Miracle..

so long i never write on you..
you must be bosan my dear blog..

I want to share about something..
Now I am working in ER.
Yesterday a mother rush in to ER with a baby in her hands..
she is screaming..
my baby get choked..please help her..she cant breathe..
the baby face is getting darker..as the results of lack of oxygen
The  mother is crying..
when i saw her like that, my heart was tingling...I WANT TO CRY TOO!!!
this is mother's love.
Finally at last,the baby condition became better.

I recall one of my experience,
My mom and dad told me when i was 1 month old,
one night when they were sleeping.I make some sound.
" ukkkk ..ukk...." like that.
so at first my parents was so tired..they did nt immediately look at me .
after a while..their conscience tell them to see what happen to me.
when my dad switch on the light,my face all became dark blue.
My parents rushed me to hospital,
my dad even forgot to wear his t shirt.
So lucky that the hospital is nearby.
Doctor said,if my parents late for a few minutes more.
I will be dead.
Thanks Lord i am still here now..
Its a miracle for me..
I think everything i have gone through is a good thing.
because I KNOW MY LORD holds the future..

okay..back to studies...
and playing my new instrument------A SAW!!
so interesting

Oh yea...Today my friends is getting good results IN STPM!!
congratz for that..so happy for you guys!!
and i miss you..wait till i go back to ipoh..be patient

Yesterday he sms me..and asked me : is there any reason for us to stay as friends? if not, why dont we step forward?"
some kind of confession..I THINK so..
haha.U know what i answered: .I said:" there is lots of reasons until I cant count...LOL
I hope we can remain as friends...I hope u will understand!!
God bless you..

Okay..next..tomoroow I am working Night SHIFt...first time in my life..
I cannot sleep whole night..even for my exam..i still slept fot 3 hours..now cant sleep at all
tomoroow must b very tired..i will be working from 9am to 5 pm.then 11pm to 7 am the next day..
I am going to be exhausted..
God please help me..
AMEN!!

DILEMMA

RIGHT NOW...

I am thinking about how to start the preparation for my exam....

its the most imporatnt exam in my life so far..

its the exam that decides whether  i can achiev my resolution that i have made in this new year.

KINDA STREESSED UP!!

Lord please help me...to have wisdom where to start from..

time passed like rocket..so damn fast..

I am going into 20..

hehhe...can't imagine...

JIA YOU　胡以安

must concentrate in studies ady..

This week..i was posted in pharmacy department..

very tired..especially my legs..

sorry for abusing u my dear..coz have to stand whole day to pack tablets for patients...

count tablets until feeling dizzy...but kinda fun..

the medicine is arranged according to alphabetically order...

But still hard to search..have to look up and down..

but i 'm glad i can memorise some of the name of medication now..

such as..AXINOL...OMESEC...HEBRESSER...APPROVEL..

hahaha..some tablets name really quite funny...

its fun to work there..

thanks Lord for everything..

I pray in Jesus name...Amen!!!

I have lots of new experience in Penang..
not only in working in hospital..
But in my daily life also..

Able to join people throwing mandarin orange..
Able to join Thaipusam parade..
Able to cook for my colleagues..
I fall in love with Penang.

Yesterday Dr.Edward treat me Indian ORIGINAL FOOD ..
i think it is nice..especially the Indian yoghurt..
Dylan dont like it ..so he gave me his yoghurt.
maybe too sour..ends up helping my digestion..
STOMACH PAIN!!haha..XD

anyway..
My life is happy now..
and I miss home..
oh yes...
my angpao this year exceed Rm1000...
wow..save money..ngek ngek.

Thanks Lord that I am still alive..Thanks Lord for everything...I shouldnt take them as granted.
May God bless all my blog readers..
LOve.

