Hey....my bloggie..sorry for ignoring you recently.. I am back to you... Wanna share with you...my exam has just over yesterday..and yet I already started to enjoy my life yesterday. Yesterday got date with old friend..wai ting..oh..big sales now in sunway...should go shopping.. I became nerdy since exam started...this is the consequence of being last minute. I just went to watch Puss in boots..seriously..nice movie... Owhh..I miss the time laughing out loud in the class... And teacher give me a name--大笑姑婆。。 Because beside me still got a partner..my darling.. When both of us laugh together.. our teacher..erhemn...whole class will stare at us.. Miss secondary time..few days ago..I went back to amc to get my certs.. Saw some familiar faces and met some of my teachers..a lot of flash back in my mind I don't know how to describe my feeling... After exam...feel reluctant to leave college..and everything here.. But indeed I am happy that I am going to pack all my things and go back to home sweet home.. Oh yes...I renew my passport finally... Next week going to Singapore..now only renew... And I don't like the picture quality...y I look so funny once they have processed it and stick in the passport? Thank you Lord...you protected my family all the whiles... That incident will always be a miracle in our heart.. Thank you ... This is why I choose to follow you...Lord.. Never regret.. She finally has a boyfriend.. Who can care about her so much.. It's good for her..because I have been watching her suffer for tat silly boy fot past few years.. Congratz...may God bless in this relationship.. Oh...u wanna know whether Someone is in my heart?? Hmm...this is ..p & c... Haha...XD...

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Once upon a time,
there was this girl...
and she was just 14 years old..
she met a boy in a church camp..
Somehow, they knew each other when the boy took initiative to come to her..
and introduce himself to her..
And they had exchanged phone number....
the camp 4 days  3 nights..passed very fast..like a rocket
They didnt reallly talk much to each other in camp..
because the girl didnt put much attention on the boy..
however she can hear some rumours...because some of her friends told her that this boy told his friends that she want to know this gurl..
And so his friends trying to help..
So,they are from diffrent states..
After the camp ended....Few days later...the girl had forget this boy...because she get to know many new friends in the camp..
However,one day..An unfamiliar number appear on her phone screen...
saying..Hi!!!can you guess who am I??
Lol..the girl think what a lame one..how to guess??
But then she has a strong feeling that ..IT's the boy!!
maybe this is the six sense in girls..kinda accurate..
oh yea..its him...he texted her...FINALLY...
so they sms each other...EVERYday...
ALMOST EVERYDAY..and the boy callled the girl often...
they can talk up to few hours....before they say goodnight..
They laugh together,pray together..share bible words with each other..
the girl thought he understand her better than those among her friends...
And one night ,because of something..she cried in the phone...the boy trying to comfort her...
the girl felt grateful to him so much
soon..they become closer..and the boy fall in love with the girl..
she confessed to her..at first..she is trying to give hints..
but the girl thought that he was just joking...
One night..when they were talk to each other,the boy suddenly silent...
the girl thought something had happened..
but the boy's voice appeared and say: " I have fall in love with you"..
The girl still laughing..then she said:"its not funny at all!!"
Boys said:"I am serious.."
The gal hang up....the night was the first night that she is having insomnia..
and her heart beating very fast..because he was the first boy who confessed to her in this serious manner...
She felt nervous and scared..
the next day..the boy sent a long with 100+ words of message to gal..
and the girl dont know what to do....how to decline..will our friendship gone like that if I rejected him?this is what in her thinking..
she feel scared to lost their friendship..yes..she is a coward...she dont know how to express her feelings..
especially to guys..Do she have feeling towards him??
finally she rejected him...and the guy act nothing...and respect her decision...their communication back t0 normal..
the guy didnt confessed to her anymore..but he felt heart tickling when he knew that the girl  talk to other boys...
actually the girl realised that she has this feeling too...when they boy chat with other girl.....she feel puzzled..
because the girl feel comfortable when talking to him...she can tell her everything..she can be herself when in front of him..
In her inbox...his messages occupied the largest space...still...but she still want him to be a listener...a friend..but not a boyfriend..

