RELATIONSHIPS

Recently heard about lots of stories..friends broke up..

You know..

relationships ..i mean Boy- girl relationships.

are really complicated

I don't understand..how can a person like a person soo much 

until you r willing to do everything for her...

then suddenly u said you have no feeling anymore..

so BROKE UP...

Even LOve marriage

U fell in love..two people decided to get marry and build a family

Then end up divorcing.

after few years..

you said: YOU can't get along with each other...we does'nt suit for each other..

THAT'd does'nt make sense at all 

marriages that are commenced through Western dating have the same divorce rate as America — over 50%! 

SURPRISINGLY

I read a book titiled" I KISSED DATING GOODBYE"

its written by PASTOR Joshua Harris

It's a book about how to handle relationships which is right in the eye of God...

One of the passage said:when I stopped worrying about whom I was going to marry and began trusting God's timing, I uncovered the incredible potential of serving God as a single.

It's a pretty inspired line..

You have to put God in your relationships..

That's should be a christian way in relationship..

when dating is controlled by God’s love, it will be radically different from the relationships around us.

It will want to protect that person's purity as well as from evil and harm because it pleases God

 

1 John 4: 11 - Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.

GOD DESIGN MARRIAGE FOR US ..

Remember the wedding vows read: To love and cherish till Death do us part NOT till Divorce do us part! 

HOW DO YOU KNOW HE/ SHE IS THE RIGHT PERSON..??

You need to ask first whether you are the right person.

Does this person share the same faith and love for God?

Check to see if your parents approve of the person and seek the counsel of godly people for insights you may not have.

Do you feel peace and joy  from knowing that person

Marks of true love:

It waits for the right time and the right circumstances.

It has its roots in friendship.

It brings out the best in  the other person.

It has commitment and is respectful of the other

wondering why sudenly this post came into my mind...lol.....

21 21 21

21.. 21 ,...21...

dont think wrongly 

this is not the 3 measurements of my body...
BUT

CONGRATULATIONS to myself..

i am entering the 21st year of my life...

Can't believe..

Can't accept..

I used to be 17, 18 .19...

21..used to be very far for me..

anyway..have to accept the fact..

I have grown up..
There are some facts which i need to accept..

Fact 1: when people ask about your age..u ll feel shy to tell.
when i was 19..i can straight away tell my age...feel so proud somemore..

Fact 2: people will ask u whether u have boyfriend at this age..
then if u say : Nooo..
They will ask: why??must have...there must be some guys interested in you..
=_+

Fact 3: you cant act like a kiddd anymore....people will thought that u r so immature
so i cn only act like a kid in front of my parents..
Mushyy mushhyyy with them

Fact 4: You have lots to think about your future..
sometimes i can go into daydreaming when I was doing some work.
a lot of factors to consider

BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS>>
people still think that i am below 20...hahaha...
thank God for giving me a young face..


But i think the most important is u should have a young heart..:p

in 2013...
hope i can make a bit difference..
hope is always there..
hope i can achieve at least one of my new year resolutions....

I want to become a good doctor who will always be there for my patients..
I want to be a good friends of everyone..
I want to be the humble servant of God..
Lord use me as you will...
=)

Saw this on net today.
“Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. "Pooh?" he whispered.
"Yes, Piglet?"
"Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's hand. "I just wanted to be sure of you.” 

I AM HIV+...will you hug me??

I am right here in CMC..

sitting here alone...

reading through my friend's BLOG

found this is very meaningful..

recently they have this program in their UNI..

I AM HIV+..WILL YOU HUG ME??

this is to create awareness...on the WORLD AIDS DAY...

GOOD JOB SIEN!!!
you have been working so hard for this...

i love the song-THE THEME SONG composed among the medical students..

