is ...haha...i get some " gaji " for being the bridesmaid....
hahaha...this is the third time for me to be bridesmaid..
I heard somebody said that if a girl had been the bridesmaid up to 3 times..the girl very hard to get married..
LOL....This is not real gua???
hahahaha......
"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear ... "
1 John 4:18
Friday, 16 September 2011
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“You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well.”
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