ONE YEAR LATER.
boy confessed again.and he became more mature....the girl takes 2 days to think about it..
and she prayed for it ..whether he is the right one for her...she was 16 at that time..
does she really understand about love??
and long distance relationship can really work??
The boy said: " Trust me....I will try my best..no mateer how harsh is the road that we have gone through.i will never let you go.."
he made that promise..
Finally the girl replied him: my heart is not steel...I think <3...

but...they never get together....because girl thinks that better to be friends than couple..sometimes.things changes when you get along with that person..
few years back..they have gone through alot of things together..they understand each other's personalities so well...
this is called soulmate...... the boy shows that Loving a person is not necessarily must own him/her...

P.S## I just wanna say thank you...for now and always...thanks for standing by my side..
Rumours for years about both of us...but we knew that..we just want the outcome which is best for each other.

Life is a JOKE??

Life is really a joke ??
my answer is NO...Life can never be a joke..
although u may feel God is making fun of You..But NO..he wont do that..
The things you have gone thru now is actually to make you stronger and stronger
Yesterday night something had happened...
I Only slept at around 2 am..
I feel so sad for the incident...
The person that  I loved had gone through tough time..
I feel so scared when i see this things happened in front of me..
She is yelling and crying...
I dont know what to do...how to help her..??
This scene was familiar that few years ago had this things happened too..
She just keep calling my name.and holding my hands....
So pain for her.......I CRIED..all these times...i not dare to cry in front of her..because i dont want to let her feel that I am actually sad for her...but yesterday when i see her innocent face...I CRIED..really cried..
I wanna to ask: " Why cant she have normal life like others?"
However God has his plan...i always trust in that.....
You may think that he never listen to your prayers...
But he know how to use his solution to help you..
I pray for the best thing which have done on you...


This makes me miss home reallly...
HOMESICK GONNA START>>>
OH NO..
must bear with it..for two more weeks..
I will be back..okay..emo finished...

Yesterday went to CARREFOUR..
Then when lining up to pay money...
A little gurl in front of me asked her mommy:" Can I have a lollipop??"
THen before the mom answered,the dad said :" u can have that if u start to brush ur teeth now"
LOL...then the girl say..okay..lets go buy  KODOMO LION ...
HAHA..lol...so funny ..and cute..
Dont know whether is coincidence..
Lolipop is in KL ..
when in physics class ...suddenly received a messge
LOL..i tot he sms-ing wrong person..cause i dont know he is here...thats why i so stupid go and sms :"are you looking for me?"..haha...lol..i think eat too much banana will become " BEN NANA "
Suppose to have lunch together...but then due to some reasons..
Our plan cancelled...so i ate lunch with Immanuel lo..
Still got chance before I left..take care..
P.S...hahaha...Imma say I have slim down this week...OH really??/haha...shock sendiri...


I am counting down..51 days left to the graduation day
WOOHOO>.very fast....very fast
But sad thing is I might not be able to be in Ipoh during CNY
Haiz..maybe just cmae back for 1 or 2 days ..then back to my work...
Oh just in case you dont know...I will be doing my voluntary work at PENANG ADVENTIST HOSPTAL next year for 3 months...
Life is getting so interesting you know.??
I cant wait for it..
But still praying for the place that i can stay
I think i Like penang..because it has oceans...
NICE PLACE..XD

Thats all...dont know when is the next time to write at here again..perhaps..after exams..


"I have loved thee with an everlasting love,therefore with loving kindness i have drawn thee,said the Lord"
(Jeremiah 31:3)

A FULL WEEK

Few days ago.....I saw someone status said that she almost lost her life....because her car skidded...
Thanks God she is okay....
Hmmm...this let me recall of my accident few months ago..
You know what...You wouldnt know how different i felt after my head turn 180 DEGREES in the car..
Like my life is totally.....uhmmm..upside down.....
Life is very Fragile......
So cherish and appreciate everything while you are still holding the breathe that given by God..