Lyrics:
Verse 1
Can you imagine
Life goes on but it drags you back
Don't have the strength to get out of my bed
Tomorrow seems so far

What if the sun feels like will never rise again
What you see are the worried face(s) of them
There is no hope to cling on

Pre- chorus
That's why we are here
Each with little action
So that we can turn the things around
Let's carry them home~

Chorus
Hold the key in our heart, we'll stay strong
Stand the cold night we'll reach the morning
Hand in hand, going step by step, bear in mind
Now when life begin

Live the dream in your mind, we'll fly high
Walk through the rain we'll see the sunlight
(That) we waiting for
We will decide that it's forever
Just fight on with (the) gut we got

Verse 2
Echoes were heard In the chamber of silence
(As it) left no one else
Talk only to the air
Aching and lying solely

Kicked in the face
Not by (the) pain or sickness itself
But by the distrusting eyes
That pushes faith behind
Now care is the thing (that you long for)

Pre- chorus
That's why we are here
Each with little action
So that we can turn the things around
Let's carry them home~

We will hold you, hug you, share with you and be your friend , we love it
We will hold you, hug you, share with you and be your friend , we love it

Live the dream in your mind, we'll fly high
Walk through the rain we'll see the sunlight
(That) we waiting for
We will decide that it's forever
Just fight on with (the) gut we got

Chorus
Hold the key in our heart, we'll stay strong
Stand the cold night we'll reach the morning
Hand in hand ,Going step by step, bear in mind
Now when life begin

Live the dream in your mind, we'll fly high
Walk through the rain we'll see the sunlight
(That) we waiting for
We will decide that it's forever
Just fight on with (the) gut we got

P/s ..sorry sien..dont mean to copy ur song...haha.dont mind ya...

Merryyyyy...CHRISTMAS!!!!!

HEY PEEPS!!!
I know its a bit late to post about Xmas..
I miss the 2011 Christmas where the family can gathered finally...
25.12.2012 I spent in India
This is the First time ever...I am out of the country...
No Friends...no family..No count downs
BUT
there is call from family and wishes from friends...=)ITS ENOUGH..
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP sometimes suffer...
but it teach u to appreciate...

Spending xmas in Hyderabad is never in the plan..
at first i thought of buying flight tickets and fly back to my home sweet home...
but thank God I made the right decision of staying back...
We went to prison to sing for them...
we were supposed to act The Story of the Born of Jesus Christ..
So I am the "Mary"...
My husband Joseph is aactually a girl..lol
but due to her creativeness ..she made herself looks like a guy
Which u ll see in the pictures which i posted...
I have to act pregnant...they laugh at my acting..
And of coz I have my dearest ARTIFICIAL baby in my hands..

We ended at around 3 pm..back to church to have lunch..
Then guess what...we went shopping..the gurls are so excited..
The boys actually the same..just they didnt express it..
I bought two pants..
And a top...quite worth to shop in Hyderabad..actually
but felt guilty spending money..xp

NEXT
Domino's pizza for DINNER.....

at home...we start singing songs...
uncle and aunty start singing the 60's song...
COUNTRY BOY....etc
love these songs..
then the youngsters start singing the " recent " songs too..\
Edmund was playing guitar..WESTLIFE;s popular songs....WHAT ARE WORDs..love these songs..
when the singing session was goin on..finally I felt : IT IS CHRISTMAS....it should be like this...

MY HUSBAND<3 td="td">

Dont't u think he look so cute??LOL

In Domino

SINGING

That night I was chatting with HIPPO on facebook when I got back to the room...

we chatted so much that night...

and I got a poem that night..I was kind of surprise he wrote that

because it was kinda " obvious" I am the reflection in the poem...

end up it leads to something which WE've never talked about for a long time.. 

I thank God for such a Good friend i have..

Thanks for everything in CMC 

at the same time i was chatting with Aunty Neelima and Sunita akka in the room...
listen to their advices..they were sharing their experience in their life..
through that we can learnt a lot..
sometimes should really listen to elder..
RESPECT THEM
end up I slept at 3.30 am..

MERRY XMASSSSSSS=)

UPDATE!!!!

Wow...I am back to blog again...

LIFE is TOO BUSY since i went to India...

Today finally I am back to my HOME

Just want to tell you something about India..

Guess what.....FIVE MONTHs has just passed.....

I cant believe that I have spent months there in another country...