新年的一点一滴

今年的新年真的有点不同。。
不同的是。。我的假期很短。。
明天早上就要回去了。。八点开工。
我死都要在家睡一晚才甘愿。然后明天一早开车。
还有。。今年年初一成绩出炉。。
一大早坐在电脑面前。。
准备Log in
还没有心理准备。。成绩就出现在我面前。。
我真的不敢看。。大叫我爸帮我看。。
他就说：“不错啊！”
我自己看。。真的很想哭。。
我拿到AAAB。。我们的吵声大叫欢呼竟然吵醒楼上的弟弟。。真够夸张。
B是给物理。我最担心物理了。。因为一年半的东西我在半年里考完。
可是上帝真的太爱我了。
我觉得不是我聪明。。而是我的智慧来自于那位创造我的。。、
谢谢你。。

初二。。我跟我的Dear吃早餐。。

她从台湾回来。。。吃了过后她回我家。。
在我房间拍照就是特别美的啦。。
李妍。。。你可以不要回去吗？
总是喜欢躺在你的肩膀。。
有点想哭了。。
一年没见她了。。我回来的时间又那么短。。

你好好照顾自己啊。



今天年初三。。每一年的今天我都拿到很多红包。。
生日的。。我弟妹都要羡慕死了。。
他们说我真会选日子出世。。哈哈。。
我刚才开红包了。。因为不想回到槟城自己开。。
结果我们三姐弟一起开。。
还是我最多。。
弟弟PMR拿4个A。。我就给了一百二十给他。。当作奖励。。
我在期待SPM。。我可以送更大的礼物给他。。
希望他做到我们的约定。。加油。。
今晚和表兄妹家人一起庆祝。。
对我来说真的很开心。。很满足。。
不晓得明年的今天我还会在马来西亚吗？

我今年的愿望：
大家对我的期望很大。。所以我希望可以实现梦想。。
家人。。朋友。。还没有爱人。。你们都要健健康康。
加油。。

约翰一书4：19 我们爱，因为神先爱我们。。

Penang Life..

Hmm..i have been here since sunday..
Enjoy a lot with family...
We've been to seaside..Queesnbay mall..
Gurney..and lots of place..and yet of coz BaliHai for our dinner for both evening..
The food there really nice

in penang..

At winter warmer..MY BROTHER

Penang bridge...able to capture it when my car almost over it..

Superrr dupper love G hotel..I want to stay one night at least..just 1 nite enuf..wooshhh

And I really do miss home....

I started work on tuesday..

In Penang Adventist Hospital

working with Dr.Edward,Dr.Andy..they have shared their experience in me'

I want to be a really good doctor which have good values in me..

somehow they shared with me..there is some doctors now look money over than God..

So i dont want become like that...Doctors is just doing what they can..

Just like the motto of PAH.." GOD HEALS,WE HELP"

God is the biggest fantastic doctor..

And so..this few weeks.

I am in wellness department..

and helping out in ultrasound sessions..

XD

I like the life in hospital..

few weeks later i will be rotate to emergency department.

Getting very excited..

I hope my three months wont pass so fast..

but yet i miss home....

There is a few things that i wanna thank God for..:

1.settled everything in penang

2. still safe and alive

3. met new friends and work happily.

4.found a room to rent and the owner is friendly.

5.Can do exercise everyday..( cause going to diferent departments to take reports..)

Thats all...

And most important..Thanks God for loving me although I am imperfect..

God bless me and you..

=)

2011 going to end~

This year ..really can be a challenging year for me..
I have a few wishes for 2011 last year
Here it goes..
see how many of them had been fulfilled:
1. Found my interest and decide what to study in the future.
2. Bring at least one friends to church
3. Spread the Gospel of God.
4. My brother will be baptised
5. He will be fine and can find a new girlfriend.