Today is my daddy's birthday...I am not around in Ipoh..
however last weekend i had the celebration with him and my family..
Just wanna wish him happy birthday..
and hope God's blessings with him whenever he is..
This morning..
I sent a message to him...hahaha...
I seldom say I love You to my dad..kinda shy..
hahhaa..this morning..intend to type that in my message...
But then i type and deleted..
At last..change to  <3...i am not sure whether he know this symbol..hahaha..
anyway...he is My Daddy..the best MAN in this world...haha..XD

This week really a very busy one.....
This morning while doing my morning devotion...
I seriously feel that God is reminding me not to forget HIM no matter how busy I am...
Lord..I am praying that i have more time to spend with you..
rather than my studies.....
I took back my mock exam papers...
kinda dissapointed with myself...
haiz.....why i Cant do well...??
I hope my real exam wont get results as "shit" as this....


Looking forward and getting excited about my future....


And last weekend...My cousin sister got married....
wow....she is the first cousin of mine getting married..Finally..
so happy fo her..however the sad thing is she will be living in US...
she and her husband has been together for more than 6 years...
i wish they live happily and ever after....
another thing is ...haha...i get some " gaji " for being the bridesmaid....
hahaha...this is the third time for me to be bridesmaid..
I heard somebody said that if a girl had been the bridesmaid up to 3 times..the girl very hard to get married..
LOL....This is not real gua???
hahahaha......


"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear ... "



1 John 4:18

=))))

“You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well.”

BUSIEST LIFE

Finally Finally..Finally...
I am free ...
The paper today is the most toughest subject...
Bacause...I didnt start studied earlier for the subject...
I only Started yesterday!!!...
I regret why i didnt concentrate on this subject yet...then balance up my work....In stead of physics..i studied other subject first because Physics is the last day of exam..
But then yesterday I regretted..sooo soo sooo regreettttt!!!
because i realised I have 10++ chapters to study and including the application booklet..
I study fromk 3 pm to 3 am in the morning..of cause got break to makan la..
but then this is really crazy!!
study so much makes my brain very tense...
however I am glad it is over!!!..
I can go and enjoy..
later go to KL sentral to find my dear----SHUEH CHENG!!
so long never see her round face already...
hahaa..she will pinch me when she see like this...
OUCH!!..i can already feel the pain..
XD

I still wonder whether going back to ipoh this weekend...
cause i have holiday until tuesday!!
hmm..should I??i think my mom will ask me the same questions:" do u want to come back this week?"....temptation...haha..

This week..although is a stressful week...
but i am very happy..
because last week...i attended youth congress In Taiping..the hotel very very nice...and comfortable..i wish i am still there...
meet new friends and old friends...
And i bcame the violinist in the camp!!and first time cooperate with my partner---ART!!A good partner..
Its fun ...to play in camp..haha..because we simply play...play randomly..
but of cause at the right key!!XD...
and we sang korean song...first time sing on stage with my brother!!actually his voice quite good..haha...
hahaha..of cause..because..he has a sister who has good voice too..
wakakkaa....stop perasan okay..back to the topic...
and we spent three days there...
Good speaker...Good memories...good food...Good message from God...
and most most excited is We had a skype conversation with our General Conference Director --Elder Ted C Wilson..
It's our honor to meet him online..and he gave a meesage to us and encouragement thru bible words...
We as a people at this end time..have the mission to pass this on...to more people...
Everyone is a missionary...we have the responsibility..
Thnaks Lord i have learned a lot in this camp...
and we did go for track distribution..to reach out to Taiping people..
The tracks we distributed is about health...
tell people and residents there about health ...
Although its hot to walk under the sun from one house to another...
but i felt so much satisfication....
bacause this is the work of missionary..
Yes..!!YOUTH EMPOWERED TO SERVE!!..
and I am praying for something after i went back from the camp..this is P&C
God will provide=)
let u guys see some photos...

we have Talent night!!culture is an amzing thing

We have our dinner on talent night!!

at the first night of the camp...the opening ceremony is start with the Flag bearer!!
Every reprsentative from each church from each state si holding the state flags!!