In a country which I never think that i will go...

Now when I am in Malaysia,..I feel like it was a dream..

but its the fact that I have been there..

India is sooooo DiFFERENT from Malaysia...the contrast is even more obvious since I came back from there....

However...God always has a purpose...

when i first reach there...There are a lot of adaptions to make...

First...LANGUAGE....I cant even understand anything when I reached Chennai Airport...

Second...FOOD...I am so excited to taste different food...and i've learned to eat with hands..at first its so awkward to eat with your hands....when i came back here..I almost forgot how to use chopsticks...hahhaah

Third...CLOTHES...I can no longer wear anything which i want to go out......people will just look at u with that strange eyes...hahaha...and I brought my uniform to attend interview..However...My seniors asked me to buy a set of Salwar...which is the India costume for a gurl...Then...There are occasions which I need to wear SARI too...i was wondering who invent this...its just so wonderful..Sari just made up of a piece of long cloth...with that piece of cloth you can make different style of wearing...

Fourth....CULTURE....You know...sometimes u just have to deal with different kind of people...

Fifth...PLACE...in vellore..it is not like Malaysia...It has no tall building..it has no shopping complex....the weather was so hot when I first came....but as i stay longer in vellore..I really like this place..

No shopping complex ...its okay..There are long bazaar / Ghandi Road..

No KFC/ Mc D is okay..there are GRT/ Hundred Heritage...

No tall buildings is okay..we will be safer when earthquake happen....

Vellore is really nice place...especially now its freezing there..Its colder than Malaysia in Nov/Dec...

Sixth....WATER...the water in Vellore is actually hard water...it makes my hair so rough....and the drinking water is not that good...MINERAL WATER IS THE BEST!!!!

You will know how lucky you are once u go to explore in different place...

Seriously I am telling you...go and experience if you have chance...

God will make you a different person when u come back..

  whole day travel is so tired..going to sleep....Good night...=)

Nervous & anxious

at this moment..I purposely wake up earlier
TO CHECK whether i am being selected for interview...
I really hope that i can get it..
Its the most important exam for me...so far...
I am a bit scare to know the results...
How i wish i can see my name on the list..
Everything in God's hands..HE knows..
Just surrender to Him Yvonne Foo...\
ANYWAY..the result is not out yet....
just wait & wait..
i will write another post about this later..
no matter i got it or not

Miracle..

so long i never write on you..
you must be bosan my dear blog..

I want to share about something..
Now I am working in ER.
Yesterday a mother rush in to ER with a baby in her hands..
she is screaming..
my baby get choked..please help her..she cant breathe..
the baby face is getting darker..as the results of lack of oxygen
The  mother is crying..
when i saw her like that, my heart was tingling...I WANT TO CRY TOO!!!
this is mother's love.
Finally at last,the baby condition became better.

I recall one of my experience,
My mom and dad told me when i was 1 month old,
one night when they were sleeping.I make some sound.
" ukkkk ..ukk...." like that.
so at first my parents was so tired..they did nt immediately look at me .
after a while..their conscience tell them to see what happen to me.
when my dad switch on the light,my face all became dark blue.
My parents rushed me to hospital,
my dad even forgot to wear his t shirt.
So lucky that the hospital is nearby.
Doctor said,if my parents late for a few minutes more.
I will be dead.
Thanks Lord i am still here now..
Its a miracle for me..
I think everything i have gone through is a good thing.
because I KNOW MY LORD holds the future..

okay..back to studies...
and playing my new instrument------A SAW!!
so interesting

Oh yea...Today my friends is getting good results IN STPM!!
congratz for that..so happy for you guys!!
and i miss you..wait till i go back to ipoh..be patient

Yesterday he sms me..and asked me : is there any reason for us to stay as friends? if not, why dont we step forward?"
some kind of confession..I THINK so..
haha.U know what i answered: .I said:" there is lots of reasons until I cant count...LOL
I hope we can remain as friends...I hope u will understand!!
God bless you..