IMPORTANT issues in 2011:
1.STILL SINGLE ( where is my Mr.right?)
2.A "beautiful" car crash( first time ever..great incident when i was 19.rmb for whole life)
3.First time admitted in hospital for one week...so long
4. First time having Nurse to bathe me..LOL
5. meet a friend who is very interesting.
6. Rejected a few boys who were going after me.
7. My parents pledged to join the church.
8.I was praying so hard for a person.because of Him.I learn to be patient.
9. Finally know how to skate on ice.
10. FINALLY..crying so much this year..FOR FRIENDS&;FAMILY&;STUDIES&CHURCH

Thank you my dear heavenly father.
For every everything


I hope 2012 will be a better year in which i can fulfill my dreams.
Get my scholarship and be a doctor.
Love family,love friends. and even love your enemies.
Regards

Daddy no matter how many guys I look at,


 how many guys I date, how many guys I talk to, 


no matter who I get married to, you'll always be my number one dad


You're the best dad ever.


thank you for always being there,


when i was sad you held me tight,


when i said i hated you you told me you loved me,


when i shouted you told me it was okay


when i was heart broken you told me he'll soon realise what he lost.



Dad thank you for being there all my life. i love you

welll

okay...I don't really like what I felt now..

It;s really worst than ever..

Why? Lord....

Why this things happen??

I hope this is not the worst thing...

But what can I do??

Why when you are here, I do not cherish...??

but when you are leaving....I only know how care I am..

I do care okayyyyy..

do not think that i don't...

Just because I didnt show ,  doesnt mean i don't...

KL TRIPOOO..

昨天去吉隆坡。。以前每次要去吉隆坡的心情都很悲伤。。

因为想到要回去上课。。一大堆书等着我去处理。。

可是现在不同了。。。因为我不用回去那里了。。

终于毕业。。

Sunway Pyramid 是我太熟悉的地方。。

可是说真的。。一天真的逛不完。。

和表哥表妹一起去。。

父母不在。。只有我们几个小瓜。。哈哈。。

弟妹表妹表哥去溜冰。。我呢？兴趣比较在逛街。。

买了三件衣服。。。

（我还是会懂得省的）。。。

今天一早真的赶死人。。

因为弟弟一点要补习。

所以全部为了他就早回咯。。结果巴士还是让他迟到。。

一回到怡保就去Ipoh parade...很久没去吃火锅了。。。

所以就去。。。吃到都要呕了。。有点夸大其词啦。。哈哈。。

可是可能吃太辣了。。肚子有点不舒服。。

有时感觉怡保真的蛮小的。。很容易可以遇到熟人。

回到怡保真好。。可是很快又要离开。。我不舍得。。

今天终于买了“那些年，我们一起追的女孩”，之前只是听说很好看。。

朋友还说很感动。。

今晚，就和家人一起看吧。。

感谢主。。上个星期六。。我父母加入教会了。。

希望。。以后我们都能一起尽心尽力地为主工作。。

天父。。我也一直在为他祷告。。希望有一天你可以感动他。。

让他决心跟随你。。

我把他交在你手中。。

阿门。。

马太6：34 不要为明天忧虑，因为明天自有明天的忧虑，一天的难处一天当就够了！

Unpredictable life

You know. If people ask me..why do I believe in God?
How do you know he is REAL??? I would answer because I can feel His LOVE..
God is Good...all the time
 last week I went to Singapore...
This is really a nice place to travel... But i wont choose this place to stay..
 I still remember the last time i travelled to SG is about 7 or 8 years ago..
 Actually I am here to attend youth congress----A church camp..
Its is a camp which held once every 2 years.
. I have been very excited because in the camp..besides that we can learn about God's word..we also can meet friends from every state...
Some even long lost friends..the feeling is very good.
. The theme for the camp is better... our speaker --Pastor Wong...he illustrate a good point about a better kingdom..
I want to go to that place where God has provided for his children..
he love us so much..
My heart was so touched when the speaker did the calling....
I was crying...What God has done in my life is so obvious..
How he carry me through everything when i was growing up..the accident...
The incomplete organ in my body..everything...He has his will..
Everything he has his plan...
He loves everyone that he is willing to sacrifice on the cross...
God loves you and I...when he called your name...when he knocked the door of your heart..did u hear HIM??
are you willing to accept HIM?ask yourself this question....

Thanks Lord for everything....
for the family i have..
for the love I have...
for the friends i have
I know I am much more blessed than others..
For I know you Hold tomorrow...