LOL.....I love my colour..oh yea,..did you realise dthat most of us wearing culturer costume?
this is the dress code for the opening cermony..somehow i dig this purple colour indian costume from my cupboard ...i bought it when i was 14..now still fir..but to b frank now bcum tighter..haha...XD




JJ and me...i like her clothes...



patient....Fruit..

I think sometimes God take something from you...you will feel he treats you bad
but after that you will realised actually he will give you back a better thing...
Be patient okay...and faithful and truthful...
You dont need to smile to your teacher if u dont feel like doing so..
you dont need to say yes to every guy that go after you...
you dont need to study if YOU ARE A BRILLIANT

假期。。。

今天是假期叻。。
很难得。。我最近都要忙死了。。。
连时常跟随着我的电话也就来被我抛弃了。。
因为我读书的时候就忘了它的存在。。
电话也调振动而已。。
所以很多时候朋友信息来，或打来给我，我都没接到。。
试过第二天看电话时有14个信息。。10 个miss call。。哈哈。。
真的感觉上如果自己消失了，至少还有人知道。。
被他们骂惨了。。说如果有急事找我，等我回复他们都死了。。
哈哈哈。。不好意思啦。。
我真的很忙。。包容一下。。
等我啦。。几个月就可以了。。
还好没有男朋友，不然更加压力。。没时间陪她。。

说起上个星期四，我的A Level 成绩终于出炉了。。
当天的Line真的很lag。。因为全世界的Alevel 学生都在登陆才check成绩。
我登陆了半天都还没看到我的成绩。。一直 server busy。。
最后，终于可以了。。可是我却紧张起来。。
而且我的朋友很多围在我后面叫我鼓起勇气看。。。
其实，我没有放太多的希望在这次的成绩。。
因为我知道自己不是准备很充足。。在五月的时候。。在家休养根本没有心去读书。。
全部last minute.
可是出乎意料之外，我拿到AAB。。Biology 还差一分就拿A了。。
我满足了。。我的朋友有些有A*。。他们真的很努力。。恭喜他们啦。。
我觉得真的是上帝的赐福。。他从来没有亏待我的。。
从我一出生。。从小就一直去医院。。
因为上帝从我身体里拿走一些东西。。我比别人少了一个东西。。
所以。。上帝在我生命中放了更加多美好的东西。。。
谢谢你。。让我体会到生命的意义。。

我想家了。。。。

最近我很喜欢读诗篇。让我感觉到大卫的诗是很美好的。。
其实这些都是很美好的歌词。。所以我打算接下来作的歌就用他们来做歌词。。

诗篇119：57 耶和华是我的福分，我曾说，我要遵守你的言语

A nice match=(

Indeed tonight is the final for world championship for badminton.....
The match between lee chong Wei vs Lin Dan is the second match tonite...
I really expect that lee chong wei can win...
Because since last few times he won Lin Dan and cn see that he boost up his confidence already..
bit this match really very sengit....
They can fight.....
It makes me scream and jump high and low it reach the peak of the competition..
I feel like crying when he hug his coach...
He very dissapointed...
He stand a good position to win since he won the first match...
However..the spell couldn't be broken yet..
I think lin Dan still bring some tension to him..
Hope for 2012........
Although my hand hold a physics books.....but I didn't study at all...
Haha..they distract my attention...
And now really got a bit down....
Cheer up...and continue to study....
Tomorow no holiday...
Accept the fact=((((((((
God .I pray that you comfort his heart....

you make my day

yes..I like to sing ...
Singing being the important thing in my life..
If I lost my voice one day..my life would be so dull.
I am looking forward to September...many things coming..good one

Jia you o..Yvonne foo....
U can be a successful one..
Listen to him..study hard...work hard as he is giving his best too...
Nothing else..just a few more months..
I will flyyy.....I believe...
Good night..tired=)