Wednesday, 3 August 2011

God listen to my prayers...He will always be there

I have been such a wreck this past few days
throwing my temper everywhere like rubbish...
Lord please forgive me..
I was exhausted and whining about everything that i have to face now..
Lord..u know it's not easy for me...
I have many things to deal with...many diffrent people around me..
Lord to communicate with them sometimes just make me feel dissapointed...
The higher is ur expectation, the deeper u fell
But you remind me of you...
before i gone through al these..The humiliation gone through by Jesus is much more than me..so i have nothing to upset with..


Thanks for sending someone to talk to my through my heart..good friends is always the one who listen to you..its just like the phrase "A BOSSOM FRIEND AFAR BRINGS A DISTANT LAND NEARER"..
No man is an island..its no use that u have many friends around...
the terms " good friends" is only applicable if he/she stands besides you
when you are having tough moments...

so long didnt visit my own blog.
i was busy like ...I m not yvonne foo anymore..
everyday also vey tired..supplements doesnt works for me..
can fall asleep during driving..
This week Puasa month start already..
haiz...traffic jam everywhere..sien.

And PJCC have to start practice and go around Malaysia already..
need to practice song this week..
I am very excited..because we might go to penang,Kulai..and other place in Johor..
Can visit my dear friends at kulai also..
and my lover in Penang..Li Ting
Ai ren..I am coming..wait for me...

Oh yea..last weekend i attended the KVWO concert..
Its so amazing...and they put in a lot of hard work..
Congratz for the nice show..The guest performers are fantastics..
Support KVWO..
and the little girl 11 years old ONLY..she can play violin so well
She will have a bright future..
She doesnt looks like 11 years old..
Maybe she face more things than the ordinay kids..
so she looks mature=)
I wonder what was i doing when i was 11 years old..
lol..that tomato ah..keep on whispering beside me..: "when you are 11 years old doing what o??"
swt...i can tell u ..i enjoy my "tong nian" very muchhh....
LOL...

Today I stand on the weighing balance..
WOW..i realise that My weight going down by 2 KG..
wakakaka..continue continue...
I never worry because when my school reopen ..i know i will slim down..
Not too much..but at least a bit..
especially now so suffer..
I totally do not have time to eat my lunch..
everyday 30 minutes of break only..
what kind of life is this??
hahahaha...This is A level's life= not human life..

AND...another music box is coming to me
i said once only that i Like music box.then he bought music box for me..Thank you!!
actually this year during my birthday he already bought one for me..
now..another one again..haha...
Okay okay...Its true that i like music box..
dont say i am childish..
because whenever i feel unhappy..i can look at it ..listen to the music
the duck dancing with the music..
But really is enough ..no more the third one..unless both of them are broken
thanks for the souvenirs...
Good friend forever!!!...

Lord..help me..Exam in two weeks time!!
Bless me with wisdom..
And my results are realeasing soon..on 10 th of august..
nervous**..
however..i knew that i didnt do well.
two months ago..people ho accompany me to study knew that i dont have time to do my past year questions...
all subject is study last minutes.furthermore..my dad hurt his fingers that time..
overall..i know my results will be vey sucks!!!
hahaha..i tried my best..see how!!
Daddy Mommy..dont expect too high ya..
Oh ..but then..they never tell me their expectation
so my stress actually is just come from myself..


my weakness= 心太软..today you tell me : my heart stolen by someone!!
I said: congratz..because you have found the one that you want to own..
But then...the someone is **
i ask you not to FIL with me..I cannot cheat myself..i only treat you as friend..
sory.. I might be special to you at this moment..but perhaps not the next moment
You say i can make you laugh...make you happy..indeed..i like to make people happy...
but doesnt mean you will be happy when i am together with you..
I like the frienship..i dont want any changes now..
1 and a half year ago..because of me.i almost ruined someone's life..
Because of me..his studies affected.so much...however thanks Lord he is okay now..
the word that he told me..i still remember until now..said:" i would never step into another relationship because it hurts me too much"! .I still remember your expression when he say this...
and also because of the break up...both of us live a better life now..thanks Lord..means my decison is right..
I am single ..1 year ++ i never accept anyone that go behind me...although there are some bees
DHF  , through this you teach me a lesson..
If the person meant to be yours..it will be yours...
because you said: i will arrange for you!!thanks..

爱里没有惧怕,爱既完全,就把惧怕除去,因为惧怕里含着刑罚,惧怕的人在爱里未得完全。(约翰一书4:18)

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