Okay..next..tomoroow I am working Night SHIFt...first time in my life..
I cannot sleep whole night..even for my exam..i still slept fot 3 hours..now cant sleep at all
tomoroow must b very tired..i will be working from 9am to 5 pm.then 11pm to 7 am the next day..
I am going to be exhausted..
God please help me..
AMEN!!

DILEMMA

RIGHT NOW...

I am thinking about how to start the preparation for my exam....

its the most imporatnt exam in my life so far..

its the exam that decides whether  i can achiev my resolution that i have made in this new year.

KINDA STREESSED UP!!

Lord please help me...to have wisdom where to start from..

time passed like rocket..so damn fast..

I am going into 20..

hehhe...can't imagine...

JIA YOU　胡以安

must concentrate in studies ady..

This week..i was posted in pharmacy department..

very tired..especially my legs..

sorry for abusing u my dear..coz have to stand whole day to pack tablets for patients...

count tablets until feeling dizzy...but kinda fun..

the medicine is arranged according to alphabetically order...

But still hard to search..have to look up and down..

but i 'm glad i can memorise some of the name of medication now..

such as..AXINOL...OMESEC...HEBRESSER...APPROVEL..

hahaha..some tablets name really quite funny...

its fun to work there..

thanks Lord for everything..

I pray in Jesus name...Amen!!!

I have lots of new experience in Penang..
not only in working in hospital..
But in my daily life also..

Able to join people throwing mandarin orange..
Able to join Thaipusam parade..
Able to cook for my colleagues..
I fall in love with Penang.

Yesterday Dr.Edward treat me Indian ORIGINAL FOOD ..
i think it is nice..especially the Indian yoghurt..
Dylan dont like it ..so he gave me his yoghurt.
maybe too sour..ends up helping my digestion..
STOMACH PAIN!!haha..XD

anyway..
My life is happy now..
and I miss home..
oh yes...
my angpao this year exceed Rm1000...
wow..save money..ngek ngek.

Thanks Lord that I am still alive..Thanks Lord for everything...I shouldnt take them as granted.
May God bless all my blog readers..
LOve.

新年的一点一滴

今年的新年真的有点不同。。
不同的是。。我的假期很短。。
明天早上就要回去了。。八点开工。
我死都要在家睡一晚才甘愿。然后明天一早开车。
还有。。今年年初一成绩出炉。。
一大早坐在电脑面前。。
准备Log in
还没有心理准备。。成绩就出现在我面前。。
我真的不敢看。。大叫我爸帮我看。。
他就说：“不错啊！”
我自己看。。真的很想哭。。
我拿到AAAB。。我们的吵声大叫欢呼竟然吵醒楼上的弟弟。。真够夸张。
B是给物理。我最担心物理了。。因为一年半的东西我在半年里考完。
可是上帝真的太爱我了。
我觉得不是我聪明。。而是我的智慧来自于那位创造我的。。、
谢谢你。。

初二。。我跟我的Dear吃早餐。。

她从台湾回来。。。吃了过后她回我家。。
在我房间拍照就是特别美的啦。。
李妍。。。你可以不要回去吗？
总是喜欢躺在你的肩膀。。
有点想哭了。。
一年没见她了。。我回来的时间又那么短。。

你好好照顾自己啊。



今天年初三。。每一年的今天我都拿到很多红包。。
生日的。。我弟妹都要羡慕死了。。
他们说我真会选日子出世。。哈哈。。
我刚才开红包了。。因为不想回到槟城自己开。。
结果我们三姐弟一起开。。
还是我最多。。
弟弟PMR拿4个A。。我就给了一百二十给他。。当作奖励。。
我在期待SPM。。我可以送更大的礼物给他。。
希望他做到我们的约定。。加油。。
今晚和表兄妹家人一起庆祝。。
对我来说真的很开心。。很满足。。
不晓得明年的今天我还会在马来西亚吗？

我今年的愿望：
大家对我的期望很大。。所以我希望可以实现梦想。。
家人。。朋友。。还没有爱人。。你们都要健健康康。
加油。。

约翰一书4：19 我们爱，因为神先爱我们。。